What happened, Jungkook?
     What happened to us?

We don't talk anymore. Jinnie - hyung says it isn't my fault but I can't help but to think it is. Ever since Lisa transferred here, things have changed. The bullying has gotten worse, you've stopped acknowledging my existence, and treated me like a piece of dirt.
Has all those years of friendship gone to waste? I never liked the thought of you not loving me but at least you were still by my side. At least you were still my bestfriend.

Am I not skinny enough? Am I not pretty enough? Is it the fact that I can't ever measure up to Lisa's beauty? Is it the fact that no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to be enough?

    You yelled at me today. For the first time in our whole life, you yelled at me.
I just asked if I did something wrong. You gave me this disgusted look and I quote, "Leave me the fuck alone, fag! What's wrong with you, huh!? Can't you see I'm busy!?" You raised your hand to hit me and I closed my eyes waiting for your fist to connect with my face.

And when it didn't, I opened my eyes and you weren't there anymore.
Yeah, I can see how you're busy. Busy hurting me and fucking your girlfriend.

    I have no idea what happened. Monday, we were fine. Now it's Thursday and you hate my guts and I don't know why.
I'm sorry you hate me. And I'm sorry I can't ever stop loving you.

                           Sincerely,
                                   Me