"Where the hell you've been all this time?" You hear from the door of your room, your husband's voice dripping anger.

"I was searching painkillers..." you lie with no doubt on your voice

"Ha...At this time?" He checks his clock.

"I couldn't sleep and the maid couldn't find so I went to buy..." your steps approach the bathroom.

"Ms Y/N!" You can hear your maid coming through the corridors.

Your husband gives her room to pass and she bows to him entering the room.

"I found some medicine there on the kitchen..." she takes it out of her apron.

"Thank you..." you breath relieved.

Your husband watches the whole act and seem to be fooled by your little theater.

"I'm sleeping on my office" he slams the door closed and leave you two there incredulous.

"Ma'am! You're drenched!" She whispers nervously.

"I'll take a shower now..." you smile at her.

"Ma'am...you just...smiled right now?" She smiles to you.
"Its been a long time since I saw you smiling like this!" She cheer up.

"Shhhhh" you place your index finger on her lips.

"He might hear..." you shiver in fear.

She nods and leave the room.

You enter your shower, feeling each spot Namjoon touched, remembering all his husky moans and groans on your ear. Your body shivers in anticipation to feel him again, however, you know this would never happen again.

After long sleep, like you didn't have for long time you woke up. The house was silent. You took your phone and it was around midday. You stretched your body reaching the bathroom.

Text alert
08:00 Namjoon:
Hey...

08:01 Namjoon:
I was wondering if we could dinner today?

8:20 Namjoon:
I hope you're sleeping cause I got you tired hehehehe....

12:10 Namjoon:
I really wanted to see you again...

You sigh. You heard the bedroom open and you blocked your phone fast, entering the shower.

Your husband took some documents as you could hear and left again. Your breath relieved.

You:
I wanna see you too...

Namjoon:
Come to my place! I'll order some food and we can chill...or do better things if you want hehehe.

You:
Okay...at 20h!

Namjoon:
Can't wait. Miss your smell...

Just with this small chat, you could feel your body heat to remember all the things you did yesterday. How much you craved for each other body and how much pleasure he gave you.

*A/N: it might trigger you, so I'm warning. Rape scene below, it was difficult for me to write, I'm still crying.*

It was around 19h and you were dressing and putting perfume when your husband reached home.
You got terrified and took your clothes away hiding them inside your bag.

"Why you're using perfume?" He asked. He was completely drunk and coming close to you in a disgustingly way that you already know what he wanted.

Sex.

But you felt so disgusted to be close or in the same room that, having sex with him was something impossible for you.

"Where you think you're going? You must serve me!" He grabbed you by your hair throwing you butt up over the bed.

He came over you ripping your lace sleeping clothes as you struggle to get out of his grip.
"No!" You yell trying to crawl away.

"YOU'RE MY WIFE! You will give it to me!" He grabbed your hair and pulled your panties off in one fast move.

Your tears were already falling as you scream for help but you know no one would help you.
His hands position his dick on your entrance and he forces it in, hurting you so bad.
Your whole hips ache and you give up on fighting.

He places his palm on your face, forcing you to stay on the bed as he thrusts on you so rough and painful. You felt so dirty, disgusted and scared. You just wanted to die right there, your whole body shivered to each time he touched you in a different place and it wasn't pleasure: it was fear.

The few minutes he raped you felt like hours and your tears fall unstoppable.
Once he finished he laughed and slapped your butt, dressing up again and leaving the room.

Your phone rings.

It was Namjoon.

"Namjoon...help me..." you answered crying as your throat hurts to the much you screamed for help.

"I'm on my way. Text me your place!" He hang.