Okay so I just finished writing next chapter of my book and now I'm feeling kind of depressed.

Why?

Because I mentioned things about heart break. Well it really sucks. I know how it feels when you are the only one who can listen to the voice of your heart breaking into million pieces but yet you face it and manage to wear a fake smile so that your family members won't ask about it.

You pretend to lost in books but the reality was something else.

You pretend that you are very strong but deep inside, you're crying every time.

You just want to lock yourself in the room.

And want to cry and sleep.

You don't like to eat anything. Hell, you don't even like to talk with anyone.

You just want to hear one voice only.

Which can make your heart jump

Even he just broke it.

Even he just ruined your mascara.

You know what's the one wrong thing we all do when we fall in love?

Expectations!

Which ruins everything....

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Sorry for the stupid rant. I'm kind of low right now.