Nobody understands my fear of being open, for a long time my words are what people have used to hurt me, realized its best to be silent. I cant say my mind because i have a feeling someones just waiting to use it on me. I cant ever be me.
When people touch me now I shake and they wonder why, well there was a time when people were just joking when they said theyd hurt you.

Im really sorry I cant be interesting like the other people you talk to, im sorry i cant be what you like...

Really im sorry.
I'll disappear soon.

Hi. I didnt expect any reads tbh..over 200 readz. Cool...thank you for accepting my mind oh and sorry not edited, suckz...later...