-Third's Pov-

It had been a long week for Rin...

A lot of things had happened after that day and he found himself in a situation that he had imagined and hoped that it would never happened.

Shiemi and Shura found out where he was...

That would mean it going to be a possible chance of Yukio finding him...

He had hoped for it will be a long time  before he is discovered by his so-called brother.

Rin: Family my ass...He only been giving me the cold shoulder for months.

They were supposed to be brothers and Rin can't help but feel angry at Yukio for putting so much pressure on him...

But then he thought about it...

Maybe it really was his fault that Yukio hates him and didn't want him around.

He killed their adopted father because he didn't want to accept who he really was...

Satan's Bastard son...

Then some what ifs filled his mind.

What if he listened to Shiro...Then would he still be alive...?

Then maybe Yukio wouldn't hate him...

What If he was never born...

Then everyone would be happy...

Yukio would've become a doctor.

The whole world wouldn't have to deal with him.

Sei: Rin...?

Rin was flushed out of thoughts to see Sei looking at him with concern. Gosu was a few spaces away watching with confusion.

Rin: On hey guys. How long have you been there?

Gosu: A while. We been calling you a few times. Got something on your mind?

A tint of hesitation filled Rin and it put an empty feeling in his stomach.

Sei: Well...What we really are asking is...are you alright?

Rin: What do you mean...? I'm fine.

Sei gave another look of worry while Gosu looks at him with pity. Before he rose an eyebrow as if he was trying to read Rin like a book again. Those expression that cross their faces made Rin want to be somewhere else now.

Gosu: Are you sure...? Ya know. It's troublesome how people go through the trouble to pretend your fine.

Rin: Huh...?

Gosu: When someone says their fine. When the truth is their not really okay. Because they just don't want to deal with it. Another reason is they believe others wouldn't really care. What a drag....

Sei: Gosu-kun!

Gosu looks at his friend with a shrug. He was just telling the truth.

Sei: What he mean is Rin-kun. We here for you. Please just tell us if anything is wrong with you.

Rin:....Well... I have been feeling down lately.

Sei: Please tell us what's wrong....(I need to do whatever I can to help Rin.)

Rin: Well...Have you ever felt like the world is aganist you. No matter what you do. You try your best to get people to like you for who you are but they judge you and break you down. I try to be strong...be someone...to find my place in this world... because....No matter what I do...I always screw up...because of that. Everyone hates me...

Sei: Rin...

Gosu: Whoa...He has depression...

Rin: Depression...?

Sei: Yeah Rin. You see most people get depression. Usually, it's caused by something horrible that happens in life.

Gosu: Did....something like that really happened to you before you came here?

Rin looks down at his feet before nodding. He remembers those kids who picked on him when he was a kid...Those times when he was being bullied by Shiratori and his gang before ending up in fights with them....But now that he think about it...

Maybe it got worse when he found out he was related to Satan. His adoptive father was possessed and killed because of him...

The exwires wanting nothing to do with him.

Along with his brother threatening to kill him and shoot him with his gun...

Rin: Haha...I'm fucked up in the head..

He finally realized it...He does have depression...

The horrible sensation made him felt tears coming out of his eyes...

Sei and Gosu didn't say anything but you can feel the guilt coming off of them.

Rin's voice broke with as he continued in tears. He looks so utterly broken.

Rin: I-I mean! Well it is my fault! Because I'm Satan's son! No one loves me! I'm always an screw up of things!   Because of this, my little brother hates me! He's always pointing out my mistakes. I mean sure he's my only family left but he looks like....he really doesn't care about me...the last few months....he's been ignoring my existence and he has some secrets he's not telling me...B-But I want to help him...But he made it clear....He doesn't want my help...and he doesn't need me....

Sei: RIN-KUN!!!

Sei hugged Rin to get him to stop. Just hearing all of this made his heart sunk.

Sei: We're going to get you some help. I promise. You won't be alone.

Gosu: Yeah. Don't worry about it too much. To have a brother to hate you like that...troublesome. (To have an brother treat you like that is beyond cruel.)

Rin: Thanks Guys..

He smiled softly, even if his eyes had held some sort of sadness, and his shoulders crouched down.

He never felt so fragile...so tiny...

He was always caught up in everyone expectations.

But now...it's time he start being himself.