pretty hyped since i'm going over to my best friend's house tomorrow ehh

is it possible to be feeling happy and sad and anxious at the same time 

idk i guess i'm just nervous about the pokemon watties even though it's so far away? i know writing isn't about winning and stuff; it's just that i want something to show for the 2+ years i've been in the fanfiction fandom and if i don't do well this year,, it means that, well, i can't do it. i'm putting a lot of pressure on myself to write pathos well, but reading the other entries is making me lose a lot of confidence ;;

ughhh but i'm also happy because the holidays are here and i get to spend time with two of my best friends tomorrow while possibly recording ll audition stuff,,? (friendships are also another thing i'm worried about at this point but it's not as important tbh)

gieohgiuhrwo have good things because they make me feel better

but first have the wonderful spelling of my english teacher