I'm sorry for the lack of updates on this book. I had lacked inspiration for a long time, and now I do have inspiration, I just lack sufficient motivation.

Before I can continue this book, I really need to be plugged back into the Word. I must confess that I haven't been much lately, and I feel myself straying from God. I feel awful about that, I honestly do.

But one more thing:

I no longer want to get married. I no longer want to even date.

Why?

I'm no good with keeping up with friendships. If I can't even do that, how can I keep up with a relationship?

Also, I'm highly discouraged regarding marriage. My parents are divorced, I come from a family with three generations of divorce, and all of my aunts and uncles have divorced. I have watched my mother sacrifice who she is and her sense of worth all my life just to make her husbands happy.

I don't want any of that. I would rather die alone.

(Edit: The Bible says that it's good to be single, anyway.)