I just want to perfect at least for a day.
I want people to stop saying hurtful things to me, my mind already does that.

I want to be the reason for someone's smile.
I want to stop being haunted by the past ill never have.
I want to be free
I want to disappear

I want to be what someone adores

I want to be beautiful

I want to just feel sane and stop the hurt.
I

want....happiness.

Don't want to be a pity party, just how I feel x.