Songs~"High Hopes-Kodaline"
            "I'll be good-Jaymes Young"

So I was asked today what I want to become, I just stared blankly because I actually don't have anything to say, for a long time when I've been asked i pick something random that people would find intelligent or interesting. At the start of school they finally decided to create clubs and I picked music production and photography, the two things that make me smile now. I actually don't even think I want to live that long so I don't think of it at all. But now I have a week to say what I want to do. I guess I'll just lie again because I honestly don't feel like thinking that far. I know it's sounds stupid but I actually don't have a dream because I have no motivation for anything, I wish people could understand how coughed and messed up my mind is. And how I actually just want to give up. *sigh*
I'm just a waste of space.