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essiemulligan99 aesthetic 🌈

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caoimheholland you're so cute 🥰

amybethmcnutly that's my Irish twinnnn 😍😍😍

stracey1 queen slaying 😻

harryholland64 🥵

slvtherins_ my best friend is qt 💙

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essiemulligan99 I found this throwback to 2014 with my brother Kieran, I miss our Dani's Castle shenanigans (I found a lot of throwbacks so prepare for my non-ginger spam) 🧡🧡
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richardwisker two of my favourites 😘

Kieranalleyne ahhh you beauty! I miss you and everyone all day every day we need a reunion soon love you lots Esme 😘😘

Hollandnosterfield he's just used Harry's nickname for her...

Fra_M97 I miss you Kier-bear @kieranalleyne ❤️❤️

harryholland64 Issa look 👀

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essiemulligan99 we look like babies, I miss you all so much (except Fra, I see you everyday haha) 👀🥰
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tobymurray1 how am I older than you but look about four years younger in these haha, love and miss you Esme, we must meet soon xx

essiemulligan99 because you a lil bubba. See you soon I miss our cuddles xxx @tobymurray1

richardwisker why did no one tell me to stop wearing my caps like that 😭🤣

essiemulligan99 it was cool three years ago! @richardwisker

shanflynn22 awwwww I'm gonna cry 😭😭😭😘😘

missdanjharmer look how much we have all grown! Gosh where has the time gone??? ❤️

hazosterfield please tell me you still have that princess outfit 😂😂

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Essie continued to scroll through her photos from only a few years ago. It was mad to see how much she had changed and developed in two-three years. Some of these photos were from 2015, some prior and she couldn't believe how different they all looked. It seemed only like yesterday they were gallivanting around the castle and filming for the series. That was her childhood. And despite only being sixteen she was no longer a child. Not when one was forming inside of her.

It has been three weeks since she found out and still the only people to know were Harry, Sam and Fra. They all wanted to wait for Essie to be ready to tell people, after all, she would be the one to carry the baby for nine months and then endure labour. Every day Harry would check in to make sure that she was doing okay and to ask if she was ready to say anything to her parents. Each day he received the same response. "I'm okay, no, I'm not ready."

Harry really wanted to tell his parents, to tell Tom and Paddy and Tessa but he couldn't until Essie was ready. He couldn't tell his family without Essie's family knowing, without Harrison knowing. He couldn't wait to be a dad, he wanted this more than he would ah e ever known but he wasn't sure if this was what Essie wanted. He hoped she did want this. She had told him that she didn't know. But if she didn't he would have to deal with it... somehow.

With her hand resting on her stomach, Essie sighed. A baby. A real baby! Not just a toy! Not a puppy! A real human being. Fra and she had spoken a lot about it and how it would affect her life and she couldn't deny that it did scare her. And it scared her a lot.

"Ess, you need to tell Mam and da'," said Fra coming into her room, "the sooner you do, the easier it will be to sort out this. There is only so long you can have the option of an abortion. I know you don't really want that but it would still be good to have it as an option."

"But what if they hate me? What if they kick me out? Fra, I'm such a disappointment. I'm seventeen and pregnant!"

"You're what?!" Stood in the doorway was Prosper and Shona, their eyes wide and mouths hanging open.

"Is this a joke?" Asked Prosper who looked between his siblings frantically.

Essie, whose eyes welled up with tears, shook her head. She couldn't look at him, his eyes shown with too many emotions that she couldn't determine one solid one. Shona was the first to speak after a long while of silence.

"How far?"

"Eight weeks, but we've known for three," Said Fra, placing his hand on his sister's knee. "And before you kick off, Harry knows, so does Sam. She told them after she came to me and we did the test. This wasn't planned. No one is in need of being killed."

"Yeah but not using a condom is not a mistake!"

"We did use a condom," said Essie, "it must have broken or something."

"And you didn't notice?! Jesus Christ! You're too young! It's a reckless thing to do, the most reckless thing to do at your age is to get pregnant!" Bellowed Prosper, his face growing red with anger.

"Who is pregnant?" Asked Caspian who had heard shouting, and he along with their parents entered the room.

"Oh good lord! Shona you're pregnant!" Exclaimed Nancy in joy, her husband patting Prosper on the back. Shona stood awkwardly and shook her head. "What? If you're not, who is?"

"Ask your seventeen year old daughter," spat Prosper emphasising her age.

"Essie?" John turned to his daughter, "oh darling, is it Zendaya?"

"No, da'," said Prosper.

"Don't," states Fra but he couldn't stop him.

"Essie is."

Nancy clutched onto the door frame, "Essie you're pregnant?"

Essie nodded clutching onto Fra tightly. "Eight weeks ma and she's known for three. So did Fra, and even Harry and Sam apparently."

John stayed quiet whilst his eldest son spoke with a venomous tongue, clearly vexed at the idea of his baby sister being pregnant. He certainly didn't like it and he definitely wasn't going to let Harry off lightly. He did this to Essie. That's what happened in his eyes. Prosper continued to rant and rage but thankfully John cut him short.

"Get out."

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In Dani's Castle, Esme is actually played by Jordan Brown (an absolute queenie) but like, please just go with it <3