Hi, guys.

How are you all doing after reading this?

Are y'all okay?

•Yes -

•No -

•I'm not sure -

•Meh -

Anyways, I wanted to point out somethings in each chapters that I wrote that you probably missed out on.

Let's start with Alex Perkins;

First thing you need to know is Alex's part of the story comes up as a first person story and is the only one with that because right before the bridge, it was Alex's Diary and we were reading from the dead boy's Diary.

Now Alex's Diary ended with him thinking he would patch things up with this best friend and go back to being there for each other.

Connor McCoy:

Yes, he had a case of split personalities, now it wasn't always like this until it became worse for him and every-time he had to make himself forget and get rid of whatever could trigger him to remember that Alex was dead, there was a part of his brain that knew what to do and then became his own ray of sunshine. Alex. It was born out of trauma, he was trying to escape that past and somehow, one was born, and it was a case of him being able to have both at the same time.

Austin Cartez:

I didn't stereotype Austin with the drugs, just incase someone was gonna say that. I had this written already about it being the way he was trying to get away from admitting how much of a horrible person he was, and then it hit me like "oh wait, he's black."  I hope that doesn't come out wrong. I mean, he is black and also hispanic. So. Anyways, yeah, i enjoyed writing every part of their story!

Love you, guys.   💜💙

And always talk to someone whenever you feel down or depressed, or suicidal, please. I honestly am still not over losing one of my readers whom I loved, it hurts as hell, and we barely talk. I am literally a writer and a lot of you all are too and we connect with my book, but I love you guys, and you all are fucking amazing.

So, talk to someone please, and to some people, when people come to talk to you about the shit they are dealing with, sometimes they just need someone to listen, you don't always have to speak. Just listen to them. Affirm them. Hug them. And yes, you can ask them if you can say something to them and please choose your words carefully.

Never tell someone that someone else has it worse, that shit stings and hurts as hell. 

Thank you all for reading 💙💙