Chapter 4: Acceptance?
Bakugou's POV:
My fuse was extra short after the glow incident, i know people are teasing me behind my back so i made sure to fuck with them back. Glaring and not hesitating to try and pick fights. But the one person i didn't dare touch, was Deku. I still couldn't look at the shit head without flashbacks. I tried my best to ignore him or just avoid him completely, it wasn't too hard since he seemed to be doing the same thing.
Days past like this, with us ignoring each other and me becoming more and more angry. 'Why him?! Why couldn't it be some sweet cute girl with big boobs?! And not even just Deku, but a guy...' I slammed my hand into my face, 'I hate life.' "Hey Bakugou! You coming?" I looked over to see my friends calling me over, I nod and get up from my desk. I knew what we were going to do and I smiled, time to mess with some scum low life's.
Midoriya's POV:
I was on edge. Ever since the glow incident Bakugou hasn't spoken to me, hell he won't even look at me. It was kinda nice not having him bully me constantly but i was still scared that he could blow up at any moment and start again. His reason for stopping as well is concerning, what did he want? He finds out we're soulmates and then tries to pretend 11 years of torment never happened? Not even, he's pretending I don't exist at this point. But the worst part of this entire situation? Is that whenever I close my eyes I see Bakugou's stupid face, his piercing red eyes and spiky blond hair. My heart skipped and I blushed. I slapped myself out of that and tried not to gag, there was no way I'm this lifetime that I would ever consider anything with Kaachan. The nickname stuck for a second longer than I wanted, I've been trying so hard to avoid using it. I heard the bell ring signalling that class was over. I packed my things and quickly left, glancing at bakugou's sour face as I turned the corner. I decided I didn't want to go home today, at least not right away. I wanted to go to the beach.
The beach was as abandoned as ever, I walked the pier and leaned on the railing taking in a deep breath of the salt air. The ocean is very calming. I closed my eyes and there he was again, Bakugou. I opened my eyes and groaned, I couldn't escape him anywhere could I. I closed my eyes and let the image come this time, it was Kaachan is middle school laughing. The first time I'd heard that laugh in years. I couldn't help but smile at the thought, 'I wonder what his laugh sounds like now?' My heart fluttered a bit and I bit my lip, why did my body have to react to this differently than my mind? It would be so much easier if every part of me hated him. So why doesn't it? The sound of footsteps hitting the pier startled me out of my thoughts, I whipped my head around to see Kaachan standing there. He still wasn't looking at me but he was clearly here to say something, just the two of us. I fidgeted awkwardly and adverted my gaze, there was a large part of me telling me to run, that he wants to hurt me. But I didn't move, I stood and waited for him to say something. Anything. "Deku! I, I wanted to talk to you!" His voice was odd, it was weak but trying to sound confident. I'd never heard him like that before. I nodded and squeaked out a small "talk" he ruffled a hand through his hair and took a few steps closer, "we need to talk about what happened, about the glow thing." I nodded, I could feel my heart racing, what was he going to say? "I need to know Deku, what you want to do. We're apparently soulmates and I don't know what to do." I clutched my pants, "I-I don't really know either k-Kaachan. With everything that's happened in our past, I-I don't think we CAN be anything." he got closer, I was painfully aware that he was inside my personal space. I was staring at my feet, our feet, he was so close. "Look at me Deku, stop staring at the ground." I slowly looked up and flushed, Kaachan was just inches away. A soft expression on his face, "Look at me and say you hate me." I opened my mouth and closed it again, I couldn't say that. Not while looking into those crimson eyes. I went to avert my gaze but Kaachan grabbed my chin and formed me to look at him, "say that you hate me, that you never want to see me or talk to me. Or I won't stop." My brain started racing along with my heart, 'stop what?!' Kaachan started into my eyes for a few moments but I couldn't speak, he tugged my face closer to his and smashed our lips together. My brain panicked and I tried to push him away but he grabbed my waist and held me to him. My body felt warm and I started to kiss him back. I felt torn in two. I wanted to hate him, I wanted to push him away and never see him again. But I liked this, I gave in. I wrapped my arms around his neck and deepened the kiss. We pulled apart to catch our breath, both our cheeks flushed.
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