I glanced at you

You're still beautiful

Despite that pale skin

There's still  a shine on your eyes

Your smile that through the following days...

Has shriveled up into a frown

I wish i was the one suffering

To own that burden you've been carrying to long

To ease your pain and put to me

How many times i wish it was me

Hope it was me who cries as the syringe needles pierce the skin

Hope it was me who suffers in agony

Last Friday,it ended

Am i supposed to be happy?

Supposed to shout  in joy?

Instead,i cried but still tried to smile

She would not want me to be sad,I know

Mixed feelings of despair and longing

"Your suffering finally ended,my love.Thanks for the memories"

As her coffin is being buried

I dont know whether to laugh or cry

"You've hold on for too long,now its time to move on.I wont forget you,Farewell"

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Losing someone you love is painful.But that does not mean you have to dwell in the past,instead you  must learn to move on.

-Raven