Chapter 7: Detached Feelings
March 22 2023
A few days passed, and James and Amanda have been losing the connection they always had since they started dating, They continue to be more distant from each other and constantly have been arguing with each other. They couldn't have a normal conversation with each other anymore
They were slowly losing feelings for each other, but they were still trying to stay with each other, Maybe one of them had hope that everything between them would be fixed.
On the other hand, Lucia decided to accompany James to make sure he doesn't feel alone and always checks up on him, talks to him, and hangs out with him. They both share a good friendship, although Lucia has been showing some odd behaviour towards James, and he hasn't noticed it yet.
Lucia was seen in her room, writing on her diary where she would talk about her feelings and thoughts.
My feelings about My Love, James.
Dear Diary
"Yesterday was another amazing day, James and I bought ice cream and had a nice conversation together. Oh, I always can't help and admire every part of him.
He is also the most sweetest man, He's so caring, a gentleman, loving, and funny. A smile always grew on my face when I saw this man.
How come Amanda is lucky to marry a handsome man like him? I can't believe it, Sometimes i feel angry. . . . Imagining the fun they must have had. . . ."
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Lucia placed the pen down and stared at herself in the mirror and sighed to herself, She really was starting to get really jealous of Amanda.
Lucia switched to the next page and began having devious thoughts in her head and began writing something with a smile on her face.
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"Every time I see James, I feel like I just want him to push me in bed and go as hard as he wants to until we both pass out, I'll let him do whatever he wants to do with me and I'll scream his name as loud as I want too"
"Just imagine, Amanda sits in front of us, with her eyes widened in shock and watches her husband for four years, enjoying his time with another woman who can last longer than she can."
Lucia continued smiling to herself as she continued writing more about her fantasies, thoughts, and feelings about James.
Meanwhile, James was seen in the living room as he fixed his hair.
He was seen looking through his phone and was scrolling through old text messages between him and Lucia as he had a small smile on his face.
He always finds Lucia very sweet and caring to him, She always checks up on him and speaks to him, which lights up his mood.
James continued looking through his phone until he heard a knock on his door, He got up and opened the door and saw Lucia holding a box of chocolates.
Lucia: *Smiles* Hi, James! I got chocolates for you.
James: *Smiles* Aww thanks Lucia, I appreciate it a lot, Come inside.
James took the box as Lucia walked inside the house and looked around, She didn't see Amanda anywhere as James and Lucia sat on the couch and looked at each other.
Lucia: Amanda isn't home?
James: She went to buy groceries at the supermarket.
Lucia: Oh, I see. . . How are things between you two?
James: *Sighs* Nothing changed. Honestly, I feel like we are losing feelings for each other.
Lucia didn't really any sympathy to the married couple, She feels like Amanda doesn't deserve to be with a great man like James. All she hoped was that Amanda would stay away from James just so Lucia could take him.
James: I need to try speaking to her today, I just hope it goes well.
Lucia just stared at him in silence and shook her head, but James continued speaking more about Amanda.
James: Amanda is a wonderful person, I love her so much. Maybe this is some kind of misunderstanding that is drifting us apart.
Lucia was clutching her fist tightly, Now she was feeling more angry about Amanda and had dark thoughts in her head, James noticed how silent Lucia was before he chuckled and smiled at her as Lucia snapped out of her thoughts and looked at him.
James: Hahaha, Sorry. I think I was blabbering too much, Wasn't I?
Lucia: *Smiles* It's alright, James. Don't worry about it.
James: Thanks for being here for me, Lucia. I appreciate your support.
Lucia: No problem, James. I'm here for you.
James was smiling at Lucia until he had a strange urge and slowly touched Lucia's hand.
James was holding her hand as Lucia bit her lip and held his hand until James smiled at her and slowly moved his hand away as Lucia smiled at him
They were both talking to each other for a few minutes before Lucia left the house because she had some work to do, James was seen eating the chocolates as he had a smile on his face and was thinking about Lucia.
Until he heard the door opening again, and it was Amanda who was holding bags of groceries, James was looking at her, but Amanda was avoiding eye contact and went to the kitchen.
James was waiting for her until she entered the living room and noticed the box of chocolates as she said something to James.
Amanda: You bought chocolates?
James: Actually, Lucia sent it for us.
Amanda: I see.
James: You should take one, It's delicious.
Amanda looked at the chocolate before she took a piece and ate it as Amanda liked the taste, although she clearly wasn't happy at all.
James: Sit down.
Amanda: No, I'm not.
James: *Sighs* We are not doing this again, Sit down, Amanda. Let's talk.
Amanda: So now you want to talk? You literally have been avoiding me for weeks!
James: I never avoided you!
Amanda: I know exactly what's going on, James, and you're not even going to admit it!
James: What are you talking about???
Amanda: You're cheating on me.
James's eyes were widened, How could she assume something like that. The shock on his face turned into anger as He got up from his seat and stared in anger.
James: Are you serious!? How could you say that?
Amanda: I know you're cheating on me!
James: Okay, you took this too far! Who would I cheat on you with!?
Amanda: Priscilla, I noticed how close you both were in the party!
James: Wow, Amazing guess. I have known her since we were dating, and you're assuming that I'm cheating on you with your best friend!?
Amanda: Then why do you go out every night with fancy clothes and come back late?
James: Because every since you became insecure and stubborn, I have to hang out with a friend to clear my mind and have someone to talk to!
Amanda was shocked as the two began arguing with each other until Amanda kicked the sofa and yelled at James to get out of the house.
James yelled at her before Amanda just stormed off to her room as James was really angry and looked at the ground, Of all the things she had to say, She really assumed that he was cheating on her.
This broke James's heart and filled it with anger, At this point, He didn't even want to see Amanda anymore.
Unknown to him, Lucia was watching the argument through the window as she felt really upset and clutched her fist when she saw how broken and angry James looked.
A/N: Thank you so much for reading and stay strong!!! :)
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