"Y—Y/n...you..." I bite my lips but avert my eyes from her body only dressed with her panties.  "Put your clothes back on, right now," I oblige myself to keep my eyes away from her.

"No...I wanna..." she makes some noise while moving. "I want you...now...right now...so...oh..." her moaning voice creates some waves of strong stimulation through me. "I want to have sex with you..." her body touches mine, and she hugs me, my feet going backward instinctively.

"Y/n..." I try not to be affected by the feeling of her bare curves pressing onto me. "Get in your bedroom..." I look down at her but feel her holding onto me as if it was hard for her to stand on her feet. She slowly goes lower, her whines and moans never stopping as I'm doing everything to not let this arouse me.

"I want you badly...daddy..." she goes down on her knees, but as soon as her face touches my crotch, I grab her by the arms and pick her up. I don't have another choice but to do it, so I take her in my arms and walk up to her bedroom.

Her hot lips kiss my neck, the drug still running through her veins and making her sexual drive intensify, she clasps my ear with her lips to kiss one of the most sensitive spots on my body but start to grind onto me.

This is turning me on, but I have to be a man and not let my lust take over. Once I reach her bed, I lay her down on the blanket and manage to straighten up. "Why don't you fuck me, Jungkook?!" she whines but covers her face with her arms, my eyes attempting hard to not look at her in just her panties. This is a bit shocking to hear this from her. I don't like those types of words in her mouth.

I lick my lips but step back to the door. Those words and that body are too much for me tonight. "Go to sleep, y/n. Please," I sigh but go out without closing the door, fearing I could not hear anything if something bad ever happens.

I check on her from outside but see her taking her underwear off with a lot of difficulty, wriggling around on her bed while talking nonsense to herself. This hurts me to see her like that, not knowing what she's doing and being controlled by the drug she was forced to take. I strongly believe she didn't take it in all good conscience, she didn't know it for sure.

I go away to not see her naked body anymore but head to my own bedroom, I feel like I'm going to have to keep an eye on her tonight, so I need to take a shower before doing so. Her half naked body does not even arouse me to be honest, the situation blocks all types of sexual arousal in my body. Only the touches are able to cause something since I cannot have any control on it, but that's all.

I enter my private bathroom after lying to myself and close the door behind me to unbutton my dress shirt, take it off, undo my belt and zipper in order to drop my pants and underwear on the floor.

I remove my socks and then all the accessories I have on me to place them on the sink cabinet and get to my bath. I turn the faucet to let the water run and fill the bathtub. I feel like it's going to be a tough and exhausting night full of stress, so I need a moment to relax.

After some minutes, I stop the flow of warm water and don't wait a second before diving into it. This feeling is the most satisfying one, I lie down and close my eyes to revel in this moment. I chill out and bend my head back on the headrest, hearing nothing but just the soothing sound of the water moving. This is calm in the house, I don't hear y/n talk or yell, neither moving or making noise, so that's good. However, she must have fallen asleep, so I should not take too much time here, I need to stay with her.

Since I've only dived into my warm bath, I move forth and get at the other side to reach out for a remote control, I turn all the lights off but only switch on the dim ones on the ceiling, this looks like warm stars in the sky, so that's the best way to feel at ease and comfortable.

That's silent, just what I need. I keep my eyes closed and slide a bit deeper in the water, seeing all the images of y/n coming back in my mind, against my will. I feel horrible for letting those types of thoughts run through my head.

The door opening startles me, my eyes shoot up into that direction. "Jungkook..." she pronounces my name in an enticing voice again, but I don't take my eyes off of her body now entirely naked. "Y/n, what are you doing here?" I straighten my back and put my arm over the rim of the bath, but she comes closer. "I want to be with you...I took my panties off just for you because you said I was a good girl..." her words make me frown, but once she leans over me and passes one leg over the bath, my eyes land between her thighs that are spread, but I hurry my hands to her waist. "No, y/n," I try to prevent her from coming in the bath, but that's useless, she forces forward and lands onto me, splashing some water everywhere. "Come on..." she pouts.

I stay calm, keeping my hands away from her body that is all over mine. "Y/n, just—"

"I want to take a bath with you..." she cuts me off again, resting her head and arms on my torso. This is impossible, this can't be happening. What am I going to tell her tomorrow? I have to stop this before this goes too far.

"I want to hold you..." she puts her arms around me as I'm doing my best to not lose my senses. She's naked on me, in the water, with her legs spread which cause our private parts to be in tight contact. "This feels good to be with you...why don't you understand it...?" she raises her head up but pushes forth with her entire body when I'm only staring. Her breasts and core rubbing over my body. "Am I a good girl or bad one...?" she looks into my eyes.

I nibble on my inner lips but hover my hands over her curves. I'm speechless, I can't quite figure out the emotion that provokes this, but I know this isn't right. Her father counts on me, I cannot betray him.

"You know what?" she smiles, sliding her hands down my torso. My hands grip onto the edge of the bathtub  and I remain silent. "That jd...jthe dress...the one I wore...that was...you know why?" her sentences lose sense, but I shake my head, willing to know. She giggles in the cutest manner and leans forth, inching her lips closer to mine and trespassing the forbidden line. "It was for you..." she whispers, staring into my eyes. "It was...just for Jungkook...to be pretty for him..." she moves onward and leaves her face against the side of mine, her temple pressing onto my cheek. "But he didn't find me pretty..."

I remain immobile, listening to her words that might be the thoughts she keeps inside when she's sober, those thoughts she would never dare to talk about. "I found you pretty..." I do not hold back, knowing she will not remember this. "You were beautiful to me."

"Really?" her face brushes past mine, moving in a weird manner as if she was rubbing her skin onto mine. "Yes."

"Daddy find me pretty..." she giggles again but presses a kiss onto my neck, her tongue licking this stimulated spot. I breathe sharply but grasp the faucet of the bath, and she continues. She wraps her arms around my neck and pushes forth with her hips, getting me to feel her lips spread under the pressure of my member, her breasts passing past mu chest. I bite my lips, "Y/n..." I bring my other hand to her waist to try to push her away but feel her tighten her hold onto me and kiss my sensitive ear. "I want you to feel good too..." she retreats and gazes into my eyes, bringing her arms down between us as if she was using my torso as a support for her to not lose her balance. I stare into her glassy eyes, not knowing what I'm doing.

She suddenly bends over and locks our lips. My grip tightens on the faucet, and she kisses me, rubs her body onto mine heavily to grind onto me, my member getting harder against her lower stomach when I can only feel some guilt for the emotions she's causing. This is the first time we are so intimate together. "Jungkook..." she moans my name, sending shivers down my spine, and her tongue pushes between my lips to touch mine, but no matter how good this feels, I sigh, sharply, and cup her chin to separate us. "Y/n..." I whisper and open my eyes. "Stop..." I gaze at her, seeing a side of her that I've never seen before and will probably never see again. She's obviously unconscious of her actions, she doesn't know what she's doing.

I lick my lips but drift her away from my body to stand up, get out of the bath, but see her follow me like a puppy. Since this is dangerous to leave her alone and not hold her, I wipe my feet on the carpet made for it and take her by the waist. I pick her up but pause my brain for a moment, feeling our bare and wet skins squeezed onto each other. I put her down and head to the cabinets.

"Wait," she grabs my hand when I'm looking for a towel rapidly but turns me around to constantly repeat her actions and encircle my waist with her arms.

My erection presses onto her stomach, but I bite my lips and stare at her from very close. Her pupils are dilated, her gaze is blank and full of emptiness. "You're hard..." her teeth squeeze her bottom lip, but she establishes a gap between us to look down at my cock. "Do you want me to...take it in my mouth?"

I grab her wrist to move her away but hurry to grab my towel and put it around my waist then get another one and focus on y/n, who's speaking without ever stopping. Those words she uses...they're able to cause a lot to me, and at the same time, this is shocking to hear this coming from her.

I gather up all my courage to not be turned on and towel her, going in a gentle way but still feeling her curves under my touch. "I want your cock, Jungkook..." she closes her eyes but throws her head back, mumbling some things I don't understand. I pass the towel over her breasts but make fast to go lower and do it to her thighs. "I feel hot because of you...you know that?"

I don't pay attention to what she's saying but look away and towel my body, hating myself for being hard. The girl next to me squats down for no reason, but after finishing my stuff, I wrap the towel I used around my waist again.

"Get up, y/n," I look down at her, but she raises her arms up to lay them over my thighs. "I can't..." she speaks in the fabric. I don't leave her into this but go down and take her in my arms. I don't let the emotions drive me insane but get out of here to move back to her bedroom and bring her there for the second time.

I push the door with one hand to enter the room, and without any gentleness, I drop her down on the bed to head to her closet. Where are her pajamas?

I rummage through it, but once I realize they're not here, I exhale sharply and leave this room to get into my own one and look for a hoodie in my clothes. At the sound of y/n's voice yelling my name in a needy way, I pick the first black t-shirt I see and go back to her.

"Stop yelling like that, y/n. This is annoying me," I throw the cloth on her but get back to the drawers of the closet. I look for her panties and grab one randomly to step back towards her and stand at the bottom of the bed. I grab her calves and wrench her towards me to keep her legs up and slide her white panties up to her thighs, noticing and hearing her like this.

Once I arrive at her thighs, she thrusts her pelvis up and lets me put it properly on her. "Daddy—"

"Stop calling me daddy," I look up into her eyes but grab the t-shirt. I keep it in my hold but take her hands and sit her up but regret what I just did once her hand reveals my lower body.

The towel touches the floor, and she giggles. I pass the cloth over her head and cover her eyes to attempt to get hold of my towel, but she pulls on her cloth to look back at me and wrap her hands around my wrists. "Don't," she shakes her head and pulls on my arms when I tried to conceal my erection. "I'm gonna s—"

"Y/n. Let go, I have to put your cloth properly," I keep my calm to not be mad at her since it's not her fault, but she does everything to make me fall on her, almost wrestling with me when I'm being careful to not hurt her. It would be easy to stop her, but I'm scared to harm her with my actions, so I don't use any strength. "Please, sweetheart. Just let go or I'm going to hurt you..."

"No...!" she uses some more force and makes me trip over, bending over her but keeping my balance with my hands on the mattress. She takes this opportunity to trap my body with her legs and arms, but I stop her, before feeling her arms going lower as she's grumbling and fighting with me to touch me. "Stop!" I shout and catch her wrists to pin them against the bed with force, my irritation taking the upper hand on me. I stare into her eyes but see through them that I just simmered her down, my hands not loosening their tough grip.

Regretting the way I reacted, I move back and wrap the towel around my waist to not let my erection into her sight, then I grab her arms and pass them in the sleeves of the t-shirt one by one but feel my hands brush past her breasts, unwittingly.

"There," I step back, but she lies down in a quiet manner, so I head to my bedroom to go and get changed quickly. I put a pair of boxers, sweatpants, and a t-shirt on to then go back to y/n for the last time and close the door.

I lay my tired eyes on her, who's lying down on the bed and not moving anymore, finally, but I walk up to her and sit down on the bed. I don't touch her but let her in her slouched position, on her back, with her legs and arms spread.

I fear next morning, I'm literally scared of it because I cannot lie or hide anything to her, which means I'll have to tell her everything that happened and face the fact this might cause some tension between us.

— Next day —

Monday, October 14, 2019.

10 am.

The feeling of something gripping my leg brings me back on earth, the sun blinding my eyes like every morning. I glance down as I find myself lying down on the pillows, but see y/n hugging my thigh.

I drop my head back on the pillow but don't move. Her face is right next to my crotch but thank god, she's asleep. I've woke up quite a few times in order to make sure she's alright, so now I'm exhausted, but I'm relieved to see she's not too deeply asleep.

I need to cook lunch though, even though I'm on the verge of falling asleep again. I yawn and stretch my body, relaxing all my muscles before sitting up. A moan escapes me, but I look down at y/n, her messy hair making me smile. I run my fingers through it to try to put it properly but since I have to get myself away from her hold, I take her arms and kindly push her away, causing her to make cute noise.

I haven't forgotten what happened last night, the image of her naked right before me but also against me is something I might think about a lot, and this soft kiss...

I leave the bed to not let it tempt me and get on my feet, I pick up the towel that I left on the floor last night and leave the room to head to the bathroom. I drop it in the laundry basket but take it to get to the laundry room. I open the washing machine and empty the basket inside of it, but since I need to wash the clothes today, I get into my own private bathroom to grab all the dirty laundry and go back where I was to stuff the appliance.

Now I need to add y/n's laundry before taking a shower and cooking lunch.

•••

12 pm.

As the dishes are now placed on the table, y/n sits down at the table, so I get in front of her. "There's a painkiller here if you need," I point at the pill I put right next to her glass full of milk, and she nods and takes it. We haven't talked that much since she just woke up, it's complicated.

"Are you okay...?" I lick my lips but grab my pair of chopsticks, feeling nervous in front of her. She swallows and places the glass down to acquiesce. "Not really...I feel weird..." she clears her throat but looks up at me. "What...what happened last night...? I don't know why I can't remember anything after a certain time..."