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9 pm.

After spending more than the rest of our evening in a heavy silence and tension, I move forth on the sofa and put my laptop down, with my glasses and phone. She hasn't talked just once when she usually says some things out of the blue or while we watch TV together. I need to make it up.

I hold my hands together, keeping my forearms over my thighs. I turn my head in her direction and stare at her, waiting for her to look at me as well. As expected, she never glances away from the screen, so since I have to make the first move, I bring one hand to her thigh and touch her. "What's wrong?" my thumb caresses her skin.

She shrugs, silently, refusing to talk to me after what I caused. I exhale sharply but get closer to her, my hand sliding over her body for the other one to now cover her thigh and be in contact with the inner part of it. "If it's because of what happened earlier, I don't want you to think I didn't like it or enjoy it. It was terribly good, and I loved it. All right?"

"You made me feel stupid..." she never gazes into my eyes, my hand not giving up but stroking her thigh. "Stupid? Why?"

"I'm just an innocent girl..." she remembers those words only. "You said that as if you were not attracted to me sexually, or as if I wasn't...I don't know...nothing but just a girl."

"That is not what I meant, baby..." I shake my head and do my best to reassure her. "When I said that, I just meant that I wasn't prepared to do something sexual with you. You really seem so sweet and innocent that it kind of took me aback afterwards, but that doesn't mean I didn't like it. I like that side of you as well," I stare at her face, hoping for her to not be mad anymore. "And why would you mind me calling you 'a girl'? Aren't you the one who said you want me to call you 'my little one'?"

"That's not the same," she doesn't give up but makes me smile. I straighten up and encircle her body with my arm to touch her hip. "Are you really going to stay mad?"

"I'm not mad..." she responds. "Then look at me and give me a kiss," I keep my arm over her thighs but ask for her attention. She smiles against her will but turns her head and presses her lips on mine. Right after this fond touch, I lick my lips and dive my eyes into hers. "Don't feel stupid, all right? I liked it and that made me feel terribly good. I was just overwhelmed because you went for my weaknesses."

"Your weaknesses?" her bad mood slowly disappears the more I talk to her and give her some caresses on the thigh. "Yes, sexually of course."

She grins but gazes down at my lips. This little look tells me more than some words could. I drop my eyes on her lips obviously craving mine and inch closer to lock them. I push on the cushions with my hand to straighten my back and have my head higher than hers, I kiss her passionately and slide my hand over her skin to reach her hip.

"Did you really like it...?" she breaks the kiss to murmur against my lips, but I nod, my eyes not opening. "You made me horny..." I smile uncontrollably, my fingers sliding under her top as I'm letting the arousal take over me. "Horny?" she bites her lips nervously. "And...are you still feeling like that now?"

"Hm," the vague answer vibrates through my throat, but she locks our lips after asking her curious questions. We both kiss each other without caring about the movie that is playing anymore, our hands fondling one another's body but loving it. I drive one of mine up to her face and cup the side of her throat, feeling her pulse hit my skin. She returns all the intimate touches but makes me feel like a teenager making out with his girlfriend, our breathing are deepening, our heartbeats hastening.

As soon as she slides her tongue in my mouth, she gets me weak, and I lose my mind. I suck on it and grab her by her waist to pull her towards me and get her on my lap. I stand up with her in my hold and bring us to my bedroom, breaking the kiss for a moment but feeling her continue this on my neck.

She clings onto me and plays with my hair, amping up all my excitement I managed to control until now. As soon as I'm there, I drop her on the bed and take my top off to throw it on the floor. I spread her legs and get on top of her without thinking twice, now that I'm turned on, I let all my desire and lust hold the reins of my body.

I kiss her with passion and sexual hunger, but she gives it back to me and passes her hands over my torso. Her breathing speeds up the more I'm giving her some pleasure, and she slides her legs up my sides, getting my member to be squeezed against her wetness. I smile at the feeling of this, realizing how quickly my touch can affect her.

"Baby," I whisper against her lips. "We won't have sex yet, all right? I want to wait," I warn her since I can feel how eager she is for this, but she stares at me. "Then..." her hands stop at my abdomen, but I touch her bottom lip with my tongue and kiss her. "I can do many pleasuring things to you, baby. Don't worry," I grin but straighten up to position her more properly on the bed and pull the blanket down to the bottom of the bed.

I lie down next to her and stay on my left side to be against her curves and get my arm above her head to rest it on her pillow. "Have you already touched yourself?" I ask with my lips close to her cheek, seeing her features through the dimness of the moonlight. "I...I've never put something inside..." her shy answer causes a smile to grow on my face. "Do you want me to do touch you?"

"Yeah..." she murmurs, admitting she wants this, with timidity. I clasp her lips with mine and unbutton her nightshirt. Just by doing this, I can sense her fast and strong heartbeat. She's adorable.

I do not break the contact but keep on kissing her deeply, getting at the last button of her clothing, I touch the side of her face and ask for the inside of her mouth, licking her wet and swollen lips, she parts them for me and takes my tongue inside. She turns her head more in my direction to suck on the tip of my tongue, and I slide each part of her top to the sides in order to reveal her skin.

She doesn't know how weak I can be for this type of kiss, if she keeps on going for too long, I might lose control and change my statement about waiting. After what happened earlier, recalling the sound that left her mouth once I cupped her throat, I glide my fingers along her stomach, climbing up to her breasts, I pull my tongue back into my mouth and give her more.

Panting into each other's mouth, getting hot, sweating, and sounding needy, my heart race a little faster in my chest, and I wrap my tough hand around her small throat. An instant reaction from her increases the pleasure I feel, she softly moans in my mouth but exposes her kinks to me. She's so overwhelmed right now that I might make her forget her name for some minutes.

I feel like she likes to be dominated. From what I've seen yet, she loves it.

"Baby girl," I murmur against her wet and hot lips but tighten my hold, knowing exactly how to do this the good way. "J—Jungkook..." she bites her lips, her cheeks turning red as I can feel her legs budging nonstop. "Please...touch me..." she begs me to go further, not knowing me well enough since sex is implied.

I like to tease, to hear my partner ask for more to then cry from intense pleasure, so she's going to have to be patient.

"Don't be so eager," I chuckle but loosen my grip to caress her skin. This little baby doesn't wait as I told her to, she slides her hand in my sweatpants and grabs my cock to get it harder. I bend my head down and keep my lips against her cheek, closing my eyes, her other hand touches mine that is holding her throat, and she brings it down to her breasts while jerking me off.

I grab her wrist to stop her. "Do you want me to punish you for not listening...?" I maintain her hand on her stomach to keep it off of me, but she bends her legs up. "Yes..." her sudden boldness drives me insane.

"You've never been touched by a man, have you?" I let go of her since I know she will not try anything more. "Never..." her timid voice trembles through her breath. "But I love your touch on my body..."

The corners of my lips curve up, and I peck her cheekbone. I brush the tip of my fingers over her thigh to tease her, titillate her. The sound of her exhalation and inhalation shows me that she wants this more than anything. I know what this type of rush of emotions is like, the first time being touched, being turned on with someone else, this feels like heaven.

I press my lips on her hot cheekbone and kiss her skin, one hand stroking her inner thigh, the other one caressing the side of her face. "Think about every little touch and kiss, baby. Trust me, this will heighten all the sensations inside of you," I whisper to her in an enticing manner, closing my eyes and memorizing every inch of her curves with my hands.

— Next day —

Saturday, November 02, 2019.

6:40 am.

I bend over the bed and tangle my fingers in her hair to press a goodbye kiss on her temple. I smile but straighten up, pulling the blanket higher on her body. "Hmm..." she emits through her sleepy state, making me move back to not bother her, but I fail at this. "Jungkook..." she whines my name, gazing up at me with her eyes that can barely open.

"I'm leaving. I'll come back earlier today, don't worry. All right?" I smile at her, but she pouts and presses the blanket against her breasts to roll on her back. "Why do you have to work...? I don't want you to..." she already finds it hard, when she told me she would understand only two days ago.

"I have to, sweetie. The breakfast is cooked for you," I lean towards her and kiss her lips. "See you later," I gaze into her eyes before retreating, with reluctance. I lick my lips and leave the room to not make it even harder for her, I step towards the front door and grab my bag and keys, put my shoes on, and take hold of my suit jacket to get out of the house and lock the door.

After the night we had, I know she needs affection and closeness, but I can't. I have to work. If I don't, Mister Kim will notice something is different with me, and this might cause some trouble. The only problem I have today is that I feel like I'm going to have to tell the truth, last night was intimate, extremely intimate, so I cannot keep this relationship to myself and keep on lying to her father.

I comb my long hair back but enter my vehicle, put down my bag on the passenger's seat, and close the door. However, my phone resounds through the car, so I grab it while turning the ignition on.

< my body is aching...😔 ]