"You're home late."

Her voice woke me up from my inner imagination.

Light words, but anger written all over her face, making the words very heavy.

I rolled my eyes, heading to my room. 

"Haru!" Her sharp voice filled the room once again and made me stop.

"I thought you were gonna be in bed." I spoke lightly, but a snarl still got out.

"Where were you last night? Why are you not home until now?" 

"I told you I was with Jimin." I huffed.

For the love of god just let me go to bed

She sighed, "Haru, I don't want to argue.."

"Then stop starting an argument every time I'm in your sight!" I balled my fists behind my back, digging my nails into my skin, "You want to keep me from seeing my boyfriend, keep me from hanging with my friends ON WEEKEND NIGHTS, want to keep my locked up in my room and-"

"I'm just trying to understand you!" She raised her voice.

"Well you're not doing a good job at that!" I yelled, my frustrations getting the better of me.

"I've had my patience with you Haru! You left the country WITHOUT my permission, nor informing me about it! Since you got home you've been getting detention weekly, your grades STILL haven't bettered and you're yelling at your own mom! I don't know what happened, but I certainly do not appreciate your disrespect and change of attitude!" Her voice pierced through the room.

"How do you want me to trust you after that!?"

She had gotten up from the couch, shooting me with her eyes and words.

After a short moment of silence, I spoke, "Are you siding with dad now?"

My words came out weak and insecure, my whole existence in despair.

Tears slowly crowded up in my eyes. She couldn't be, could she?

Is she really that mad at me? 

"Siding with dad? Haru, this has nothing to do with him! Don't put this out on your dad! This is on you! This is your mess!"

I said nothing. All the words I wanted to shout at her was glued down my throat, leaving my mouth dry and empty.

"I don't want you to see those Bangtan guys anymore! They're a bad influence."

"What!?" The boiling water finally reached my throat and melted the glue enabling me to speak again, "You can't forbid me to see my best friends! Let alone my boyfriend!" 

My voice cracked at the last word. She couldn't forbid me to see my boyfriend, could she?

"I'm your mother, I certainly can." She spoke, something in her voice provoking the shit out of me, "Look how they've changed you!"

"I didn't change! Everyone around me changed! Dad changed! School changed! YOU changed mom!" I screamed at her.

"Because of you Haru!"

I stopped for a minute, letting the words sink in. The room went silent. Only the sound of breathing was heard.

My unclenched my fists and I let my arms drop down by my side. 

The only thing that could cross my mind, was how she wasn't the one to control my life. I was 19. I was an adult. 

Yet at that time, I couldn't see my own flaws.

I turned around, ran to my room and slammed my door. 

I paced around my room, stuffing the bare essentials I could think of inside a bag.

"Because of me!? How is this because of me?" I whisper yelled to myself.

Throwing the last piece of clothing in my bag I zipped it and stormed out the door. My mom yelled something at me as I went past her, but I closed my ears. I ran out the door and just ran.

I ran and ran.

Until I stopped.

I stopped at the bus stop I used yesterday when I visited the boys. I sat down on the bench, dropping my bag next to me. I felt defeated. Almost. Still, I didn't crying. 

I picked my phone up, scrolling through my contacts and stopped at Jimin's number. 

Pressing the dial button it started ringing, but it went straight to voicemail.

The still fierce wind made my lips tremble.

I opened messages, sending him a text with my trembling fingers.

Me: Are you hpme?

I tried calling him again.

"You've reached the voicemail of... Park, Park idiot- go away- hahaha- he's not available- Tae shh- leave a message- *sigh* the voicemail of Park Jimin."

His and Tae's voices sounding from my phone, made my heart warm a little. And made me doubt. 

I don't want to bother Jimin with this
And I don't want to seem helpless...

I went to delete the message I had sent.

Soomin's name popped up in my head and immediately I called her.

Jimin POV

I turned off the music, dropping myself on the floor. The sweat ran from my forehead, down my cheeks and into my ear and I shook my head by the tickling.

"Okay, I'm done for tonight." I laughed, after a few hours of practicing by myself.

I crawled to my bag and grabbed my phone to check the time.

Although, as my phone screen lit up, I didn't even glance at the time. A few unanswered calls and a text from Haru was what caught my attention. I wanted to check the text, but it was deleted.

I then went to call her back, but she didn't answer. 

"Why would she call at this time on a Sunday?" 

I took a deep breath and went to change.

It's late, she's probably sleeping, right?

"It's probably no big deal" I kept telling myself as I changed, but I couldn't seem to leave the thought that something bad might had happened. 

I called her again. Still no answer.

I rushed to my car, quickly turning the key and driving towards Haru's house, calling her again and again, but without answer.

She's okay Jimin... deep breaths

The same fucking lady speaking as the call went to voicemail each time was driving me nuts. Until, finally the call was picked up.

"Damn, you just can't leave her alone can you?"

My heart skipped a few beats, hearing another female voice.

"Who is this? Where is Haru!?" 

I deepened my voice, almost getting intimidated myself.

I pressed down the gas pedal, going way over the speed limit by now.

"Chill out, it's Soomin, Haru's best friend... has she never talked about me??"

A big sigh of relief left my body, as I recognized the name and voice from videos Haru had shown me of the two of them. I slowed down again.

"Ouch. Well, she's sleeping right now... she got kicked- fuck- um, never mind."

"She got kicked!?" By who??"

"Aish, fuck this.. no Jimin, she was kicked out. Rather, she left after an argument with her mom. Not exactly kicked out I guess.. I don't really know."

"She was kicked out!?"

"I said not exactly kicked out, are you listening? Look, I was sleeping, I'm tired and I have school tomorrow, or actually today as you're calling PAST MIDNIGHT. Haru is safe here with me, you can call her tomorrow okay?"

"No, not okay! I'll come get her, she'll stay with me."

"Jimin you can't just show up- wait... oh my god. That's a great idea!! But I really need sleep. You can come pick her up tomorrow morning. We'll take a day off school I guess cause you just ruined my night's sleep."

"I'm coming now!"

"You are not. I'm tired and I'll head to bed now..."

"Ya, you can't hang up on me!"

"I'll text you the address tomorrow from Haru's phone."

"Wait!"

"Bye."

"Soo-"

And she hung up... 

"Aish!" I hit the steering wheel.

au.n.
I can't take anymore of BTS in Las Vegas....
That's all I've got to say.

Btw, I personally love Soomin😭 Mostly because she's exactly like me lol