i suggest listening to the song while reading :) also this isnt too good buttttt ill get better and also i'm sorry if there are some grammar mistakes. you can always point them out so i can correct them ;)
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he was popular, you knew that. yet something in your heart always made you believe that you were his special one.
you couldn't even count on your fingers the number of times people warned you about him. "don't fall for him (Y/N), he's going to break your heart" and blablabla. but you two were on tour together, you spent almost every minute of everyday together. how could he possibly be seeing other people?

silverchair had one of the biggest fan base. Everywhere they went, fans went crazy.
Ben was the funniest of the three of them, the most caring and the most outgoing. you're pretty sure you fell in love the first time you met. he was just so nice.

the tour almost came to an end and you knew your time with ben was also coming to an end. He'd always talk about taking you to his home town and visiting his favourite places and that always made your heart flutters. That's why it made it so hard to believe everyone, he just didn't seem to be like that.

things weren't official between the two of you but the nights spent in each other's bunk beds kind of made it official. Which is why it just hurt so bad when you saw her all over him. what was she doing? why was he letting her do that? who was she?

the first thing you did seeing them was tearing up and running away. you accidentally bumped into Chris, his band mate. You couldn't bear to see anyone related to him and ran away to the tour bus to cry your entire heart out because it just felt like your entire world had fallen apart.

you ignored ben for the next few days, making him wonder what was wrong. your band had a few more shows to play with his, it couldn't be that hard to act like he didn't exist. That's what you thought but ben made it so hard by always trying to talk to you. you always made excuses, rehearsal, being too tired and blablabla.

it was the last show and you guys were about to perform the last song of the evening before their show. Weirdly, Ben was starring at you the entire time. "This is the last song before silverchair!" your band mate said before starting the tune to a new song you had just written the night before. you guys had never rehearsed it but your band mates wanted ben to get the message.

"Do you care about me?
Do you think I don't bleed?
Are you trying to hide behind a stupid lie
When the truth is in your eyes?
Do you think I don't see
What you're pushing on me?
In your mind you think it's only you against the world
Is it you against the world?
You say you'll never go that far
But you're not who you say you are
You've got too many, too many faces
Your time is up in too many places
You say you'll never push that hard
But you're not who you say you are
You've got your heart in too many places
You've got too many, too many faces
Have you lost yourself?
Always trying to sell
The person that you think you are
You stay alone
Cause real's just too hard
Always laying the blame
You're never one and the same
Could it be that you're afraid to look inside and find
You'll never get it right
You say you'll never go that far
But you're not who you say you are
You've got too many, too many faces
Your time is up in too many places
You say you'll never push that hard
But you're not who you say you are
You've got your heart in too many places
You've got too many, too many faces
So many sides to you
Nobody knows the truth
How you ever gonna keep it straight?
I know what you're all about
I've got you figured out
Do you wanna be a memory?
You say you'll never go that far
But you're not who you say you are
You've got too many, too many faces
Your time is up in too many places
You say you'll never push that hard
But you're not who you say you are
You've got your heart in too many places
You've got too many, too many faces
Do you care about me?"

you looked at him through the entire performance, unable to move your eyes away.