Biana's POV:

How could I explain this?

That's right, I couldn't.

Why did I kiss him?

I don't know.

I just felt that it was the right time.

Let your heart lead you. I had no idea where that quote had come from, but I decided to follow it.

I kissed Tam on the lips and the feeling.....was a feeling I had never experienced before.

Warm? Happy? Nervous?

Yeah, definitely nervous.

But I focused on the one feeling I liked the most.

Warmth.

People normally said, "Sparks flew when we kissed."

That didn't happen with me.

It was pretty much the feeling of feeling safe with this person, not letting go of him.

Safe.

I definitely could feel his shock from the way Tam reacted(he froze), but after a while, he relaxed and...

Kissed me back.

Now the warmth increased tenfold, surrounding me and wrapping me with it.

Wait.

Willow's word's echoed in my head.

Tear away from the one you love.

If not you will be sacrifice.

I had no idea why, but that exact moment, I pulled away.

My face was red, I was trying to breath for air, but I still managed to back away from Tam.

Tam looked embarrassed too.

"I'm sorry Tam, I have no idea what came over me. I feel so stupid now."I managed a laugh,"I'm sorry, you should probably get going. Glimmer is probably waiting for you."I hissed out her name.

Tam looked down,"I-I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have done that, I-"

"You didn't do anything. And you still won't if you just go now."I whispered, turning y back against him.

Tam looked....well, I couldn't see, but he walked silently past me and out the door, and I could hear faint noises of him and Glimmer talking before everything was quiet again.

And all that was left was silence, cold empty silence and the warmth I had felt earlier had vanished.

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Tam's POV:

"Ugh! Tam, could you get any stupider?!"Mrs. Emo in a squeaky voice said.

I stared at my stuff toy, "Yup. I totally messed things up."

I raised my stiff toy and began mimicking her again,"You should be ashamed of yourself! You know what? You should get a new brain. But, oh wait! I didn't even know you had one!"

"Well, getting a brain would be nice, but where should I get one?"I groaned and hugged Mrs. Emo, sighing, my head on the pillow.

My head was mounting with worries, about Biana, about the Black Swan, about the Neverseen.

But a soft voice chanted in my head, sleep Tam, sleep, and, you wouldn't believe it, because I didn't, but I magically fell asleep, right after a midlife crisis.

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"Welcome back again, I see you have returned."A man who looked strangely familiar, this place looked familiar too.

Was his name Jerome? Justin? Jack? Jacob?(I see a reincarnation of Mr. D)

The man sighed,"No, my name is not Jack, Jerome, Justin or Jacob. I'm James."

I snarled,"What are you doing here, James?"

"You called for my help. I came to you. And...I see you have a...dilemma."

I turned red, who was this James dude, telling me he could see my dilemma?

Wait.

He said before, he could see my thoughts.

Darn it.

"Darn it, it is. Now, I know your problems, but how about you tell them to me? That will help."James smiled warmly at me.

I had no idea why, but as soon as he smiled at me, I immediately poured out everything that had happened, from the time I had felt worried of being blamed, to the time I was feeling worried that my friendship with Biana would go astray.

After listening, James nodded,"Not a lot of people has experienced your name, Tam. I am proud that you could endure through all that. Not like me, I....that's a story for another time."

I sighed, "People always keep secrets. I know it's for my own safety, but...it kinda makes me feel like I'm not worthy enough to know."

James chucked,"Oh, I have my fair share of that feeling. But, as you've said so yourself, it's for your own safety. And other people whom we love. That reminds me, what are you going to do about the kissing problem?"

"Avoid her." I said without any hesitation, but after I said that, I looked down and tugged my bangs.

James sighed,"I expected that,"but as he looked at me tugging my bangs, he smiled again and asked,"How about I show you a memory? "

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James POV:(Damn, this is the first time I've done some one else's POV in this book other than Tam or Biana)

I sighed as I saw Tam fade away from my sight, "That kid....he would say that he would avoid her now. But if he ever lost her, he will miss the way she smiled at him, noticed him, talked to him, or even looked to him with those eyes. "

I shook my head, "That kid has a lot to learn."

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Sorry for the short chapter and all, but I had to go mass over this weekend! 

I hope you did enjoy this!(Spent so much time thinking!)