His pov

Well, that was interesting. I don't know. I sure know how to pick them.

I don't want to be like everyone else and assume she's crazy and not give her a chance. That would make me a horrible human being. And no better than them. My mom raised me to love and respect everyone.

There is no such thing as PERFECT. Not life, not people, not situations. We learn from everything.

So I guess we just have to take this one day at a time.

Kelly said she would text me when she has her answer and I'm not going to push the issue. It's not like feelings are involved. I like her yes but not in love. Yet.

So I go about my day.

Weeks go by and I haven't heard from her. Which was odd but not surprising.

I went to the coffee shop and sat in the same spot as I did when we met.
Reading a different book. Not waiting for anyone. Sipping my coffee.

"Excuse me is this seat taken?" A female voice asked me sounding familiar.

I look up and I couldn't believe who I saw. Her.
I sit there looking at her as she stands there waiting for me to answer the question. I was lost in my head. I couldn't get words out of my mouth.

"Namjoon is this seat taken?" She asked again snapping me out of my trance.

"No." I reply still in shock.

She sits down and looks at me with tears in her eyes.

"Namjoon I'm sorry." she apologized wipping her tears from her cheeks.

"For what?" I ask taking a sip of my coffee.

"All of it."

"Kelly. it's ok. I'm not mad. I'm just glad you ok."

"But I'm not. That's why I'm here." she says.

"What? What are you talking about? Why are you crying? Did something happen?"

"I'm pregnant."

"Uh.." I answered back shocked. Not knowing what else to say.

"That's why it took me so long to contact you. I figured you would be here. Since its in the same neighborhood." she explained.

"Well, you found me." I chuckled trying to break the awkwardness and tension.

"And I don't know what to do Namjoon. I can't have a child.."

I sigh "Definitely not the news I was expecting that's for sure. I don't know what to say or how to say it cause I've never been in this situation."

"I just don't think I can do this by myself.."

"Who said you had to? Listen it's mine we will make it work." I say that honestly.

"But we're not in love and we're not dating. I'm not going to make you do something you don't want to do because there's a child involved now." she sobs uncontrollably.

"Kelly..calm down, please. I would never do something like that. Goes to show you how much you don't know me."

Now I'm irritated.

"Your right I don't. And neither have I". She quipped back.

"Ok. Let's go back to the house and talk about this in private." I say getting up.

She nods in agreeance and we go to the house.

"So you wanna tell me what's going on in your head right now?" I asked her as we sat down on the couch.

"Nothing. I'm just scared." She tells me.

"Don't worry about it we can do this together."

"Are you sure Namjoon?" She asked me with a concerned look on her face.

"Of course. I'm ready to settle down and start a family even if it's not in a traditional sense. Now is as good a time as any. Stable job, place to live. Money. I guess it was meant to happen. I had been wanting this for a long time. Everything happened for a reason. I believe. I'm not asking you to marry me right now. But I guess we should move you in here. And get things ready." I told her nodding.

"Thank you Namjoon." She says smiling.

"No thank you." I say hugging her with tears in my eyes.

And that was my answer and I was willing to make it work. For her sake my sake and OUR child.

I guess be careful what you wish for. It was my time I guess. Now as good as a time as any I suppose.

Being that there is only one bedroom not sure how this is going to work with a child involved later on down the road 9 months from now. Don't want to move. I love it here. Everything's so private. I mean it's big enough for a child and us. So I don't see a problem. Except with where it will be when grows older. There is a small study that we can turn into a baby room I guess but it's going to be a tight fit.

Well, we will make it work. She moves her stuff in and we are living together. 3 months. I met her 3 months ago. Happened so fast.

So when she was asleep I decided to call one of the guys with the news.

"Hey, Hoseok! How are you doing? Yeah, I know it has. Hey, listen. I'm going to be a dad! I know. It is. Yeah no not really. It was an oops. Yeah, I moved her in. Long story. Tell you some other time. Keep the rumors to a minimum for me ok? Yeah have them call me I guess I can tell them. So how's the family bro? Yeah, we do need to get together and talk about a reunion tour or something after all this though. Yeah. Jimin? No, I haven't. Oh ok. Jungkook no. I know man yeah good talking to you too. Talk later, bro."

And that was the discussion .

Then I get a text from Jimin.

Jimin: "Hey what's this I hear about a baby? lol."

Me: "Yeah, I know right who would have thought? Dude how are you and gf doing last time I heard from you was 5 months ago actually."

Jimin; "Oh well yeah we won't go into that."

Me: "Ok.."

Jimin: "She crazy bro."

Me: "I know the very type."

Jimin: "What?"

Me: "Crazy girl..baby. in the house as we speak. Didn't Hoseok? nvm. I guess not."

Jimin: "Dude what the fuck? He just told me you were having a kid and didn't say anything else. He said he just got off the phone with you."

Me: "Oh, word travels fast still I see lol. We need a group chat."

Jimin: "I got it bro I'll set it up. ;) go handle your business. Oh by the way might want to get that tested. Make sure. You know what I'm saying."

Me: "Thanks, Jimin. I owe you one. Test? I already know its mine"

Jimin: "Yep. You do ;) lol. Nah pregnancy test bro. Never know. You know what I mean."

Me :"Yeah, I feel you on that. Thanks for reminding me."

Jimin: "No problem..surprised Hobi didn't suggest it. To be honest.

Me: "Didn't have time. Lol."

Jimin: "Ok well I 'll call the others and set up a group chat."

Me:"Alright. How's Jungkoo?"

Jimin: "World famous boxer you know."

Me: "Yeah, I heard that a while ago. Hear from anyone else?"

Jimin: "Yeah was with Tae and Jin yesterday and we were talking about getting back together for a reunion tour or something like that for the army."

Me: "Ha, I was just talking with Hobi about that very thing!"

Jimin: "Guess we all thinking about it lately, I know I have."

Me:"Yeah me too. Good talking though I gotta run! Fighting!"

Jimin: "Fighting!"

It was good to talk to them both. Been too long..I don't know why my 148 brain didn't think about that point. But I don't want to set her off either.

"Joon? Who were you talking to earlier?" she asked me later.

Here we go...

"Hoseok.Jhope.Hobi. Bandmate."

"Ok well, I don't want everyone to know yet."

"By everyone you mean?" I ask confused.

"Your gay friends."

"That's not fair statement Kelly. And I'm offended. Why does it matter? They don't know you. They don't care."

"Well, I don't see how it's any of their damn business. You aren't "together " anymore." she starts.

"Listen..first of all watch your tone. Second, watch your tone and third..we are family still. Know this..before you get your attitude or whatever you want to call it..do not disrespect my brothers. EVER. Period..the end of the story. Please. I will let it slide this time but just don't ever again, please. They are all I have. That's why I told them. No one else. So calm down. If we going to do this Kelly we gotta communicate. And you gotta trust me." I explain.

Well, that triggered me.

"First of all Namjoon. it's not an attitude. I just don't want everyone knowing my business..second..watch your tone. And third, we are communicating. And I do trust you."

"Not really if you think I'm telling everyone. Only 6 ppl who don't even know you or give 2 shits about you."

"Namjoon!"

"Fuck! Kelly you pissed me off. Now I don't know if you having one of your "episodes" but it was uncalled for." I say very upset.

"Episodes is that what are you calling them? You're sexy when your mad." she laughed.

"Right. I'm serious."

"I am too. You turn me on."

"Ok, your hormones again.." I laugh not really in the mood.

"Come here..I'm sorry I disrespected the guys. And got angry. Ok? It won't happen again. If I can help it." she says walking over to where I was on the couch and sitting next to me. And kissing me passionately on the lips which oddly made my dick rise.

Oh god, here we go again.

She noticed that my bulge was getting bigger and chuckled.

"What?"I asked.

"You turned on, aren't you? I can tell." She said palming the outside if it threw my pants.

Before I could answer it was out of my pants and she was stroking it in her hands. Bending down and slowly slid it into her mouth..licking the tip in circles and pumping slowly at first then speeding up as she got further to the back of her mouth. Sucking harder and pumping faster over and over. I bucked my hips with her motions and was hissing and moaning.

"Ah fuck Kelly..ahh ahh shit." I moaned between breathing heavily. Eyes rolling in the back of my head as I was in heaven.

She came back to the tip and licked it in a circle popping it in and out of her mouth licking the precum off and mixing it with her spit circling the head in between the hole used her thumb and it drove me fucking wild. Almost to the point, I couldn't hold out any longer breathing hitched cussing and bucking my hips. Tensing up and about to blow. Throbbing in her mouth. My stomach getting tight

"Yes fuck..ahh shit..I it's ah!" moaning as I came in her mouth and she swallowed.

"Umm shit!" I managed to get out after my breathing returned to normal.

"Yeah, it's been a while since I've done that." She admitted smiling.

"Really? Had me fooled." I chuckled relaxing.

"Damn I'm so fucking horny. These hormones."

"Wanna go to bed and finish what you started?" I asked her smiling.

"Gladly." She smiled

This time we took our time. And did it the right way. Not rushed.

Laying on the bed she stares at me with a smile as I take off our clothes throw them on the floor and start kissing her.

"Umm Kelly." I moan as we kiss.

My mind is racing I wanted to do this right.

I kiss her all over her body starting with her lips to her shoulders to her chest down her stomach to her wetness. Sliding my fingers in she's already wet.

"You already wet for me?"

"Umm hmmm." she moaned moving her hips with my fingers.

I part her legs and add my tongue to it. Apparently, that hasn't been along time since she had that done cause she jumped a little with a giggle. I slide my tongue inside her thick juicy clit and suck on everything in between in and out snaking my tongue and shaking my head.

"Oh my god..don't stop please!!"

I continue as requested for my quest for the sweetness I desired. And licking till she came over and over again shaking and moaning loudly.

"Ohh god!.."

She's grabbing onto my hair pulling it and moving her hips instinctively the more and more I go. Tossing her head back and eyes closed enjoying the pleasure of it all.

I'm getting more and more excited myself as my dick hardens and I desperately want to put it inside her. I look up at her and realize she's coming at least 5 times I whiped off my chin and slide myself into her wetness and slowly start pumping in and out letting her adjust to my size.

"Ohh ahh yes!!" I moan

She moves with me matching my pace and the sound of our body's slapping together fills the room with the sounds of heavy breathing. And moans.

"Fuck me ahh god!" She gets out between breaths.

"Ohh yeah!.." I could feel myself hitting every spot inside her and it was music to my ears..slamming into her ball's deep moaning and grunting. Her moans made me excited

"I..oh god"

"You coming yet? uhh shit!"

"Yes..it ahh!" she moans loudly as she rode out her high as I continued.

Thrusting faster and harder over and over I wasn't about to stop till I came a few times. If she isn't pregnant now by some chance ohh she will be by the time I'm done.

"Ohh god!" I moaned as I finally let go inside her with a grunt and my breathing hitched

"Yess yes yes! Ah god!" She moans breathlessly.

I collapse next to her. Body sticky and sweaty, got a workout.

"Oh my god!" She finally says after we gain our breaths.

"And that's how the first time should have gone." I say covering myself up and relaxing.

"Yeah wow!" She says laying her head on my chest.

I sigh. Satisfied and tired and we both fall asleep