Amanda's POV

I wake up and feel an empty bed beside me. I look around the room and hear that the shower is running. I sigh and let my head fall back into the pillows. What the hell happened yesterday?! I feel awful! I look down and see what I am wearing. What the hell? Why on earth do I wear my Simon pyjama?

I can't have been drunk so it must have been something else and to be honest I don't wanna know what... I slowly stand up and walk into my closet. Hm... What am I going to wear today? Maybe something with lace to seduce Simon? No, it's too early.

I look through my shorts and tank tops. I find a pair of shorts that make me wonder... Why do I feel like they are important? I don't know and I probably will never know. I look through my underwear and stop at a red set of bra and panties. I softly touch them and suddenly pictures come back to me. I remember something!!! Oh my god.... I remeber the first time Simon got intimate. Oh my god that is wonderful! Well not that I have this dirty pictures in my mind, but I finally start remembering things!

I run into the bathroom, almost knocking Simon out. "Mandy what is wrong? Why do you look so happy?" he asks and I show him the underwear in my hands.

"What is this?" I ask and smile from ear to ear. "Apparentely it's your underwear. Why are you even showing me this?" he asks confused. "Think a bit more. When did you see this underwear the last time?" I say and smile at him seductively.

"Well... you wore that when... oh my god! Does that mean you can remeber the night?!" he says, excited like a little kid who got the present it always wanted. "Yes!" I say and he lifts me up and spins me around, kissing me passionately.

"That is wonderful! I am sure the other memories will be back soon too!" he says and smiles at me. I kiss him, full of happiness. Everything is going to be alright. I am sure of that.

...

After he made breakfast and we ate it, we went out into the garden and sat down on the grass, talking about we are going to do in the next time. "You know... We need to start thinking about the pregnancy too, now that my belly becomes more and more visible. I am six weeks pregnant with twins... What are we going to do when I am six months pregnant?"

"I don't know. I think we were too focused on getting you back to the point where you are yourself again, which is miles away from now, that we haven't really got to talking about this babies inside of your little belly," he says and looks into the sky.

"Well we need to, now that I start remembering..."

"I know... Can we just share a few more days without thinking about that? Be a few more days free, pretend that it's just us two?" he says and I understand him, knowing what he means. I nod softly and lay my head on his shoulder.

"I love you Si." I say and look up at him, smiling.

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We sit in the living room and are watching tv. Suddenly I remeber us, watching this horror film. God it was awful... But I remebered something!!! This day is getting better and better! "Si!!" I say excited, making him look at me.

"What?"

"I remebered that we watched this horror film. I don't know what it's called, but we watched it!" I say and he looks at me, full with hope and happiness. "Oh my god Amanda, that is wonderful!"

"I know!" I say and kiss him passionately onto the lips. Everything is going to be alright... If I keep telling myself this, it might become reality. "Well you know, I have something planned for you," he says and I get curious.

"And what?" I ask getting excited. "Well that's a surprise my love," he says, lifting me off the couch and carrying me up the stairs and into the direction of my bedroom. As soon as he opens the door, my jaw drops and I can't believe what I am seeing.

"Oh my god Simon. That is so beautiful and so... romantic!" I say, tears welling up in my eyes. Candles are lit everywhere and rose petals are spred all over the floor. The room smells like roses and honey.

"Well, I thought you would like it baby. Get yourself undressed. You are getting a massage today," he says and kisses me softly before he leaves. I use the time to inspect the room closer. On the night stand is a huge bowl of hot oil and some candles.

The bed is prepared and a few towels are lying there, probably to cover up my butt. Red rose petals are all over the floor and smell amazing. I begin to take off my shorts and shirt. Just as I am about to lay down, Simon knocks on the door and ask if I am ready. 

After I covered my butt and laid down, I call him in. He looks at me and I smile at him. He comes walking over to me and kisses my cheek before he gets onto the bed and takes the bowl of oil. I place my head on my arms and close my eyes, enjoying what he is about to do.

He lets the oil slowly drop onto my back, the hot substance connecting with my skin feels like fireworks exploding in the sky. He slowly begins to kneed the soft flesh of my back and I moan. This feels sooo good! He slowly moves from side to side, removing all the knots and relaxing my stressed muscles. His hands on my skin make me feel wonderful, loved and relaxed.

He slowly moves down my back, getting me all aroused just to move up before he reaches the area just above my butt. His hands work wonder on my body and I enjoy what he is doing to me. He slowly worked his way down my back and up again until every bit of tension went away. He purs a little bit more oil onto my body and I feel it run to the sides of my body.

He stops the oil from dripping down my sides and rubs his hands up and down my back, making me feel like I am about to explode. He takes one of my arms and purs a little bit oil onto it, before softly massaging it, making all the cramps go away. After he is finished with this arm, he goes over to the next and repeats the progress of making me feel amazing.

He takes, again, some of the oil and purs it onto my shoulders slowly massaging all the stress away. He puts pressure on just the right spots, making me think he knows exactly what he is doing. After he finished the upper parts of my body, he moves down to my legs and starts his work. I get a little bit unconfortable, because I am already aroused and I don't need his hands down there, but his massage feels too good to stop him from doing what he is doing.

He slowly moves up and down my legs, moving further up every time he strokes upwards. I soon feel his thumbs cloiding with my butt. God this man knows how to turn on women. Suddenly I remeber how we ended up on my couch after I slapped him, because he accused me of sleeping with one of the contestants.

I am sooo glad my memory is slowly coming back to me. I feel him moving bed sides and he begins to work on my other leg, playing the same arousing game with me. I am helplessly enjoying this. He touches slightly my butt all the time, but he never goes further than this, leaving me wanting more.

No, it's too early! I enjoy his hands working on me and kneeding me as if I am a pie. He finishes his work on my legs and takes one of my feeth in his hand and starts slowly massaging it. He puts the pressure on the right spots and it feels so amazing!

After he finished both of my feeth, he kisses my cheek and says, "Well I give you some time and space to shower and then I have another surprise waiting for you..."

"Thank you Si, this was amazing!" I say and kiss him, before he leaves. I stand up and walk into my bathroom and start showering. I let the cold water running down my body, cooling my nerves and at the same time my sexual arousal down.

I would have never thought a simple massage could turn me on like this! After I blow dried my hair and put on some clothes, I walk down the stairs and am greeted by romantic music and a set dinner table. I look at Simon and he says, "Well even though you've burnt the kitchen, I managed to cook us something!"

"God you are too good to me! What have I done to deserve you?" He kisses me and says, "The better question is what have I  done to deserve you ?"

He pulls my chair back and I sit down, smiling at him. Suddenly memories from a date we shared come back to me. He told me we should stay friends and I cried for hours... Well I wish these kinds of memories would stay forgotten forever, but I guess I should be happy they are coming back at all.

He brings the food in and I look at him in awe. "How do you do this?" I ask, making him laugh.
"What?" he asks. "Cooking in a burnt kitchen, making me feel loved by simply looking at me?"

"Well I guess I just love you with my whole heart and unconditionally," he says and leans over the table to softly kiss my lips. We start eating and I smile to myself. I am the luckiest woman on earth right now.

"Well you know when you were in the hospital and we were told that you've lost your memory, Alesha told me something I believe is true. What leaves lovely memories in our heart and touches our sould, can't be forgetten or ever get lost  ."

"Awe... that is really sweet," I say and he nods Well it is true. So long as the memory of certain beloved friends lives in my heart, I shall say that life is good. I smile at Simon and can't believe what I did do deserve this man and all he does for me...

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We are lying in bed together, cuddling. I want to go out, somewhere fance, but with being who we are, you can't just go out and eat in a fancy restaurant. Besides that I am still trying to deal with my anxiety of being around people. Well that's the shady part of live...

I am glad that I have Simon by my side. I know he won't leave me. I lay my head on his chest and he immediately starts playing with my hair. I love it when he does it. I don't know why, but it's cute...

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I hope you all are still alive. That's the last update for today. Hope you all are happy that she got her memory back and I am going to go to sleep now... Love you all.