CHAPTER 39
"Miss, did you hear me? Are you all right?".
Nothing.
Not a train of thought in your mind.
You were numb.
"You are seven weeks pregnant. It is quite normal in the first trimester to experience vertigo but in case of fainting I should prescribe you a natural supplement in order to reduce the hormonal imbalance and to, of course prevent you from fainting again as it usually is an unpleasant thing" the doctor smiled.
You couldn't hear a word of it. Yes, his lips were moving and yes, sound was coming out of his mouth but no words reached your earlobes.
Nothing.
"You should be discharged soon. We are waiting for some of your blood tests, after that you will be free to go" he kept smiling.
Gibberish. He was speaking gibberish.
Your brain couldn't filter any information. It was stuck at you're pregnant.
"Now, it would be wise to rest a couple of days. Just to regain some strength. Do you need to contact someone? A loved one? Perhaps inform your friends waiting for you in the corridor?".
It was then when you came back to reality.
"They don't know?" you whispered.
" Your medical records are private. Which means I am not allowed to share your health information without your consent" he reassured you.
"That being said, do you want me to share this information with someone out there?" his head tilted towards the door. His tone was soft and caring. He wanted you to feel safe.
"I...I don't know" you muttered.
"Its okay. You can keep resting here as much as you like. If you change your mind just buzz this" he pointed at a button on the side of your bed " And the nurse would be with you shortly".
I'm pregnant.
You didn't know what to do with that information. You didn't know how to process it.
Your breath became quicker and more shallow as your brain kept sending messages of fear to your nervous system. It was like you overloaded. It was painful.
"Miss Y/n breathe. I need you to breathe" thankfully the doctor was still in there.
"Just bring me Jisoo" you cried out.
"Y/n?" you heard Jisoo knock quietly on the door "Are you asleep? The doctor told me I could come in" as soon as your eyes met you burst into tears.
"Oh no Y/n, what's wrong?" she hurried towards you.
"Jisoo" you managed to say in between one sob and another.
"I'm here babe" she sat next to you and wrapped her arms around you, gently stroking your head. "What's wrong? Tell me" she kissed the top of your head as she continued to stroke you.
"I'm pregnant" you cried against her.
You felt Jisoo's body tense but she didn't say a word. She kept holding you until you were so tired that you stopped sobbing.
Once you had finally calmed down she spoke.
"Honey" she wiped your tears away "what are you going to do?".
"I don't know" you admitted.
"What are the possible options that you would consider?" she was carefully tiptoeing around it. She knew your thoughts on unwanted pregnancies, she knew how you' handle it. She also knew that you knew her thoughts on it too. It was a delicate topic that the two of you never seemed to agree on. Even more now, with Jisoo's pregnancy, she'd grew even more sensitive on the topic and the idea of you possibly harming your child was enough to bring tears to her eyes. But, she knew better than imposing her thoughts and ideals onto you. Not now, in this situation at least.
"I don't know, I just found out" you muttered, lost in thought.
There was so much to consider, so much to think about.
To say that your life was a mess would be the understatement of the year.
To bring a child into the chaos would be extremely selfish and stupid but the idea of it, somehow, warmed your heart.
You always knew you wanted children. It never mattered to you wether it would be earlier or later in life. The only thing that would be a factor, and was always a huge factor, was your relationship with the man you're going to have a child with.
The most important thing to you would be your child having a dad, a father figure. To go through with it, alone, wouldn't be possible. You couldn't bare it. Wouldn't be strong enough. Not when every child deserved two loving parents to rase them.
Taehyung could be a good dad.
"I don't think I'm going to have an abortion" you voiced your thoughts out loud.
Jisoo immediately relaxed upon hearing you say that.
"Well then babe there's nothing much left to think about" she smiled in a caring way and cupped your face. "You are going to be a mom" she couldn't contain her happiness as she rested her forehead against yours. She knew you had lots to think of, but just hearing you say those words was enough to give her hope.
Your heart began to beat faster upon hearing the word mom.
Me? A mom?
Were you even capable of that? What did you know about raising a child?
It seemed like it wasn't your life anymore. Like you were an observer, studying the life of another person. As a million questions flooded your mind, you looked down to your belly as you innately brought your hand on it. Inside there was a baby; an itsy-bitsy, tiny baby.
You shrugged your shoulders as a warm sensation reached your center.
Maybe you could do it alone.
"I guess I am" you chuckled as tears ran down your cheeks.
"Oh my God Y/n!" Jisoo squeezed you as hard as she could "You are going to have a baby" she laughed as emotions overtook her.
You cried with her.
"We are going to have babies at the same time. Can you imagine? If we had planned it, we couldn't have done it a better way" she laughed.
"Yeah. I guess our babies are destined to be best friends too" you let yourself daydream.
"Yeah..." she smiled at you.
Jisoo was aching to ask you a question. You could tell by the way she fidgeted on her spot, uncomfortably searching for an opportune moment to bring it up.
" Y/n?" she cleared her throat "Who's the f-".
"Taehyung" you cut her out mid-sentence.
"Are you sure? Cause it could easily be J-".
No.
"Its Taehyung" you repeated yourself.
"But-".
No!
"No, Jisoo" you voice was sturdier than before. " Taehyung's the father. He has to be. Do you understand?".
"Yes" she nodded, letting the matter go for the time being.
You weren't having it, none of it. As far as you were concerned Taehyung was your baby's father.
He simply had to be.
You were planning on settling with him. This wouldn't change that.
Taehyung loved children, couldn't wait to be a father. You always knew that. It was one of the things you liked about him, how family-oriented he was.
"So when are you going to tell him?" Jisoo asked.
"Now I guess" you lifted your shoulders " Could you get him for me please?".
Jisoo smiled and nodded before standing up and going towards the door.
"Oh and could you get the doctor to come in as well? I didn't get a single word of what he said earlier" you quickly added.
On the other side of the door, in the corridor all seven guys were impatiently waiting for news.
Tensions were high as no one muttered a single word since all of you got to the hospital.
Jungkook was sitting on a chair with his elbows resting on his knees and his head in between his hands.
Taehyung was leaning against the wall with his arms crossed facing away from Jungkook, his eyes fixed on the door.
"Do you want some coffee?" Jimin finally spoke to Taehyung, offering him his cup.
Taehyung shook his head, disinterested.
"Well this was fun" Jimin then said to Hoseok as he sat next to him.
"Shut up Jimin" Yoongi said.
"Now is really not the time" Jin scolded him.
"Hey! Why are you guys getting mad at me when it was Taehyung who fucking went berserk and assaulted Jungkook?!" Jimin blurted out irritated.
"You really need to keep your mouth shut" Yoongi intervened.
"No I won't. Why should I?" Jimin protested. " He went mad out of nowhere! He's the one who should be ashamed" Jimin gave Taehyung the side-eye but he seemed unfazed.
"And the other one as well!" Jimin's head snapped at Jungkook "What the fuck is wrong with you people?! What the hell happened back there?!".
"Jimin, you really are dense, aren't you?" Yoongi said.
"Hey! Don't talk to him like that" Hoseok intervened "He didn't say anything that the rest of us aren't already thinking" his jaw was clenched. "That back there was crazy. Fucking unbelievably crazy!" he pointed at the exit door while glaring at Taehyung and Jungkook. "I cannot believe you guys".
Jungkook scoffed and rolled his eyes away from Hoseok's which in return made him even more mad.
"Hoseok, please" Namjoon tried to mediate.
"You little brat-" Hoseok was ready to stand up when he got interrupted by Jin.
"Guys" he called for everybody's attention when he saw Jisoo exit the room.
Everyone dropped their attitude as soon as they saw Jisoo. Taehyung stepped away from the wall while keeping his eyes fixed on her.
Jungkook also stiffened, rubbing his hands against his thighs before standing up.
"Any news?" Taehyung asked her.
"She's awake and she's perfectly fine" she reassured everyone. "But you should get in there" Jisoo rubbed Taehyung's arm.
"Why what's wrong?" Hoseok then asked, worried.
"Nothing guys. She really is fine. Now go" she went back to talking to Taehyung " the doctor will explain everything to you". Taehyung's face was vailed with concern when he nodded right before going towards the door.
"Hey" he said while slowly entering the door. You saw Taehyung's sad smile and his apologetic eyes.
"Hey" you smiled at him.
"How are you?" he unsurely approached you.
"I'm fine. Come" you gestured him to come closer.
"I'm sorry" Taehyung muttered. "I know I shouldn't have lost it back there but I blanked out once I saw the way he was looking at you" Taehyung's face contorted in a frown. "I know that its not your fault that he...fell in love with you" Taehyung gulped. Saying it out loud was even worse.
"Taehyung".
"No. Let me finish. I should have controlled myself but I didn't and now you're in here because of me. I'm sorry Y/n".
"Taehyung" you called for him again. "Sit next to me. I need to tell you something".
Taehyung reluctantly sat on your bed near you. His gut was telling him that something wasn't right.
"I..hm...I'm pregnant" you found the courage to say.
Taehyung's eyes expanded in a comically large way.
You could see he fell in a state of almost shock as he tried his best to process the information you just gave him.
"Y-" he tried to speak but words wouldn't leave his lips. "You are pregnant?" he breathed out.
"Yes" your eyes started to fill up again with tears. "Yes Taehyung, I'm pregnant".
"Really?" his eyes sparkled.
"Yes" you said chuckling while fighting your tears.
"Really?" Taehyung's voice cracked.
"Yes, really!" you laughed "I'm pregnant".
You could see different emotions where overlapping on his face.
"Oh my God" Taehyung cried before bringing you in for a hug. You wrapped your arms around his neck, holding him tightly. "You are going to be a dad".
"I'm going to be a dad?" Taehyung backed away as chuckled in disbelief while his nose and his eyes turned red. He rubbed his hands on his face before speaking.
"What...I mean how? When did it happen?".
"I don't know. I guess the pill didn't work" you bit your lip.
"When did we...? When did it happen?" Taehyung wiped away his tears of joy. Of all the things he thought about hearing that day, this one didn't even cross his mind.
"The doctor said I'm seven weeks pregnant".
"Wow Y/n" he exhaled while looking away. He couldn't stop a timid smile from forming on his lips. "I'm going to be a dad" he then gave you one of his beautiful boxy smiles that you craved for in so long.
"Yes Tae" you smiled.
"And you're going to be a mom" he kept smiling.
"That's usually how it works" you giggled.
"We are having a baby!" he shouted, flooded with happiness. His heart was filled with so much joy, he thought it could explode. Taehyung hugged you. "We are having a baby" he said again. "I love you so much!".
Taehyung will be a good dad.
"I love you too".
"Sorry to interrupt" the doctor came in. "You must be the father. Congratulations sir" he went to shake Taehyung's hand.
"Thank you" Taehyung stood up to shake the doctor's hand, unable to contain his happiness.
The doctor proceeded to explain again everything to Taehyung and you. He informed Taehyung as well how he would prefer you to rest in bed the following days and that he would prescribe you what to take in the first trimester of your pregnancy to prevent these type of scenarios from happening again.
He then invited the both of you to join him in the adjacent room for an ultrasound.
Taehyung was sitting by your side while holding your hand. His eyes lit up when they landed on the screen.
"There's the cervix. And the uterus" the doctor was explaining the images on the monitor.
"And right there..." he pointed at a small spot on the screen "...in the middle there's the embryo" he smiled at you. You couldn't take your eyes off the screen, squeezing Taehyung's hand.
"You see that?" he pointed at a flicker "That's a heartbeat".
"It's so small" you said lost in thought.
"It's ten millimeters long from head to bottom. About the size of a blueberry" the doctor informed you.
"A little blueberry" you muttered quietly "My little blueberry".
"What's taking them so long?" Jimin rubbed his neck.
Everyone was still at the hospital, waiting for any kind of news of you.
"Why is he still in there?".
"Maybe he's just waiting for her to be discharged. Let's not make a fuss out of this yet" Yoongi said.
"But they've been in there for so long" Jimin whined.
"I already told you that everything is fine" Jisoo said.
"Easy for you to say. You know what's going on but won't tell us" he pouted.
The truth was that Jisoo was as nervous as the rest of them, if not even more. She anxiously waited for the news of your pregnancy to spread, worrying about how Jungkook would react. She glimpsed at him; he was still sitting in the same chair since they arrived, leaning his head on the wall with his eyes closed. He hasn't said a word to anyone. She thought about going to him to check up on him but in that moment Taehyung exited your room.
"So what's the news? Is she going to be okay?" Namjoon asked once Taehyung had approached them.
Jisoo watched him try to hide a smile.
Here we go she thought.
"Hyungs, I have something to tell you" he inhaled as he tried to keep calm but Jisoo could tell that he wanted to jump up from excitement.
"Y/n is fine. She's better than fine in fact" he smiled "I'm going to be a dad" he chuckled.
"Holy shit!" Namjoon exclaimed.
Jimin covered his mouth with his hands as the rest of them cheered.
Everyone jumped at Taehyung to hug him, only Jisoo took the opportunity to sneak back to Jungkook.
"Jungkook, get up" she said in a worrying tone. "Get up before they see you and figure it all out" she pulled him by his upper arm but he wouldn't budge.
He sat there pale as a ghost, staring at a spot in front of him.
"Jungkook, please" Jisoo implored. "Get up now!" she commanded him while somehow pulling him up.
He was barely standing, his head dizzy and his vision blurred.
"Snap out of it. Come on" she slapped him on his cheek. That seemed to have brought him back right in time. He followed Jisoo and watched her congratulate Taehyung and then he did the same.
Somehow, his arms wrapped around his friend as he found the strength to speak.
"Congratulations" he said.
Everybody was watching the scene unfold.
"Thank you" Taehyung seemingly returned the hug.
The boys cheered. "Ah. All is well again" Hoseok said.
"I don't want you anywhere near her" Taehyung whispered in his ear " She wants nothing to do with you. I want nothing to do with you. So from now on you will stay away from my girlfriend and my child, is that clear?" Taehyung threatened him.
"Perfectly" Jungkook said while pulling away from the hug.
Taehyung gave him an icy glare before smiling to his friends.
"So this is how you guys felt when I told you that I was going to be a dad" Jin wiped away his tears.
The others laughed at him and Namjoon pat him on the back.
"We are going to be double uncles" Hoseok clapped his hands.
"I wonder if your kids will like each other".
"Yah!" Jin yelled " Jimin-ah what are you talking about? Of course they're going to like each other. They're going to be the best of friends. I'm gonna make them like each other" he said making everyone laugh.
The group was so busy laughing and celebrating that they didn't even notice Jungkook had left.
Here's the chapter guys, sorry for the long wait.
As I already said, I was on a trip and didn't bring my laptop but I'll make it up to you by posting two more chapters this weekend so make sure to check the story tomorrow for a new part. I'm so exited for this part of the story!👀
So, who do we think the baby daddy is? Taehyung or Jungkook? I want to hear what do you guys think.
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