Song" One Call Away Charlie Puth"

I hid it all for long, I watched you mutter how you felt confident, how you wanted a party every weekend, how you look amazing everyone wants you, how you had so many friends you can't pick when to see them all, what dress fit best, you walked like a queen/king.

I painted another smile, I wondered how you did it. I wanted that all but I'm so caught up in my head, being self conscious. Believe me I dream of running wild, dancing crazy and letting it go sometimes, but it scares me more than anything to get that happy, happiness wasn't made for me you see.

I had dreams that I hoped so strongly on, people crushed it with words and I said "I'll prove you wrong". But it was sinking it, they've won and I have no idea of anything anymore. My dreams are only nightmares. Now my biggest dream is happiness.

Youre happy enjoy it....some of us are searching for that, don't take it for granted, I can't remember how it feels but I value it.