I am at this party with Simon, Alesha and David and they are all drunk to the point they can't tell the difference of a plant and a human being. I am the only one who didn't drink anything at all. I am not that kind of girl who gets drunk on a party and is going to be abused by some rapists. I am not gonna let that happen to me. Never ever. I look at Simon who is dancing with some slut and shake my head. He knows exactly that I am in love with him, but he still flirts with every woman in front of my eyes. Asshole. Some guy sits down next to me and pushes a glass of liquor  towards me, saying, "Why is such a lovely lady like you sitting here all by herself?" I roll my eyes and push the glass back to him. I feel his hand on my thigh and he whispers into my ear, "Stubborn... I like that." I push his hand away and move further away from him and say, "Don't touch me, don't talk to me and don't you dare to come any closer to me or I'll beat the shit out of your ugly ass." He looks at me with that fire in his eyes and I am not sure if that was a good thing to say to him. "Of course! As you say..." He says and leaves my sight. I think I might regret that one later on. He looks like a pretty tough guy and I shouldn't have let the anger get the better of me. Why did I even agree to go with them in the first place? I mean, come on what did I think would happen? They are Alesha, David and Simon and they ALWAYS get drunk as fuck and leave me alone. Well you could say that they don't leave me alone because I could get drunk as well but I told them so often and still tell them every time that I won't drink on a party like that. If we would be at a private party at their home, hell I wouldn't be standing anymore... I would be so drunk that somebody would need to make sure I am still alive and just sleeping on the floor because my tired body gave up the fight and I fell to the ground. But this... this is different. Here could come anybody... okay well maybe not everybody because this costs a shit loads of money and you need to have good connections to get in here but still... I just refuse to drink too much on parties like this. I look at my friends and think of going home soon since we have an interview tomorrow, no this morning and its already two o'clock in the morning. I slowly make my way over to Simon when somebody grabs my arm and pulls me into the mass of people. I try to free my arm from the tight grasp but it seems like the grasp doesn't loosen a bit. I look at the hand who is pulling me further away from my safe spot and friends and towards stairs. I don't know where they lead to but I don't want to find out. I am not going to find out. I stand still and the person who is dragging me behind him turns around to reveal the guy who tried to hit on me and I blew off. "Don't make a scene baby girl... You are gonna regret it," he says and pulls me closer to him. No... this can't be happening. I try to run but he still has a hold on my arm and I almost fall onto my ass as soon as he yanks at my arm, making me scream in pain. "I told you... You are going to regret it but you are as dumb as you are blonde," he says and pulls me onto my feet again. "Too dumb I am not naturally blonde," I say and slap him across the face. He doesn't move at all and his stone cold eyes burn holes into me. "That... was a dumb mistake," he says and suddenly throws me over his shoulder. I try to fight him with all of my power but he is like a rock, not moving except from walking towards the staircase. I try to kick and hit him but nothing seems to bother him just a slight bit. I grab some guy we pass and he looks at me confused. The man who is carrying me trips and falls, leaving me falling onto the man I hold on to. I land ontop of him and he smirks at me. "Wow this is going fast..." he says and grabs onto my waist. I try to stand up as fast as possible but it already is too late. My kidnapper already yanks me away from the man I landed on and slapps me across the face. I hold my cheek in pain and the man on the floor says obviously drunk, "Hey... don't slap her." he ignores him and throws me back over his shoulder and keeps on walking. I scream but my voice is silenced by the loud music playing and people who stare at us doesn't seem to care. He walks up the stairs and turns left as soon as we arrived upstairs. He opens a door that leads to a dark room and locks the door. After he set me down I begin to cry. "Now you are crying? I warned you. You could have just drunken that damn drink I handed you and you would be asleep now and you would feel nothing. I am afraid your rude behaviour towards me makes it impossible for me to give you that luxury now," he says and begins to kiss my neck. "Pleeeease..." I cry out and he wraps his hands around my stomach. "What please? Please let go of me? Please don't hurt me?" he says and laughs before he returns to kissing my neck and bitting at my ear. "Pleeease let me go," I plead and he laughs before saying, "Do you really think this will save you? A weak pleeease ? Come on you can do better. Where is your sassy and rude side from for thirty minutes now? Thirty minutes ago you told me you'd beat the shit out of my ugly ass if I touch you... Come on... Beat the shit out of my ugly ass." I cry harder, knowing I am completely helpless. "That's what I thought... Big words and behind them nothing. Too bad that my ugly ass is going to have his way with you and you... you will be a slut... somebody people consider trash... You will be worth NOTHING. No man is going to want to touch you after I am done with you and why? Because you will be damaged... You will be a damaged slut." He still stands behind me and has his hands wrapped around my stomach. The tears stream down my face like little rivers and the feeling of not being able to breathe is killing me. He pushes me forward and I fall onto the ground. "Not even able to walk to the damn bed... God you are more fucked up than I thought...." he says and I can hear the annoyence in his voice. He pulle me onto my feet by my hair and pushes me forward, his hand still has a fist of my hair in it. As soon as my knees hit the bed he pushes my rough onto it and slaps my ass hard. I cry into the pillow and clench my fists into the sheets of the bed. He crawls on top of me slowly and his hand wanders up my thigh until it reaches my ass. I cry out in pain as he digs his nails into the soft flesh of my butt and he just laughs. He kisses my neck and waders with his hands further up my body. I am still on my stomach and burrying my face in the pillow. He presses his hips against me and I can feel his rock hard penis pressing against the back of my thigh and all I want to do is run... But it would do me no good... no it would just harm me. He would be even harder on me. His hand brushes through my hair and I feel the disgust rise up in me. I want to just die right now. I will feel his hand on my body for the rest of my life. He is still kissing and biting on my neck carelessly and I feel my skind tearing and the blodd flooding down my neck and onto the bed. I just lay here, not moving a damn muscle, too afraid he would hurt me if I did. He slowly moves his hand down the front of my body and into my dress. I scream and it seems like I begin to cry even harder if that's even possible. He softly bites down on my earlobe and whispers, "Shhh baby girl. It won't be over sooner if you keep screaming like that." I try to force my tired body to stop the damn crying and prevent another scream from escaping my lips as he slowly moves his other hand between my legs. His whole weight lays now on top of me and I am trapped under him. I try to press my legs together but he forces them apart and keeps moving his hand further up my thigh until he reaches the space between my legs. His other hand is moving further down the front of me until he reached my bra. He moves his hand inside and begins grabs my breast hard. He removes his hand from between my legs and yanks on my hair hard making me raise my upper body. He grabs my breast even harder and says, "Well who is the one with control now, baby girl?" I press my lips together and try not to scream, knowing it won't do my situation too good. He would just use this as an opporturnity to torture me even more.

TBC

I don't know why but it got deleted so I published again. And I'll update a few one shots today. 😄