Scarred

(A story-like free verse poem)

"You are my sunshine, my only sunshine"

Your only sunshine?

Haven't you seen him?

Haven't you seen what you've done 

Or you just pretend that you're blind girl

He was dressed in scarred in an old trousers

He was tied in his lonesome memories

Of your grown love and desire

But you all did was to smashed his head

his heart and his dreams

You made him realize that he is your only sunshine

Until you made him do what has been forbidden in his system

You made him do all that fucking weeds

You made his throat gurgle with alcohol

And thick bloods

He was standing there infront of you 

Waiting to see a sign of response of your love again

Waiting to be repaired again 

But he was wrong

You could accept him no longer

I, a nobody girl 

Whom no one wants to adore

Has seen all of the horrid things happened to him

I want to be with him the first time I laid my eyes on him

But he was so into your charm

I guess diamonds shine brighter than gold

But i knew, Gold is much precious

So now that I have a single chance

I will walk up to him and 

Wipe all his tears with my tiny hands, 

I will show him how this gold became more precious than diamonds

Eventually giving my half a heart to heal his scarred ones.