Memories sweet and sour, haunting, sweeping in my dreams

Void filling in the gaps left by you, vices surrounding the day

Precious moments flogging the front of my mind, hanging like murky clouds.

The loss unbelievable, irreversible, unredeemable

Stutters of untraceable pain clamping the veins, smashing the walls of chest

Hurt smearing the nerves of the heart, gripping it in a fist, reminding of the agony every minute

Fake laugh slapped on the lips, eyes glistening with wet drops, reminiscing the autumn warmth

Summers blowing hard, taking the soul back to the start of our reign, never ending, never lost

Scars of the rage, every nerve rushing, every sensation fluttering, to end this pain.

Never ending, Never going, Never lost.

Impossible to forget not coz you aren't wishing it to let go

The pain is what making you live again, breathe again, feel again.

You want to remember the pain of loss, because it is your real loss, real pain.

Every other thing barely a blip in the circle.

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Dedicated to coinikee