A deep sigh left your lips once Jungkook kissed your neck gently. You could feel his soft breathing on your skin as his hands slowly found their way under your hoodie, caressing your waist.

He was pinning you against the door of your room, at your place. You were alone that Sunday morning, Hoseok and Jimin had things to do in the city so you didn't wait long to call Jungkook.

He was resting his forehead against your temple, his eyes closed while his hands roamed under your clothes, caressing your soft skin while holding you in a tight embrace.

You felt like you were in heaven every time he touched you, something you began to feel shortly after you guys firstly hooked up. It's been a month and a half since the first time you kissed him at his place.

In that time you thought that you would eventually get bored of each other but that didn't happen, on the contrary. With each passing day you grew hungrier and hungrier for him and he for you; it was obvious in Jungkook's behavior.

You've spent every free second of every day together; having sex whenever and wherever. You have done it pretty much everywhere; at work, at his place, at the gym in his building, in Jungkook's car, at your place late at night when Jimin and Hoseok were sleeping. Multiple times. You even went to a business trip together; you remember it being very fun.

"What are you doing to me?" you heard Jungkook sigh near your ear.

He found it hard to come to terms with what he was starting to feel every time he was with you.

He liked you, he liked you very much. He liked you so much that his stomach turned inside out every time you laid your eyes on him. And that was starting to scare him. He was confused, everything about you was confusing the hell out of him and that was driving him insane.

"Jeon Jungkook" you moaned as you bit your lip.

Your eyes searched for his. Jungkook gave you a profound look; you could so easily get lost into those big doe eyes that you almost didn't hear Hoseok's laugh from the other side of the apartment.

"Is...is that Hoseok?" Jungkook asked perplexed with a veil of fear in his eyes.

You didn't make it in time to answer for in that moment Hoseok's pitchy voice reached your ears.
"Y/n-ah, are you home?".

"Fuck. Shit" you mumbled as you pushed Jungkook off of you. "Yes Hobi, I'm coming. What are you doing here? Weren't you supposed to be back this afternoon?" you shouted.

"Where's my shirt?" Jungkook whispered.

"Don't know. It has to be here somewhere" you glanced at the unmade bed.

"We were but someone has forgotten to bring his bag with him" Jimin's voice echoed in the apartment as well.

Shit, Jimin is here as well.

"Hey don't pin this on me. You told me that you were going to bring it with you" Hoseok rebuked him.

"Why would I say that? I's your bag, you take care of it".

"I don't know but you said it".

"No, I didn't".

"Yes, you did".

While Jimin and Hoseok were too busy bickering between themselves you told Jungkook to stay put in your room and not to come out until you said so.

"What if someone enters your room?" he asked you, still searching for his shirt.

"Hide under the bed".

"I'm not going to hide under your bed" Jungkook scoffed.

"No, I mean now" you urged him " Someone is coming, hide now!".

Without hesitating, Jungkook dropped down as he obeyed you. In that same moment, Jimin opened your door and entered your room.

" Y/n, what are you doing in here?" Jimin asked you "Why is your bed unmade?" he asked you as soon as his eyes went to the bed.

"I was just about to wash my sheets" you quickly made up an excuse.

Thankfully Jimin didn't give it much thought; instead he absently nodded as his gaze travelled further around your room.

"Was Tae here with you?".

"No, but I was thinking of calling him later today" you tried to hide the discomfort with a smile.

"Great idea, maybe we should call the others as well. We could all have lunch here at our place" Jimin said.

"No Jimin, I don't think that-".

"What are you guys talking about?" Hoseok interrupted you as soon as he entered your room.

" We are going to invite everyone over for lunch since we are not going today because you forgot your bag and now its too late to go anywhere" Jimin pettily answered while glancing at Hoseok.

"That sounds fun" Hoseok said while giving Jimin the side-eye " Why don't you send a text in the group chat, see if everyone's available".

"Don't worry about it. I'll do it" you were quick to add once you've spotted with the corner of your eye Jungkook's phone, tucked under the pillow.

Jimin and Hoseok gave you a confused look but nonetheless didn't comment.

"Whatever, you guys do whatever you want. I'm going to take a quick shower" Hoseok said before exiting the room.

"Jiminie, we don't have anything in the fridge. Why don't you make a quick trip to the store?" you suggested as you pushed Jimin out of your room, closing the door behind you.

"Sure, what do you need me to get?" Jimin said as he put on his leather jacket.

"Whatever you want" you escorted him to the door.

Once Jimin headed out, you were quick to come back to your room; Jungkook was sitting on your bed, dressed, waiting for you to give him the okay to leave.

"You can go now. Jimin left and Hobi is taking a shower".

"Don't forget to send the message in the group chat" he reminded you as he passed by you, smacking your butt in the process.

You obeyed him, quickly typing a message and putting your phone in your back pocket.

"Well, this was fun" you sighed once the both of you reached the door.

" It's a shame we didn't get to finish what we had started" Jungkook licked his lower lip before smirking at you, instantly making your blood boil.

"Don't do that" you chuckled as you put your arms around him " Or I won't be able to stop thinking about you".

"Baby, you won't be able to stop thinking about me either way" he said in a playful way, raising a brow.

"Cocky much?" you titled your head.

"Always" he said as he leaned towards you with the intention to kiss you.

"Y/n, did you steal my face cream?" Hoseok's voice startled you both, making you instantly drop your grip around Jungkook's neck.

"I told you not to take my- oh" Hoseok's made his way into the living room "Jungkook, what are you doing here?".

"I came to hang out with you guys" Jungkook was quick to respond, taking a step away from you.

"Oh great 'cause we were planning to have you guys here for lunch anyway" Hoseok didn't give it much of a thought. "Where's my face cream Y/n?" he was back talking to you.

" I think I accidentally put it in my toiletry bag, sorry Hobi" you blushed.

"How many times do I have to tell you to ask before taking my stuff?" Hoseok asked as he dragged himself back to the bathroom. The question seemed more rhetorical than anything.

"Your boss is an ass" Jungkook slightly pushed you.

"You should meet my boss's boss" you smiled back at him.

"God, Park Seo Joon is such a fine piece of ass" Hoseok sighed making Jimin laugh.

"Control yourself Hoseok" Namjoon scolded him.

The group had gathered at your place in an astonishing fast time. None of them would ever miss out the opportunity of a free lunch, no matter the amount of money in their bank accounts.

All of you were scattered around your living room, eating your bowls of food while watching a movie on Netflix.

"I don't know. I always found him boring" Jisoo commented before taking a sip of her orange juice.

"I agree with Hobi. He's fine" you said while fiddling with your bottle of soju.

Jungkook, who was sitting next to you, subtly pinched your thigh. You tried your best to hide your giggles as you looked at him. He raised his eyebrows as if he was acting jealous for the sake of your amusement.

You smiled at him before returning your gaze to the screen.
You knew he was joking and that he wasn't actually jealous but nonetheless a part of you wanted it to be true. You found it almost flattering, the idea of Jungkook being possessive over you was making your heart beat faster. You knew it was childish, a stupid way of seeking his attention but still you wanted him to show some kind of reaction. Something that showed you that he actually cared about you.

As you sat with your legs crossed, Jungkook gently squeezed your foot, holding it as you continued to watch the movie.

"I think he's an amazing actor" Taehyung added from the other side of your coffee table.

"I liked him in that one movie" Jimin said.

"He's recent work is great" Jin washed his noodles down with a generous sip of beer.

"Can we please just watch the movie?" Yoongi asked. His tone was always the same but you knew he was irritated. You learnt how to recognize his mood by the subtle changes in his voice.

"We will shut up, Yoongi" you chuckled "I'm going for more soju, do you want some more?".

Yoongi nodded at you and you stood up and went to the kitchen counter for more beverages.

"Hey" Jisoo followed you "I haven't had the opportunity to give you this earlier" she said in a low tone, almost whispering " I know how you feel, I've been getting them quite often now that I'm pregnant".

In the last couple of days you've felt discomfort in your lower region so you've asked Jisoo to bring something to help with the pain.

You looked inside the small plastic bag that she gave you. "Thank you so much" you hugged her " You literally saved my life".

"So you and Tae have been going at each other?" she smirked at you.

"Oh come on! Sex isn't the only way one could get a UTI" you rolled your eyes at her.

"It is in your case" she slapped your shoulder " I know how you get when you have lots and lots of sex. Your vagina can't take it and it rebels against you by rewarding you with a bladder infection" Jisoo raised her chin, proud of her deductions.

"Okay, maybe you're right" you laughed.

"So have you? Had lots of sex I mean?".

Your cheeks tinted in a pinkish tone as you nodded " You can't even imagine" you then said smiling.

" Yes!" Jisoo squealed " At least someone is fucking like an animal".

"Jisoo!" you laughed embarrassed at your friend's comment.

"What?" Jisoo asked amused " These days I barely get some since Jin is afraid that he'll hurt the baby" she rolled her eyes.

"That's so sweet" you said honestly.

"No, that's stupid" she corrected you while helping you pick up more bottles of soju for the guys.

"Anyway, take two of those once a day and you'll be ready to go in no time. Taehyung will thank me" she pointed at the pills she gave you before following you back to the living room.

"Thank you Jisoo".

"Don't mention it".

You took your seat next to Jungkook after you gave Yoongi his drink. Jungkook gave you a small smile and returned to watch the movie. The way you two were behaving around one another was so natural it almost felt like a normal relationship. You constantly had to remind yourself of the terms and conditions of your relationship. You guys were just hooking up.

"Don't need to thank me" Jisoo whispered to Taehyung as she sat next to him on the floor.

"What?" he asked, confused.

"I cured your girlfriend. Gave her some pills for her... situation" Jisoo smirked.

"Oh yeah, she mentioned something about an UTI" Taehyung said distractingly, eyes darting to the movie.

"That's right. So she'll be ready to have sex in a day or two, don't worry" Jisoo elbowed him, wiggling her eyebrows.

"I'm not worried. Haven't had sex in a while, a day or two won't make much of a difference". Taehyung smiled politely at her before returning to focus on the screen.

"What?" Jisoo asked, perplexed.

"Y/n and I haven't had sex in weeks. We haven't had the time I guess" Taehyung's eyes stared at a random spot in the room " Isn't that why you're telling me not to worry?" his gaze then landed on Jisoo.

"No, yeah...absolutely. Don't worry about it" Jisoo caressed Taehyung's back as her mind went back to the conversation she had with you in the kitchen. Taehyung nodded and went back to the movie while Jisoo glanced at you on the couch.

As soon as the movie ended, you took the opportunity of the discussion that was starting in the room about the movie to quickly go to your room and put your phone to charge. Immediately as you stood up and started to head into the hallway, Jisoo followed you.

"Y/n, what's going on?" she pulled you by your sleeve.

"Hm? What?" you hummed.

"You lied to me earlier" she said, pulling you to the side "about you and Taehyung" she specified, lowering her voice.

You gave a quick glance over her shoulder to the guys sitting in your living room; Taehyung was peacefully sitting on the floor, drinking and laughing at Jin and Hoseok arguing about the movie.

"I didn't lie to you about anything".

"Then why was Taehyung confused when I told him about your UTI. Y/n, he told me that you didn't have sex in weeks" her eyes were fixed at you and her expression serious. "What the hell is going on?".

"Jisoo I swear, everything is fine we-".

"Bullshit Y/n!" she cut you off " I know something's up between you two and I'm tired of you lying about it. I'm so fucking tired of tiptoeing around it" her brows furrowed. "Why won't you talk to me? I love you, you can tell me anything...you know that" the tone of her voice softened and her jaw relaxed a bit as she grabbed your hands with hers. You could see the concern in her eyes.

You sighed. "All right. I wanted to talk to you for weeks now. I just didn't know how" you stopped, not knowing how to continue . You didn't even know whether you wanted to continue but Jisoo's loving eyes encouraged you to do so.

"I didn't want you to think less of me because of the thing that I've done" your heart was beating so fast you feared it bursting out of your rib cage.

"What are you talking about?" Jisoo squeezed your hands "Y/n, you know that I love you. You know that I see you as my sister. There's nothing you can do or say to make me feel different" she gave you a reassuring smile "Now, tell me what's bothering you?".

"I cheated on Taehyung" you blurted out. The quicker you say it, the quicker it goes away. Or so you've thought.

"What?!" Jisoo asked baffled, raising her voice.

"Keep your voice down!" you shushed her, giving a look at the boys who still weren't paying attention to you.

"What? With wh-".

"Jungkook".

You watched her eyes grow bigger in a disproportionate way. She covered her mouth with her hand.

"I fucking knew it!" Jisoo whisper-yelled " I knew something was going on between you two" she pointed her index finger at you in an accusatory way.

"I knew you knew it" you whined as you covered your face with your hands in embarrassment.

"How? When? Why?" Jisoo mumbled "When did it happen?".

"It started after our trip to Busan... Or maybe earlier. I guess I started to think about it at the beginning of this year" you said, mortified.

You didn't know how to feel. You were experiencing different kinds of emotions; primarily, you felt guilty. All of that build up guilt was starting to come out, overwhelming you. But you also felt relief. You were relieved that you were finally able to talk to your best friend about it, feeling like an enormous weight had been lifted from your chest. You were finally able to breathe again.

"wait wait wait" Jisoo shook her hands in the air " It started after Busan? You're telling me that you've been fucking Jungkook for almost two months now and been falling for him since January" she emphasized that last word " and you didn't tell me anything?".

"I know, I'm sorry. I was afraid that you would be angry at me" you answered honestly.

"Why would I be angry at you?" Jisoo furrowed her brows " I mean, it's a shitty thing what you did and Taehyung didn't deserve that but at the end of the day you're my friend and I'll love you no matter what" she cupped your face.

"But I want to know everything" she immediately let go of your face " Why did you do that? I mean... I thought you were happy with Taehyung, I don't understand why fuck up a good thing you got going on?".

" You're right. Taehyung is an amazing person and I love him but... I don't know. With Jungkook everything is different. It's easier". Both you and Jisoo gave a glance at Jungkook who was laughing with Jimin about something.

"It feels natural. I like being around him. I don't know...its like he gets me" you kept looking at Jungkook; seeing him laugh his lungs out with Jimin made you subconsciously smile. " I feel like I can be myself around him. I'm not afraid of showing him every side of me, even the bad ones. I trust him completely. With Taehyung its different. I feel constantly judged, like my interests and values aren't as important. I feel constantly the need to prove myself to him and its tiring. Jungkook makes me feel light" you chuckled " I don't know. I'm still figuring it out".

"Oh my God! you're actually in love with Jungkook" Jisoo gasped.

"I'm not" you laughed "I can't be".

"You sound pretty in love to me" Jisoo pointed out.

"No, I'm not" you shook your head " At the end of the day it's just about the sex".

"How is he?" Jisoo raised her eyebrow in a flirty way.

"The best".

"Oh my God Y/n, disgusting" Jisoo rolled her eyes making you giggle.

"so...what do you think?" you asked her.

"About everything?".

"Yes".

"Okay, so...first of all I don't hate you. I don't have a reason to. I'm not even judging you, you've had your reasons. Hell, I'm not even judging Jungkook, and Taehyung and he are best friends but... Y/n" she put her hand on your shoulder " Please, please think about it? If you're not in love with Jungkook and you're with him just for the fun of it, rethink about your reasons for doing it. If you truly love Taehyung as you say, you could still be in time to salvage your relationship with him" she smiled at you, rubbing your shoulder with the palm of her hand. " The problems you guys have don't sound insurmountable to me. If you talk to him and if you guys both put an effort into it, you can end up very happy with him" Jisoo was looking you straight in your eyes while talking.

"But you got to stop sleeping with Jungkook. It's the first step you have to make in order for Taehyung and you to be happy. You know...he loves you very much" Jisoo glanced at Taehyung.

"Cheating on a relationship is a distraction, a cheap thrill. It won't make your problems with Taehyung go away. You have to work for it".

Jisoo's words hit you like a bucket of ice-cold water.

"Of course I'll love and support you no matter what you do. I'm just giving you my opinion since you've asked me to, okay?".

You nodded and sought comfort in Jisoo's arms who was happy to embrace you. She hugged you tightly before separating.

"Will you promise to think about it?" she asked you.

"Yes" you nodded.

"Good. And will you promise not to ever keep anything away from me?" she smiled.

You chuckled "Of course. I will tell you everything you want to know".

"Yes! 'cause I need to hear all the filthy details that had ever happen between you and Jungkook. You need to fill me in".

"I will, I promise. Now let's go back before the boys become suspicious".

But the guys didn't even seem to notice you two were gone; they were too busy arguing among themselves about the entertainment business in south Korea and the corruption inside of it. Yes, it had escalated by that much.

As you took your place next to Jungkook, Jisoo noticed the look that you gave to each other.

"They aren't in love my ass".

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