Losted
Nayeon's POV
I watch him turn left. He is walking so fast and I am having a hard time keeping up with him. You are a trainee, at least give that some justice. I groan and run as fast as I could and stops meters behind him. He must be waiting for me. Good. Bless him.
"Taehyung.." I called breathlessly, panting like a thirst dog who just came home from a walk and my hands on my slightly bent knee for support.
He was about to walk but I know I can't run anymore.
"Taehyung.. Please hear me out." He stopped making me sigh quietly in relief.
"Why Nayeon?" I walked in front of him, looking up at him since he is much much taller than I am.
He quickly looked away focusing on whatever he laid his eyes on, trying to avoid me.
"I know you hate me.. But it wasn't what it looks like." I tried to hold his hand but he quickly pried it away.
"No." He snapped.
I look down holding my own hand playing with my finger. I don't know what to do. I feel so lost myself. I love Taehyung. But I don't know why I kissed Jackson back. I got carried away.
I felt so sorry for him and his eyes told me he wasn't making up everything he said.
"You kissed him back. Why? Do you love him after all this time? Am I just some puppet you think you can use while you have secret romance going on with him?!" He looks down at me, tears forming in his eyes.
"No.." Tears started to form in my own eyes.
Everything that is happening now is so wrong.
"I told you I never loved him and I never will."
"But you kissed him."
"HE kissed me."
"You kissed him back."
"Alright!" I screamed running my fingers through my hair.
"Just go back to the house....I don't want to see your face right now." He said looking at me with a scary glare while his fingers were pointing towards Suga's house.
"But...-"
"I said go back NOW!!"
I looked at him, this isn't the Taehyung I love....it's all because of my stupid feelings..why didn't I just stop that kiss.
I ran to Suga's house crying without turning back, I miss the loving..weird Taehyung not this serious one.
It's all my fault!!
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V's POV
After I saw her run away...I couldn't handle it, seeing her hurt and crying I just couldn't face it. She needs to learn her lesson about what she had done, kissing Jackson when she clearly has a boyfriend.
I walked to the supermarket and bought 7 bottles of soju because I felt depressed and losted, I wanted to hug her and kiss her telling her everything is fine. But my feelings wanted me to reject her.
I'm drinking my second bottle of soju, while walking towards a park near by here. As I enter the park I sat down at under a huge tree in the middle of the park, where all the beauitful lights were hanging from it's branches.
'So beauitful'
I look around the park and saw couples being all cuddly and I smiled because I remember the time when Nayeon and I just won't leave the beach after we watched the movie because she wanted to stay and cuddle with me.
'I miss her...'
'I want her to be besides me now, but I can't because I hurt her.'
'Why?'
As I finished my fifth bottle of soju and was about to drink my sixth one, someon took my bottle out of my hands.
"Taehyung that's enough."
I couldn't see who the person was because of my burry version at this point.
"But I need it, I WANT it."
"No!"
The voices snapped at me making me cry.
"I..I hurt her even though I'm hurt by what she did, I hurt her. I hurt her by not wanting to accept her apology, my feelings told me.....my feeling told me to reject her. It's my fault...MY FAULT. I miss her....I want to hug her and kiss her and cuddle with her all night with her in my arms."
I stopped because couldn't speak anymore, I was crying..full tears of regret and sorrow. I need her with me.
"Taehyung it's ok...it's ok. I have a plan that'll work."
"Ok..what is it?"
"It's a smal-"
"Who are you?"
"Taehyung...I'm Namjoon. You dork!"
With that I felt I smack in the back of my head. I closed my eyes and opened them again only to see Namjoon..our leader smiling at me with his dimples in full display.
"What's your plan then?"
"My plan is....."
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