My day dragged on and on, me wanting nothing more than to either pretend to be sick or fall asleep at my desk. I was dying to go home and crawl into my bed with a bowl of ice cream and shut out everything around me. Monday mornings were hell normally anyway, today was just ten times worse. I have had over a dozen phone calls from my mother, all sent to voice mail. All of them begging me to call her so we could talk about this, she could rot in hell for all I cared.

By five O'clock I was almost drooling over a pile of notes from one of Cameron's meetings. I barely got an hour of sleep the night before, and the only thing keeping me from breaking down once again was the perfect view I had of Cameron in his office. I could watch the way he ran his hands through his long dark hair when he was talking on the phone. I could salivate as I watched him chew slowly on the ends of his pens when he was typing away on his computer. The perfect specimen that was Cameron was the one thing keeping me together.

"Avery" I heard and I was jolted out of my semi-awake state of drooling on my desk. Cameron's voice called through the intercom on my desk and he nearly gave me a heart attack. I steadied my breathing before pressing the little black button on the desk phone to speak to him. "Yes Cameron" I answered and looked through my office window to see him waving the phone indicating me to pick it up.

"Are you alright?" He asked. It was odd chatting with him on the phone since I could see everything he was doing in the other room. I just nodded to him since he could see me anyway. "Just tired" i said.

"Will you come home with me?" He asked, and I saw him lean forward as if trying to be closer to me, the look in his eyes sent a shiver down my spine even from the other room. I found myself blushing and leaned into my hand. "Wont it look weird? You going home with your secretary."I asked him suddenly feeling worried how everyone in the office would perceive us if they saw the pair of us climb into his expensive car together.

"I own the company Avery, do you think I give two shits what anyone thinks?" His voice clipped to me over the phone. I sighed and spun around in my chair to see Cameron had set his phone on the desk and was standing right outside the window to my office. He had his head leaned against the glass, his fingertips resting beneath his head as if trying to reach me through a looking glass and couldn't get through.

The look in his eyes was indescribable, it was something I had never seen from a man looking at me before. It was overwhelming, it made me blush and I felt the sudden need to run through his office and rip his clothes off. I hung my phone up and stood, gathering my bags and files in my arms. I walked slowly over to the window before changing my mind and walking through the door to his office.

Cameron was still leaning against the window but had shifted and crossed his arms across his chest. "I want you in my bed Avery, I want to know you're safe" he sauntered over to me before running his fingertips down my cheek. I leaned into his touch and nipped playfully at his fingertips, a groan sounded from deep inside of him. "Let's go home" I whispered to him, he instantly smiled. He kissed the top of my head before packing up his desk and shutting down his computer. We shut off the lights to both offices before heading to the elevator, neither of us caring if anyone gave us strange looks or not.

Some ten minutes later and Cameron parked his car in the parking deck of his building. I didn't have any clothes with me for the day ahead, but I suddenly didn't care. Being with Cameron seemed to be enough for me. Cameron kissed the back of my hand he had been holding, before climbing out of the drivers seat. He opened my door for my like normal, and held my hand the entire way up to his pent house.

"Are you hungry?" He asked softly as he set his bag and keys on his kitchen counter. I really was starving, I skipped lunch not having any appetite this afternoon, that was catching up with me now. "Starving, I skipped lunch" I said, my stomach grumbling.

"Why did you skip lunch?" Cameron asked, he suddenly was standing in front of me, his hands resting on my hips. His thumbs rubbing circles on my skin was driving me wild. "Just one of those days I guess" i said with a shrug. Cameron sighed and kissed my forehead before rounding the island in the center of the kitchen and opening the refrigerator.

"I hope you like Chinese. I haven't been to the store in a while" Cameron said closing the refrigerator with a chuckle and running a hand through his hair. I took a seat on one of the bar stools and smiled at him.

"I love Chinese. You know if you told your assistant you needed some groceries I'm sure she would do it for you" I said giving him a wink. Cameron couldn't help but laugh and reach across the island to ruffle my hair. "I have other things in mind for my assistant" he said softly, letting his thumb graze across my lip. I flicked my tongue out to taste him before taking his thumb in my mouth, sucking hard.

Cameron closed his eyes and groaned loudly before taking my finger from his mouth and sticking it in his own. I sighed and bit my lip as I watched him mimic my actions. "Careful Avery, I'm about to say fuck dinner" He growled at me, leaning his hands against the counter, his eyes still lingering on my lip that I was still chewing on.

"I'm suddenly not hungry anymore" I whispered. Cameron nodded slowly before walking around the counter and grabbing my hand, pulling me along behind him as he walked to his bedroom. "Come" he said, if only he knew just how close I was to doing just that.

My hands started to sweat at the anticipation of sleeping with Cameron once more. The anticipation was killing me, he was walking slow keeping me wanting with more and more with every step. He finally pulled me into his bedroom and slowly closed the door behind us. "I want you to think of this as your first time Avery" He whispered in my ear as he came up behind me and pulled my hair to the side. I leaned back into his chest and felt his excitement against my bottom.

His lips gently kissed the side of my neck, making goosebumps rise against my skin. I reached back and grabbed his hand that was resting against my head, tangling our fingertips. Cameron brought them to his lips, kissing each fingertip slowly and gently before keeping our hands against his cheek. "I want you to remember this night and wipe away every terrible memory that man brought you. You deserve to be taken care of better than that sweetheart" he whispered in my ear.

His words brought tears to my eyes, so much so I couldn't keep them in any longer and they were falling down my face. This man was too much, I was finally getting everything I wanted for years and i wasn't sure I quite knew how to handle it. Cameron turned me around when he heard me sniffle, and his eyes glazed over with lust and worry. "Don't cry Avery" he said gently, wiping away my tears with his thumbs.

"You are too incredible" I whispered, closing my eyes and leaning into his palm that was cupping my face. I felt his lips gently on mine, a kiss full of so much raw emotion it almost brought me to my knees. His arm wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer to him, our hips digging in to one another.

"No, you are the incredible one. Now shut up and let me make love to you" He said pulling apart from my lips, only to replace them once more. I sighed and wrapped my arms around his shoulders pulling him down closer to me. It wasn't long before Cameron picked me up with ease and layed me down onto his bed.

Cameron pulled back and shrugged out of his jacket before tossing it across a chair in the corner of the room. His eyes never left mine as he slowly undid each button of his white work shirt, and that soon met his jacket on a chair across the room. I studied every inch of him as if storing it into a file in my brain. The smooth ripple of his abs, the way the hair on his chest seemed endless as it ran down the contours of his stomach past the area still covered by clothing. His sexy image would be burned into my mind forever, not that I minded.

I felt like I couldn't move as I watched Cameron slowly undo the belt on his pants and he slid them slowly down his body, his briefs following leaving a pool of clothing on the ground. His erection was free of all restraints, and he gently stroked it with his hand , his eyes never leaving mine. I felt myself blush, my face growing hot as Cameron stood at the end of the bed pleasuring himself as he watched me.

"Your turn" he said softly "Let me see you".

My face was probably as dark as blood, I was completely flushed and felt the need to find some ice to rub across my face. I sighed and sat up on my knees my trembling fingers reaching to the bottom of my dress and pulling it above my head. I tossed it to the ground to join the pile of clothing already sitting with no attention on the bedroom floor.

I heard Cameron suck a breath through his teeth as he saw me now sitting in his bed in nothing more than my matching white lacy underwear and matching bra. I looked up to see Cameron was now sitting at the edge of the bed, still looking at me with nothing but complete and total wanting. "Everything" he whispered looking away from my eyes to my covered breasts. I bit my lip before unclasping my bra and quickly throwing it to the side. I leaned back against his headboard to slowly slide my panties down my legs, they then joined the growing pile of clothes on the ground.

Cameron smiled at me, looking me completely over. Had this been any other man I would have felt violated, uncomfortable, like I was on display. But not with Cameron, it was as if I was the only woman in the world and i was his. He crawled slowly over to me before laying down on the bed beside me. "You are so beautiful" He whispered and let his fingers tenderly run up the length of my leg, before he found my core, his fingers gently smoothing themselves against my opening.

I closed my eyes and leaned my head against his as I enjoyed the feel of his fingers inside of me. "Feel that Avery, that is me. Remember my touch" He whispered in my ear, gently giving me a kiss on my cheek. Everything happening was enough to make cum all over his fingers. His soft voice, the way he touched me, the way everything was so intimate. So much more intimate than the first time we did this. Cameron was determined to wipe away any memory I had of what Maxwell did to me, and I had to say he was doing it in the most enjoyable way possible.

I moaned and bucked my hips up to meet his fingers, two of them circling around inside of me while his thumb stoked my sensitive nub. "Make love to me Cameron, please" I whimpered to him as he slowed down the frequency of his movements. Cameron tilted my head to meet his, his lips hovering above mine, teasing me mercilessly.

"I will baby, I promise" he said before placing his lips against mine in a kiss full of so much passion, it sent me over to edge, releasing myself all over his hand. Cameron smiled into the kiss before rolling himself on top of me, our lips never pulling apart. He kept himself at the entrance to my core, his tip grazing across it every so often making me practically begging for him. I was completely at his mercy and just wanted to feel him inside of me.

"Are you ok?" he asked seeing the intense look on my face. "I'm perfect" i said nodding my head. Cameron smiled and pushed his lips against mine once more, and shortly after I felt his member pushing inside of me. Cameron's lips kept me from moaning loudly like I wanted to, but by the muffled sound of my voice let him know I was clearly enjoying it. He moved so slow, so painfully slow that it was sending my body into complete shock of pleasure.

I felt every inch of him, enjoyed every inch of his delectable body that was doing things to me that I never experienced before. Maxwell was far from my mind, Cameron has been in my brain for longer than i realized and would be there for the rest of my life. I loved him, making love to him was the only thing I could think about right now. "Fuck Avery" Cameron moaned as he buried his face into my neck, still keeping his pace expertly slow.

It was so much pleasure rising up in my body I was on the brink of cumming more than once. Cameron rolled us so I was straddling him, feeling him even deeper inside of me than before. "Oh my god" I moaned as I rocked my hips back and forth, his hands were rubbing slowly up and down my arms more than likely feeling the chills he was giving me. His eyes that were closed snapped open, meeting mine in a lust filled haze.

"Feel it Avery, just forget" He said, his face full of raw emotion as he watched me slowly move my hips on top of him. "Forget"

And that is what I did....I forgot about every terrible feeling I felt with Maxwell, the hate I felt for him, every feeling of anger dissipated with every fiery touch Cameron left on my body. The night was filled with nothing but passion, I felt nothing but love in those moments with him. I had no idea what Cameron truly felt for me, but I knew it had been there a long time. Longer than he probably even realized himself.

I fell asleep with Cameron's arms tightly wrapped around me, to the point where I couldn't move if I tried. His comforting words that were whispered in my ear were all i needed to hear to lull me into a peacefully sleep.Everything in my life would never be perfect, but for tonight I could pretend that it was.