CHAPTER 24
"How are you feeling?" Jungkook asked you.
You've spent a couple of minutes lying in his bed in silence. Your head was still on his chest and his arm was still wrapped around your naked body.
He wanted to know so bad what was going through your head.
You lifted your head and turned it to face him.
You gave him a smile once your eyes had met his. Jungkook relaxed when seeing you smile. He was starting to think that you regretted coming to him.
"I feel...fine" you rested your head back onto his chest. You started to draw imaginary lines across his skin with your finger "How do you feel?" you asked back.
Jungkook put his lips on the tip of your head, breathing in your smell. For the first time in a while he was at peace.
"I feel great" he tighten the grip around you, bringing you even closer to him.
"You do, don't you?" You chuckled before looking at him again. You propped yourself on your elbow, allowing you to look at him better.
He caressed your cheek with the back of his hand "I do" he smiled at you cheekily "I feel fucking amazing".
Seeing him smile like that, like a child on Christmas morning, made you giggle.
"I like when you smile like that" you poked his lips with your finger "And I like that cute little spot of yours" you brought your fingers under his bottom lip.
"Would you like to kiss the little spot of mine?" Jungkook pouted his lips.
You chuckled, grabbing him by his chin "don't act so cheesy on me now Jeon Jungkook" you squished his cheeks before giving him a kiss. It was light at first but it quickly turned into a passionate one.
"Now" you parted away from him "I need to clean myself. Still have... you all over me" you smiled shyly.
"I have some wet wipes in the drawer on your side of the bed. Use those first then we can shower later" he pointed at the nightstand on your side.
You opened it in search for the wipes. The drawer was packed with condoms.
Your stomach turned at the thought of him fucking other girls, there in that same bed, just how he'd fucked you.
You cleaned yourself before looking around for your bra and panties. Jungkook lifted himself up, sitting right next to you. He stroke your arm gently, kissing you on your shoulders.
He didn't want for the moment to end, still enjoying every second of it. As far as he was concerned, you could've stayed in his bedroom forever.
"I should go" you said.
Jungkook hardly heard you as he got completely lost in the moment.
"Jungkook?" you called for him.
"Hm?" he hummed distractingly, still kissing your back.
"I have to go now" you repeated yourself.
"Stay a little longer" he swiped your hair away from your face, exposing your neck. His lips trailed from the crook of your neck to your earlobe, leaving kisses in the process.
"I can't, they're probably waiting for me back at home".
In response Jungkook pulled you back in bed, hovering on top of you.
He leaned in for a kiss. He kissed you deeply. You returned the kiss, tilting your head to align better with his lips.
"Jungkook" you breathed on his lips "Jungkook I have to go. Can't stay here any longer".
"Fine" Jungkook kissed you once again "Let me drive you home" he rolled on his side.
"No. I'm taking a cab. Can't risk anyone seeing us together" you dressed yourself up. Jungkook did the same, wearing the sweatpants that he took off earlier and a fresh t-shirt.
You walked towards his entrance hallway followed by him.
"Did anyone ask for you?" Jungkook asked when he saw you pulling your phone out of your bag.
"Just some unanswered texts from Jimin. It'll be fine" you looked at him once you've put your phone back in your bag. "So...guess I'll see you on Monday?".
"I have a better idea" he approached you "How about we hang out tomorrow?" he wrapped his arms around your waist "How about we hang out in bed all day?" his hands travelled first to your hips then to your ass.
"I'm meeting Tae tomorrow" you said "besides... this was a one-time thing. It can't happen again" you stroke his cheek while looking at him in the eyes.
You kissed him once more before exiting his apartment.
"Good night Jungkook. See you in two days"
You exited his building; it was chilly this late in the night. You took a breath in; you needed to process what had just happened and how you felt about it.
You covered your mouth with your hand once the realization had hit in; you just had sex with Jungkook.
You wanted for it to happen; you've been craving it for a long time.
But at the same time you felt your heart sank at the thought of Taehyung. He didn't deserve that.
A mixture of different emotions ran through you, overwhelming you.
Once you've entered the cab you rested your head on the window, thinking about what you should do.
"Where have you been?" Jimin was in the kitchen, grabbing a glass of water.
"Nowhere. Just needed to walk around the city" you tried to avoid his glare while entering . Just the thought of Jimin finding out was making you sick to your stomach.
"It's 11pm Y/n" Jimin pointed out.
"Yeah...I know. I liked walking alone in the streets" you lied as you passed by him.
"You were alone? I thought Tae was with you" Jimin asked confused "Hey Y/n what's going on?" he asked as you rushed in your room.
"Nothing. Just tired I guess" you closed the door right in front of him and leaned on it.
Mistreating Jimin that way was making your heart clench in your ribcage but you couldn't deal with him, not in that moment.
Because you knew that if you let him through that door that you would give in and tell him everything.
And that wasn't something that you would allow.
Jimin knocked lightly on the door "You're scaring me Y/n. I-"you heard him sigh "I just want to make sure that you're okay".
Hearing him say that made your lower lip tremble.
"Jiminie, don't worry" you gulped, trying to get rid of the knot that was forming in your throat " I am fine, I just felt lightheaded today so I needed to get some fresh air".
"O-okay" Jimin said unsure " I'll be in my room then. If you need something call me okay? Or call Hobi...we're here for you" you heard him say before walking away.
Once you knew you were alone you collapsed on the floor, your back still pinned against the door.
All you could do was to think about Taehyung.
Tears ran down your face at the thought of him finding out; just imagining his face, his beautiful innocent face tinting with sadness at the idea of Jungkook and you made you sob.
A sudden sense of fear spread all over your limbs; you didn't want to lose Taehyung. The idea of you two falling apart was terrifying to you.
But the most terrifying thing was that you didn't regret sleeping with Jungkook. Not at all.
Your only concern was Taehyung and him getting hurt by you.
You sighed.
Tae must never find out.
You couldn't let that happen. So you decided to just forget that anything happened; you would continue your relationship with Taehyung and stop seeing Jungkook.
It was a one-time thing that should, no, that could not ever happen again.
Jeon Jungkook
1:56am
Still up?
You didn't respond.
Jeon Jungkook
2:06am
I can't stop thinking about you.
You didn't respond.
The morning after Taehyung came to your place. Jimin texted him earlier that day that you weren't getting out of bed.
He rushed concerned to your place.
"Baby it's me" Taehyung knocked on your bedroom door before entering, followed by Hobi and Jimin.
As soon as you heard your boyfriend's voice echo in your ears a tear ran down your cheek.
You covered yourself more, lying on the side.
Taehyung sat on the bed next to you and started to caress you through the bedsheets.
"Guys I'm fine. Just feeling a bit under the weather" you managed to breathe out without your voice cracking "Just need to rest for the day, really" you turned to face Taehyung. Your eyes watered once they met his but thankfully Taehyung didn't notice.
"You really need to check those headaches of yours Y/n" Hoseok said concerned.
You closed your eyes upon hearing Hoseok's concerns. You've been telling them that you felt sick that day; blaming everything on your headaches.
Lying them like that broke your heart but you didn't have a choice.
"I already have Hobi. It's just a thing that sometimes happen. My mom has them as well" the migraine part was true but you didn't like using it as an excuse.
"I just need to rest. Tomorrow I'll be good as new" you smiled at Taehyung. He caressed your cheek before lying down next to you.
"Well then I guess I'll lie next to you for the rest of the day" he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear.
"We all are" Hoseok joined you followed by Jimin.
"Make room for me Hoseok-ah!" Jimin elbowed Hoseok "And where am I supposed to go hm? Have you seen the size of this bed? Barely the two of them fit" Hoseok rolled his eyes making you laugh.
You spent the rest of the day like that; lying in bed with all three of them.
Monday morning had arrived sooner than expected.
You were getting ready for the day despite Taehyung's constant protesting; he was adamant about you skipping a day of work and resting at home but you wouldn't listen.
Not just because there wasn't anything wrong with you but because sitting at home, doing nothing was literally driving you crazy.
It was a nice spring morning and you had decided to wear a mini black skirt and a black long-sleeved bodysuit with an oversized blazer on top.
You rode to work with Hoseok that morning to work.
The two of you started to work immediately; you liked being immersed in your work. It allowed you to think about something else for a change as hours flew by.
"Y/n, Jungkook asked for you" Hoseok said distractingly while entering your office. Your head snapped into his direction, your breath becoming irregular.
You didn't see nor talk to Jungkook since Friday night. You wanted to avoid him at all costs.
"M-me? Why me?" you stuttered.
Hoseok shrugged his shoulders, his eyes still glued on the files in his hands.
"Don't know. Would you just go and see what does he want? So that we can focus on what's going on here" he waved the papers in his hands.
"Why can't you go?" you asked him.
"What?" Hoseok lifted his brow while looking at you "Why would I go if he asked for you? Just go" he shooed you before concentrating to his work again.
Reluctantly you walked towards the door.
Your heart started to beat faster once you've reached Jungkook's office. You knocked twice before entering in. He was alone in his office, typing on his laptop. Once his eyes met yours he instantly closed his laptop, giving you his undivided attention.
"You wanted to see me?" you asked as you entered his office.
"Close the door" he said. You obeyed, closing the door behind you. You slowly walked the distance before sitting across from him.
"Hoseok told me you asked for me" you explained yourself. Jungkook observed you walk in and sit in front of him.
The way he looked at you made you gulp.
" I wanted to see you" he stood up from his chair, approaching you.
He stood right next to you, looking you from above. You looked him in his eyes, watching his every move.
He brought his hand up to your cheek, stroking it lightly. You turned your head the other way, distancing yourself from him.
"Do you need something related to work? Otherwise I'm going to g-".
"Why didn't you answer my texts?" he interrupted you.
You sighed "There's no need for me to answer you texts" you answered as you stood up.
Jungkook didn't say anything, instead, he just looked at you.
"If you don't need me for anything I'm going to go back to Hoseok, okay? He needs me right now" you were about to walk away but he stopped you.
"Y/n, wait" he grabbed you by your wrist.
"Jungkook..." you sighed "it was a mistake" you paused "sleeping with you was a mistake. It was a one-time thing that can never happen again" you looked at him before turning to walk out of the door but he held you tightly by your hand.
He came closer to you while holding you by your hand. You were standing so close you could smell him; his familiar smell brought you back to that night, when he was on top of you, holding you tightly while making love to you.
He ran his fingers through your hair down your neck until he'd reached your cleavage; his hand travelled down the valley of your breast, making your breathing stop in your throat.
You felt his hands trace a path to your waist, grabbing you lightly by your sides.
"I can't stop thinking about you Y/n" Jungkook rested his forehead on your temple. You could feel his breath on your skin, making your limbs go numb.
"I can't stop thinking about your body under mine" he slowly grabbed you by the side of your neck with his left hand while his other hand went to your hip.
"I can't stop thinking about your neck" he breathed out right before kissing you gently on your neck, making you shiver.
The way your body reacted to him was baffling to you.
"I can't stop thinking about your smell" he inhaled right under your earlobe "and the way you shiver under my touch" he kept whispering in between kisses.
Your breathing became shallow and your heartbeat quickened.
"And your plump lips and how badly I want to kiss them" Jungkook's lips traced a path across your jawline to your lips, kissing you at the corner.
"Jungkook" you breathed.
"...the way you say my name" his breath on the corners of your lips as his right hand went to your back, bringing you closer to him. As soon as your bodies were pinned against each other's a gasp left your lips, making Jungkook smile against your skin.
"Jungkook" you gulped "we can't" you sighed with your eyes closed.
"And..." Jungkook continued, not caring for your pleas. His left hand travelled all the way down to your skirt, lifting it up as his hands went under "I can't stop thinking about..." he smirked once his fingers reached your lace panties "...how wet you're for me" he circled his fingers on your wetness.
You slightly moaned tilting your head back.
"Please" you begged, not sure for what.
"Tell me to stop" Jungkook whispered in your ear as he continued to circle your entrance. His fingers then went to your nub, pressing on it while teasing it "Tell me that it was just one-time thing" Jungkook's voice was trembling with desire as he moved your panties to the side before inserting a finger into you.
"Tell me that it was a mistake".
You moaned on his lips as your hand went to his hair, holding onto it tightly.
"Fuck me" you whispered.
Jungkook pumped his finger inside of you, curling and twisting with each thrust.
"Fuck me Jungkook, please" you moaned once again, this time your voce higher and more decisive.
Jungkook smirked.
"Lock the door".
I hope you guys liked this chapter.
So, since lots of you have been reading my book lately ( I couldn't be more happy about it ☺️) I was thinking of releasing the next chapter as soon as this one reaches 15 votes. Lets play a little.
Lots of love for all of you who've been reading my story.
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