How can't you see I just need a hand

How can't you see you're hurting me

How can't you see my pain

I'm right in front of you

How invisible can I get

I keep hiding it, I know but

If I let it show

I'll get judged more

I'd walk into school like how my mind looks

A mess and insane

If I talked to you

I'd talk all day about my sucidal thoughts

You wouldn't stay would you?

I'd never be around

Just proving how invisible I am

Yet I want you to see

To read me

You'll never understand it

You think I'm just being a bitch

Ignoring you

You called me a lesson not a blessing

You've made me hate myself

I held my tongue for long

And now I run away to think in silence

You still hate me

I can never do anything right

I've cried enough

It's red I see now

Will you know my name the next day?

Will you remember I was there?

Too invisible and useless to be important.