《Trigger Warning 》 (Homophobia and low self esteem and forms of bullying)

    A new girl came to our school. Her name is Lisa and I remember you talking about her so much. The first day she came, you both had already bonded. I'm not surprised that you're dating her now. Disappointed but not surprised. You talk about her a lot. A lot. I get she's beautiful. I get she's 'sexy'. I get she's funny, smart, and cool. But you don't have to repeat it everytime I see you. I don't know if you noticed but she gives me dirty looks. And when you're not around, she does and says horrid things to me. She dumps my lunch on my lap, she pours water over my hair, she gathers up the popular girls and taunt me for being me. They know about my sexuality but I never told anyone, not even you. The worst part is the things she says. But they are true.

I am trash.
I am dirt.
I am gay.
I am a faggot.
I'm a disappointment.
I'll never be loved.
The worst of all is...  you never cared for me.

    Is it true? Did you ever care for me. You don't ever stand up for me anymore. You don't ever hang out with me anymore. You're always with Lisa. I get it, okay!? You don't love me and never will but don't rub it in my face.

                        Sincerely,
                             Me