I closed my eyes
It was a colorful dream
It's been a while
I looked around
You're all here
You never left me
I smiled
But I felt myself moving back and it changed to black and white
What's happening
I became so confused
You all looked happy but I wasn't part of this dream
I was only supposed to watch you
I felt myself fall apart
Why
I woke up and curled myself into my blanket
I sobbed all through the night
You don't want me
Even in my dreams
In reality I just don't exist
Where am I to run to
Who am I anyways