The next day I stand up and walk into the bathroom, where I find Amanda sitting on the counter, brushing her teeth. She smiles at me and rinses out her mouth. I walk over to her and give her a good morning kiss. She smiles at me and says, "You really need to shave yourself."

I laugh and say, "Well if you want me to shave then why don't you do it yourself."

I hand her my razor and the shaving cream and she looks surprised at me. "You know I could kill you if I want to," she says, making me laugh.

"Yeah, but I trust you... And besides that, who is going to buy the tons of ice cream you eat, when I am not here anymore?"

"You are an ass Si, you know that?" she says, laughing.

"I was told so. Mostly by you, but it needs to be right, because women are always right," I say, kissing her.

She puts the shaving cream in her hands and smiles at me childish. "Don't you dare-" I am cut off by her slapping it directly into my face. "and slap it into my face..." I end my sentence and sigh. I take an towel and wipe it away before I say, "I think I shouldn't give you anything creamy in the near future."

She laughs and says, "I am serious now, I promise." I just laugh at her and nod. She puts the shaving cream first in her hands and then properly on my face. She begins to work and concentrates on not cutting me.

I look closely at her face. She bites on her lip, driving me wild. She catches me looking at her and says, "What?"

"You are just so cute when you are concentrating..." I say and make her laugh. She continues her work on my face and soon I am shaved and clean my face. I take some of the shaving cream and put it onto her nose. She laughs and I say, "Now you look like a cute kitten."

"I am sure I do," she says and purrs like a cat.

I lift her off the counter and she locks her knees behind my back, kissing my neck. "You know that you are driving me wild, don't you?"

"Well maybe," she says and laughs. I lay her down on the bed and want to walk back into the bathroom again, but she won't let go of me. "You know I need to get showered or else I'll be late for work..." I say and kiss her one more time.

"But I don't want you to go. I am so lonely and it's so boring," she says and whines like a child.

"Well I am only away for a few hours and then I'll be back for five hours before I need to leave for bgt. I promise the time flies by in no time," I say and she still won't let me go.

"Then take me with you. I promise I won't bother you too much," she says and her eyes lit up.

"Well, I don't think that's a good idea. I mean they all know you, but they don't know that you... lost your memorie," I say and she looks so sad. "Well I don't care. I want to go with you and you don't say no to a pregnant lady so you are stuck with me now Mr Cowell. And besides that, you don't want me to flood our bathroom, do you?" she says and kisses me before she lets go of me.

"Fine. You win. I'll take you with me to bgt tonight, but you'll have to stay in the backstage area, because everybody will ask questions...." I say and walk back into the bathroom to take a shower.

Amanda's POV

Simon's away for what feels like ten hours, but in reality it has only been thirty minutes. I already cleaned the mess, I left in the kitchen yesterday and am now watching tv. God this is so boring. I still remeber nothing, but I think I am falling for Simon... again.

He is just so sweet, gentle and kind and his speech yesterday was so heartwarming. He really loves me, you can tell it by the way he looks at me. I turn my phone on for the first time since the accident happened. I see so many missed calls and messages. I don't open them, but on ething catches my eye. I see an article about me on the internet. Somebody sent me the link to it.

 Amanda Holden, what happened to her?

We all know  our handy mandy from Britain's got talent, but what happened to our longest serving judge? She literally disappeared from planet earth. She wasn't seen for a while and now she can't continue with bgt? That all seems weird to  be honest. Her boyfriend Simon Cowell answers short and  nonchalantly whenever he is asked a question about the blonde beauty. Is the first realationship war already happening? Well we all hope that we will soon see our crazy, funny and beautiful Amanda on screen again. We all miss her and hope she is alright.

Well that is a shock. Realationship war? What the hell? Of course not! Why would they say something like that?  They can't know what is happening so why do they judge about us? I don't care and I don't wanna know.

I get another two hours over with and soon hear Simon's car pull up the driveaway and smile to myself. He enters the door and comes smiling towards me. "Hello babe," he says, pecking my lips.

"Hello Si," I say, smiling at him like a little school girl that just got kissed for the first time.

"What is it, you are so happy about?" he asks and laughs.

"It's just... I am glad you are back," I say and look at the bag in his hand.

"I didn't know what you wanted to eat so I just brought chinese food again," he says and I smile gratefully. "Chinese food is alright with me," I say and kiss him.

....

I just came out of the shower and am now going through my closet, deciding what to wear. I have NOTHING to wear! I yell for Simon to get his ass up the stairs and he comes running into the room, looking worried.

"What is wrong?" he asks out of breath.

"I don't have anything to wear!" I say and whine.

"God... and I thought it would be something serious!" he says and sighs in relief.

"This is damn serious!" I say angry. He laughs at me and kisses my cheek before he looks through my dresses. "Well what do you think about.... that?" he asks and shows me a beautiful flower dress. (The one up in the photo at the beginning) 

"That is beautiful Si!" I say and smile at him. "Well I am glad I could solve the problem," he says and leaves to give me time and space to change and get my hair and makeup done.

I somehow get into the dress and look at myself from the side. Well you can see that I am gained a little bit weight on my belly, because teh dress is so damn tight, but I don't think they will guess that I am six weeks pregnant with twins...

I take it off again, so I can make my hair and makeup without holding my breath. I sit down and start doing my makeup and then my hair. I slightly curl it at the end and make everything look flawless. I get myself into teh dress again and walk down the stairs where Simon is waiting for me.

"Damn... you are so beautiful!" he says and kisses me.

We both walk out and sit down in his car. "Are you nervous?" he asks and takes my hand. "Yeah..." I say and look at him.

"Well don't worry. Just act after what feels right. Only Alesha and David know and the others... they don't need to know," he says and squeezes my hand.

....

We arrive and I see two persons waiting for Simon. A woman and a man. Simon steps out of the car and they say something I can't hear. I suddenly get nervous. I don't want to step out of the car. It was a bad idea to come...

He seems to noticed it too so he walks around the car and opens my door, kneeling down next to me. "You don't need to worry. I am here every step of the way. I won't leave your side, not even for a second. You are not alone. I've got you," he says and takes my hand.

I step out of the car, turning around to see that the two persons who greeted Simon look at me as if I am a ghost. I swallow hard and squeeze Simon's hand harder. He whispers into my ear, "This are Alesha and David. Your former colleagues and best friends."

I nod my head and he begins walking, never letting go of my hand. We stand soon in front of them and I hide behind Simon, looking to the ground. Suddenly I feel arms wrap around me and hear Alesha say, "Oh my god... I can't believe that it's you!"

I look at her confused and scared. I don't know her... I don't know what to do. I look at SImon and begin to panick. What do I do? Tears are welling up in my eyes and I walk backwards. Simon comes walking towards me and hugs me. "Everything is alright Mandy... I've got you. Nobody will hurt you," he whispers into my hair and gently rubs his hand over my back.

I see Alehsa looking at me sad and I feel bad. After I calmed down I say, "I am sorry."

"You don't need to be sorry," he says and kisses my forehead gently.

We walk inside the building and into his dressing room. We sit down and I say, "I am so sorry. I didn't wanna act like this, but it was just too much. I didn't know what to do!"

"I already told you it's no problem, so why are you still worrying?" he asks and kisses me.

I smile up at him and he smiles back. I sit on his lap and he plays with my hair. "You know I spent thirty minutes on doing my hair and now you come and ruin it?"

"Well I guess that's payback for slapping shaving cream into my face," he says making me laugh. Suddenly the door opens and a man stands infront of us. "Oh my god Amanda! I didn't know you are back!" he sayswalking towards me. He hugs me and I panick again.

Simon imediatelly rubs his hand over my back, soothing me. "Well Stephen... she isn't back. She will wait in here, while I am on stage."

"Oh that's sad... why?"

"Well she isn't in the condition to do it," Simon says.

"In what condition?" the man, called Stephen, asks and I see Simon struggling to find words that protect me. I lay my hand on his arm and say softly, "Si, it's okay. Tell him."

He looks at me and asks, "Are you sure?" I nod softly and he looks back at Stephen. "Well she had an accident about two weeks ago. She lost her memorie. She doesn't know a thing, that means neither you or Alesha or David... All this happened because she was stressed out and her body didn't take it well, because... because she is pregnant with twins."

Stephen looks at me and says, "I am so sorry... That must be terrible. Well I am going to proberly introduce myself. I am Stephen and I would call myself funny"

I laugh and say, "Nice to meet you Stephen."

After Stephen promised us to not tell anybody, he walks away and leaves us to ourselves. I kiss Simon and say, "I think I like that guy..."