I want to vomit
Sitting in the corner of my room as I feel my head boom
I want to vomit
My world is spinning and I'm no longer winning
Let's just drop it
Take a deep breath and put life back into perspective
I want to watch it
Please don't touch me I still bite and can be-
Don't touch it
My bite is fierce with no bark that can pierce
The hearts of the wanted
Sitting around  always looking down
I want to squash it
The enmity between people like you and me
There's no reason for it
Anxiety races and my heart can't keep up the paces
I want to stop it
I curl up tight hoping to not wake up from the night
I want to ignite it
I can't begin to even spell and tears begin to well
I want to hold it
The lump in my throat that makes my voice croak
I want to kill it
Typing in the dark where no one hears your heart
I want to hide it
Someone help me in this time of need
You don't need it
I can't handle it myself as I reach for the shelf
You're not worth it
They never calm down when my brain becomes aroused
You're just a burden
They're all there for me so why can't I just speak-
They don't mean it
I build the stone wall that isn't meant to fall
With me in it
Surround myself now so I don't get hurt
No one will find it
I'm no princess in need of saving
I just want quiet