Lovely James^^

Enjoy you lovely people!

Kevin

"What if i don't want to forget that?" Brandon say with a quiet voice while fidgeting a little bit. I just stare at him.

I keep staring at Brandon not knowing what to do. After our little make out in the living room he just ran off. I obviously went after him because it was my fault. And now he just said to me he doesn't want to forget what happened? What the hell does that mean!? I need to think. And being with him right now will not help. But i don't want to say anything. So i don't. I walk away thinking of all the things that Brandon could mean with that.

I walk into my room, close the door and go to my bed. I just sit there. I dont know how i feel about him saying that. 'What if i don't want to forget that?' What does that even mean?! I mean, i know what it means but why did he say it. To make fun of me? I've had enough people do shit like that to me but i never thought my best friend would do that.

I need to just talk to him. Easy. I'll do that right now. I'll clear all this up so we can just stay friends even if i don't want that. It's better for us both. Right?

I stand from my bed and make my way to the door. Just as im about to open the door though, i hear Brandon's car come to life. He's leaving? Why? I make my way to the livingroom and there's no one there but as soon as i step in Christy and James come in.

"Why did he leave?" ask after plopping myself onto the couch. Christy just stares at me in anger.

"Why? Why?! Because you decided to be a little bitch about what happened!" What did i do?

"He was the one that said not to forget what happened and I'm sure he was just fucking around."

"He was not playing around with you dumbass!" Is she really serious right now? How can my best friend like me, my STRAIGHT best friend! Does he really though?

"Okay, how about we all just go to sleep and see what happens in the morning. So go to bed Kevin and think things straight because i know Brandon is too." James says then makes his way to the guest bedroom.

I sigh and make my way around the house checking all the locks. Right when i get to the frontdoor it opens and in come my parents.

"What are you doing?" my papa asks as he and dad hang their coats.

I shrug. "Just checking the locks."

"Where's everyone?" dad asks as i follow them to the kitchen where papa starts taking out things for hot chocolate. Why? I don't know.

"In bed, cause it's late." I sit at the island and just watch them.

"It's quite early though. And if you're up then Brandon would be with you. You also look upset. So come on tells us what's wrong." I give papa a look. I don't want to talk but they both just keep stareing at me.

"Alright fine." They look at me waiting for me to say something.

"Well you see, me and Brandon sort of....kissed.." i don't look up at them though because i wont be giving them actual good news after.

"That's great, but?" papa says.

"Well he ran away after the kiss and i went to tell him to just forget it but he said he didn't want. Then i ignored him and just locked myself in my room. He left too." The look on my parents face made me want to disappear.

"Why did you ignore him son?" My dad asks while making his way to me. Now i feel like crying.

"I kept thinking that he was only messing with me. It's happened before and you know it."

"Kevin, look at me." papa says so i look up.

"Brandon is not like any of those other boys. He is your best friend and an amazing kid. You should know that more than anyone that he would never be dishonest to you."

He's right. But i can't do anything. I don't want him to wake in the morning and just forget me. Ignore me or break my heart.

"I'll talk to him tomorrow but I'm going to sleep now. Love you guys." The say they love me too and i make my way to my room. I throw myslef onto my bed and just stare at the ceiling. I grab my phone that's on my nightstand and find that i have 5 unread messages and 2 missed calls. All from Brandon.

Brandon: Hey, im sorry.

I didn't mean to upset you.

Please don't ignore me Kev.

Kevin?

I really like you, you know.

I start crying out of nowhere. Is he serious? I have to know. I have to call him. But it's late. Its around 2 in the morning now. I check the last message and see it was sent about 10 minutes ago. I guess i can try. I dial his number and wait for him to answer. It only rings twice before he answers.

"Kevin? Hi."

"Hi." i say in a shaky voice.

"Are you crying? Are you okay? Whats wrong?" he gets all worried and i just chuckle. He should be mad at me.

"Im fine Brandon. I just crying a little bit. Look, im sorry for just ignoring you. It's just-"

"Im not those other guys. I'm not Kevin." He says with a sad voice thats make me want to just comfort him.

"Yea i realized that after talking with my dads."

"You told them?" he says shocked and worried. I laugh at that.

"It's not funnt Kev! What if they don't like me!?" I start laughing so hard that tears come out of my eyes.

"Oh dear lords. Really Brandon? My parents love you. You act like if theu don't even know you."

"Yea, of course they love me." I chuckle at that.

"Cocky ain'tcha?"

"Of course. But in all seriousness, im sorry Kevin. I do like you though. I don't know how you may feel but-" i cut him off. He has to know.

"I like you too, a lot." It gets quiet and i get worried. Did he change his mind?

"Well that good." He chuckles a bit. "That's really good."

"Yea. It is, i guess." i hear him sigh. And then i yawn.

"Lets get to sleep why dont we?"

"Alright. I'll see you in the morning?"

"Of course you will. Now goodnight Kevin. Sleep well."

"Goodnight." we hang up after that and i try to sleep. But his confession keeps me awake. Thirty minutes later though I'm dead asleep.

When i wake up, i wake up because someone is brushing my hair back. I then feel a kiss on my forehead and open my eyes. It's Brandon. I sit up quickly.

"Hey, good morning." he says with a soft smile. I can't help but smile back.

"Morning."

"Your dads told me to come get you. It's late already." i look over at the clock on my nightstand. It reads 12:08 pm. I nod at him and get up. He leaves my room saying he'll be downstairs. I shower, get dressed, brush my teeth and make my way downstairs. Where everyone awaits.

I give my dads their morning kiss and make my way to my seat. Christy and James are stuffing their faces with papa's great breakfast. Blueberry pancakes with eggs and hash browns. I sit next to Kevin which is kinda awkward on my part.

"Morning sunshine!" Christy says. Sometimes i think she's extremely bipolar. But what ever.

"Morning Kevin, sleep well?" James asks.

"Morning you two, and yea i slept well." I start eating though when my dad places my breakfast in front of me. I glance back at Brandon and find him looking at me too. He smiles. I smile too. The whole fucking tables smiles. Damn.

Let this day be easy please.

So the update is late but it's here! I know i said yesterday i would upload it but i got caught up with school work. Lile really? Why am i still getting hoework! I swear I'm going to burn the school down. -_- Oh well. Have a nice day! :D