I woke up by my phone buzzing next to my pillow. I grabbed it and tried opening my uncooperative eyes. My face popped up on the screen, Jimin's name in the top. He was FaceTiming me.

My lips curled up into a smile. I missed him. I rubbed my eyes and was about to answer the call, but missed it.

A text notification was under the missed call, saying how he missed me.

I FaceTimed him back and he immediately answered.

"Morning Princess." He smiled, "Did I wake you up? You look dead."

"Wow thanks Jimin. As a matter of fact you did." I huffed, but couldn't help but smile seeing his face for the first time in two days.

"Is that my shirt?" His laugh went through the phone.

"Maybe..."

Yesterday I had searched through Jimin's closet to find a shirt smelling of him, to get my thoughts away from that black vanilla scent on the hoodie in the windowsill. No, I hadn't returned it yet.

He ran his hand through his hair, removing the hair on his forehead revealing his whole face. I would never stop finding his eye smile adorable.

"Why did you call though... I was actually going to sleep in today." I pouted, exhausted from school.

"Well sometimes it's okay to be selfish, and I really missed you." He smiled. I rolled my eyes, but also with a smile.

"You texted me that before calling." I raised an eyebrow.

"So you ignored my text?" He gasped dramatically and moved his hand to his chest as if he was getting a heart attack.

"I was sleeping until you called me, ignorant ass."

"I know." He said with a soft voice and warm smile, "I just wanted to look into your eyes and tell you that I miss you. That's all."

I smiled, feeling my cheeks grow hot as the words made my stomach tingle.

"Come on, not even gonna say it back?" He teased with a smile, enjoying my sudden shyness.

"Nope." I smiled, "Sometimes it's okay to be selfish, and I'm tired." I mocked him.

He pouted, "That was my line! Line stealer." He grunted.

"I'll see you~"

"Wait don't go already?" He said with big eyes and pouty lips.

"It's my turn to be selfish." I said, using his own statement to my advantage.

"Princess pl-"

"I love you Jimin, I'll cheer on you tonight, fighting." I said and ended the call

With a smile on my face, I let my head fall back onto my pillow and let my eyelids close, dozing into sleep again. It was a rough week at school and I was not getting up before 10 this Saturday.

The day went by really slow. I had only slept for another 2 hours after Jimin called. I woke up at around 12, but had hoped to sleep for a little longer. Although, my body ached a bit from laying in the same position all night and I had to force myself to get up.

I went to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face and went back to my room. As I entered, my eyes landed on the hoodie in the windowsill right away.

"Keep it"

The way he had said it pissed me off. As if I wanted to keep his dumb hoodie. I was waiting for the perfect time to throw it back at Jungkook and tell him I didn't need it. Although as I was about to do so, the scent held me back. It was just so addictive.

Another few hours went by and it was almost time for the Golden Disc Awards, with Jin, Jimin and Ryujin as the hosts, to start.

I had cozied up on the couch in the living room, seaweed snacks and water next to me so I wouldn't have to move throughout the show. Hoseok and Taehyung joined on the couch for a while and Namjoon paced around behind me, cleaning the house, but every now and then I felt him stand still looking at the TV too. Jungkook and Yoongi was in their own rooms.

I couldn't help but smile at my two boys, hosting the show. Jimin stuffed up a few times, hiding his face embarrassed in his hands, but Jin quickly padded his back making a joke out of it as Ryujin was laughing next to them. I found it hard to figure if it was staged or not. But it was funny and adorable indeed.

Hoseok and Taehyung had left 10 minutes before the show ended, to get us some dinner. Namjoon had joined me on the couch totally flattening out, proud of his house cleaning. I looked around, noticing how the kitchen was still messy and the only thing I think he did was tidying the book shelves with books, technology and boardgames. He almost didn't do anything, but I just let him think he did great.

Namjoon and I watched the show till the end.

"Waaa, she was great." Joon spoke from the couch as Ryujin finished of her last line and the show ended.

"What about Jin and Jimin?" I laughed and threw a pillow at him.

"Shut up, I meant the whole thing." He said, trying to hide his blush by looking away from me.

"Sure thing." I chuckled, "Not what you said though." I said under my breath and went to my room, "Can you tell me when dinner's ready? I'll be wearing headphones, you can just walk in if I don't answer."

"Sure thing." He said in a high pitched voice, mocking me. I stuck out my tongue at him. He returned it.

I entered the room, again my eyes landing on the black hoodie standing out next to its brighter surroundings. The room started to take in a bit of its intense smell. A bit too much.

I've had enough, I'll just return it

I grabbed the hoodie and went to Jungkook's room and knocked. He didn't answer at first. My mind was running wild, thinking all sort of possibilities of what he could be up to. I didn't feel like just bursting in... imagine if he was...

Anyways, I knocked again. He still didn't answer.

I knew he was in there. I covered my eyes with my hand and entered the room.

I heard some clicking sounds, then the sound of a chair turning.

"Why are your eyes covered?" His raspy voice spoke and I removed my hand.

He was gaming of course. The headphones hung around his neck, they had probably drowned out my knocks.

I looked around the room taken aback, yet not surprised by what I saw. It matched his personality. I had never seen a darker room in my life. Everything was black. Well except his keyboard which was glowing with all sorts of colors. He also had a totally random plant besides his bed. It was fake, but helped making the room a little less... dead.

"Did you come to inspect my room?"

My face turned to him again, remembering what I came here for.

"Here's your hoodie." I said and reached it out for him to take.

He leant back in the chair, arms crossed, "I told you to keep it."

I snorted and threw it at him, "Yeah, but I don't need it."

I was about to leave, but a weird feeling of curiosity made me stay. It was the first time being in his room. I so wanted to snoop around, but he was right there.

"Why's your room so dark?" I questioned and sat down on the bed.

"Who said you could sit on my bed?" He removed the headphones from his neck, putting them on the table.

I scoffed, letting my body fall and rest on the bed, turning my head to look at Jungkook again.

"You just won't listen." He said, stating facts.

"I only listen to myself. Now answer my question, why's your room all black?"

He pointed cutely at the plant, the only thing not black in his room as if that did anything.

"You're impossible." I said with a chuckle, slightly annoyed actually.

"I don't know why, I just... like the dark?" He said unsure.

"Wow, I would've never guessed." I sat up on the bed again.

"Hey I answered your question, what're you mad for?"

"I'm not mad, just trying to get to know you. I'll live here for a while probably... we can at least try to get along?" I got up from the bed and headed to the exit annoyed at him.

I thought he actually wanted to be friends after he seemed like he cared about me not getting sick, the other day. But he was still cold and shut.

His hand met the door, closing it before I could even grab the handle.

"Ya, let me get out." I said, but his hand stayed on the door.

"Jeez, what's wrong with you." I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms, leaning against the wall behind me, waiting for him to move so I could get out.

After a moment of silence he spoke, "So you only listen to yourself?"

He took a single step towards me, but it big enough to make him really close to me.

"What kind of question is-" I said but stopped talking as his hand touched my cheek, cupping it.

"Just getting to know you." He said with a low voice.

My heart starting beating very fast, and I felt my face heat up.

"Answer my question, hmm?"

His other hand wrapped around my waist, sending chills through my body.

"I- sorry what question?" I tried looking away, but his hand on my face kept me from doing exactly that.

I tried my best to ignore the tingle that ran through my body as his one hand was cupping my face and the other around my waist, keeping our bodies close. I swallowed hard, my breathing speeding up a bit. I subconsciously moved a little closer to his lips.

"You're red." He spoke, his breath brushing my lips. That close were we.

I lifted my eyes, looking into his through my lashes. His dark eyes drilled into mine, my breath hitching.

"I-I'm not-"

I was shut up by his lips on mine.

His soft lips melted together with mine, the familiar yet distant taste of strawberry and mint, reminding me why I couldn't stop thinking of it the first time I tasted them. He ran his tongue across my lips, the touch making my lips part and his tongue inside my mouth. The warm touch of metal from his lip piercing was a feeling I had never experienced before, but only imagined.

The piercing was new.

And I loved it.

He gently pulled away, searching my eyes. His lightly swollen lips was still slightly parted, his eyes still dark but with a spark inside them.

Doing something I maybe shouldn't have, I wasted no time and pulled him in for another kiss. The addicting taste of his lips. The addicting smell of black vanilla meeting my nose again. The addicting feeling of him so close to me.

This is not good.

I pulled away, my hands clenching to the collar of his shirt, his hands both cupping my face. As I struggled to forget, his eyes met mine and reminded me of all the things I had felt for him.

"Didn't you say Haru would be in her room?" Hoseok's voice was heard from the hallway and my head shot to the door next to us.

Shit

I looked back up at Jungkook, who stood with a smirk. His hand moved to the small of my back and pulled me away from the wall.

"What- are- you- doing Jungkook!" I struggled as he forced me in front of the door and opened it, leaving us exposed to the world.

"You should wipe your lips." He bended down and whispered in my ear just before Hoseok turned around and noticed us. I wiped my lips with my arm in an instant.

"She's not?" Namjoon mumbled from the kitchen, probably already stuffing his mouth with the dinner.

Hoseok switched his look from me to Jungkook and back to me, "She's here." He yelled back, with scary eyes closing in on Jungkook and I.

"What are you two doing?" Hoseok asked accusatory, lowering his voice.

"I- I was returning something that was in my room." I smiled, trying to sound convincing.

I mean I didn't lie. But it was very possible that it looked like I did.

Jungkook's hand on my the small of my back hadn't moved and started to play with the bottom of my shirt. Luckily Hoseok wasn't able to see my back. I took a step forward to make him stop.

"Hmm okay, so you went in his room, closed the door and gave him the 'thing' he had 'forgotten' in your room? Why didn't you just give it and-"

"Hobi please, can't I talk to my roomie now?" I said.

"Since when do the two of you willingly talk to each other?" He perked a brow at us, "and why-"

"Why are you so nosy today Hyung?" Jungkook spoke with a smile, being polite. He then stepped pass me and went further down the hallway to the kitchen, "Let me eat dinner without having to listen to your investigation please."

Jungkook left me and Hoseok in the hallway alone.

"Haru I know how you've had a crush him." I was about to say something, but he wasn't done, "I don't know what you were doing in there, maybe you're telling the truth and you were just talking. I don't know. But one thing I do know is, Jimin is madly in love with you and you know it too. Please don't hurt him." Hoseok spoke and went to the kitchen.

Ouch.

Regret hit me just as he left my sight. I shouldn't have kissed Jungkook. I shouldn't have kissed him back. I shouldn't have enjoyed it...

But I did.

au.n.
reading another book while writing your own is a great mistake. Sometimes it's hard to keep track of their personalities as they have other's in the book I'm reading rn🥲

Also, this writing exam is draining my energy so much, so no double update today sorry...

I just managed to go through this one, and then next one will be long as well (good for you guys) so it will probably first be released on Friday. UNLESS I finish my exam tomorrow, then I'll upload it then.

Anyways, Jungkook and Haru kissed..... that can't be good

I love having the power of knowing and deciding what to happen next lol....

One last thing...

SUGA AND PSY COLLAB WTAFFFFFFFFF AHHHH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOONGI. HE'S WANTED THIS AND NOW HE'S DONE IT OMG IM SO HAPPY FOR HIM