I always say im scared of losing people either way i still do, but i see them with lovely lifes after im not in it anymore, like they never knew me
Im a huge mess, im scared of hurting you with my stupid actions believe me im a mistake, i make too many mistakes and it ruins me

yes i want you to be happy but do you even think of me, do you remember my name? Its okay if you dont i already knew, i just want to feel alive for a second, i cant even call myself a ghost because, people that die become ghosts and people remember them...im not dead but you cant see me, im just nothing.