publishing this on the 24th because its night anyways not much of a difference

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okay so to all my followers/readers/whatever: merry christmas have a great day

even if you celebrate christmas or not, merry christmas!! 

i can't believe 2017 is almost over. it's been a really wild year for me; many things happened--some of them were good, most of them were bad, you get the idea. i'm almost relieved it's over and i hope i can have a fresh start in 2018 but that's another paragraph for the new year-

regardless, as a little message to you all: i love you. you've made my life so much more enjoyable, brighter and bearable. in those darker times of my life, i can't even begin to express how important wattpad has been in cheering up and how great my friends have been. i'm so glad to have made the decision to come here, and i hope you feel the same. 

you guys have been nothing but wonderful and supportive all the way. every comment and vote on my book cheers me up and makes me feel for a bit that hey, i'm not completely worthless, someone out there is appreciating my (online) prescence. and honestly, this may seem like addiction, but it's really helps knowing that there are people who appreciate me, no matter if they're online or irl.

to those who have had a tough time this year: i understand and i know how you feel. life can be hell sometimes. but now that the year's coming to an end, take the time to reflect, enjoy yourselves for a bit and prepare for the new year! good luck to everyone and please be happy okay

tldr: i love you all very much and hope that you have a great day and life ahead

now to the friends i follow on here! thank you for all those great times--when i came on, i didn't even know that i would make a friend, but now i have so many wonderful people that i can talk to (even if we don't talk much) and it's honestly amazing. i have some individual messages for all of you!! they're short bc i have to go to sleep soon but i'm trying my best! (won't write for irl friends bc its awkward lmao)

shinymewgirl: your books were some of the very first i read! thanks so much for being a great person to talk to and a supportive friend, you always make my day <3 (ps i don't have the sticker im sorry) + birthday!! twin!!!

Dragons_Rose: we hardly talk but you are!!! goals!!!!! honestly though im permanently shookt by you like-how can someone be so amazing? it's unfair. please have a good day and week and life ahead ily

Serena-Daniels: we also hardly talk but you are a Big inspiration!! i love your books and writing and cosplays and agh perfection personified here?? you're super cool and chill and yeah how does someone not be a mess

Adroit_Gladiolus: i think you were my first friend on here? i know you're inactive now but i just wanted to say tHANK YOU for being such a great friend and for being so high with me!! i miss you so much ugh

squirrel_girl1: ^^^^^ i love you you're so adorable and high why are all of my old friends on here gone i cri

RainyReverie: i learnt about the library function through your art book thanks. all jokes aside you're so good at everything you do and you are just so kind and talented and beautiful and like- what a queen

FluffyDerp: I MISS U TOO WHERE ARE ALL MY FRIENDS

Demoniscy: shinju you piece of shit i'll telegram you your message tmr (i hope you get good mikas on 26th)

ktd527: aaaa at first i was a bit iffy with you but man am i glad i'm friendos with you now!! you're such a nice person and honestly your writing style is so mature and cool like how do you not use a million exclamation marks in each sentence teach me senpi

mawile_xoxo: twinsie we have not talked in the Longest time but what is uP i hope you're doing well i hope your family is doing well i hope your pet cow is doing well. long story short i heckin miss you and we should totally talk more again but you are the sister i need but don't deserve god help me i lo v e  you ok 

LogicalCabbage: logi you are!! back!! you are 100% slaying all the time and i love everything about you like you're so kind and interactive with the community and you write a+++ books aND all the comments you left really make me soso happy. you're such a nice pure person i'd die for you 10/10. logi my idol

Sheare: honestly you're kind of scary sometimes but like in a good way?? you smell like my mother but not homophobic. jkjk lol i really look up to you in literally every aspect (writing, personality, how do you have the courage to state your opinions i can't even) and please continue being so perfect

FallOfRempire: rem i miss you!!!! cover making idol ok you inspire me to try out new things and i think my covers would be pretty shit if you weren't here. besides that you're so high and great and fun to hang out with ily

VanillaWind: do we talk? i think we talked a little really long ago but that's it. but yeah, continue slaying with all those covers and writing- you're doing a great job i'm so proud of you. literally how are you such a goddess

obsidianix: hi why are all the cover making goddesses all lumped together here. but yes you are so cool™ and aesthetic and nice to talk to and i honestly really love just being high and talking with you?? it soothes my soul. continue being you ily

rose-golds: HI RISA i feel like whatever i say at this point is just a rehash of everything i screamed at you BUT!

I saw a girl so beautiful I started crying? I immediately felt compelled to give them the nine dollars I had in my purse and say 'you are the best looking person i have ever seen so i think you deserve it and i was going to buy my lunch with this but whatever' but decided against it. and then i started crying. i seriously cried for an hour. i ran to the bathroom and came out later and i was even more tired before. i was overtired and btw i am a girl. i dont know why i cried because of that and she was better looking than all the models id seen ever!

tldr sTEP ON ME

PumpknHead: we don't talk but ayy!! thanks for always being so cool and helpful in the discord server and for managing the pwa so smoothly this year!!! your writing is really good and your art slays- good luck on all your future stories and everything!!!!

Stormlocke: agh i haven't talked with you in fo re ver but you're such a precious bean and i hate to see you so sad sometimes i want to roll you in a blanket and put on all your favourite shows and give you snacks and l o v e y o u

blue___22: i am Sorry i quit german bUT ich liebe dich??? ich denke, du ist-- nah i give up but seriously blue you're so cool and mature and big sister like?? you just deal with everything in this really chill manner and you're also so Good in writing and wow. my weave is snatched.

pi_memorizer: grandpa i miss u D: yeah but you're a cool pair of jeans and i don't get what you're saying about programming 78% of the time but hey at least i can relate to the pi memorizing?

Doppelgengar: u cool but we no talk bro

luminescencexx: ahHH LUMI *inhales* you were one of my first friends on here and you were just so kind and gorgeous and beautiful and talented that i just instantly had a great view on the pokemon community. never stop being you,,

ThatRandomGolduck: 虽然你有时候（总是）有点恼人的，可是你还是一个好朋友。我也认为你会当一个超级美味的KFC

MysticalTactician: honestly we don't talk much but you are a Good Person and i would protect you with my life and can i just say??? writing goals????

lazuriteoftheskies: we have talked more this month than we have for the past year but woah i love a girl. you're so sassy and cool and funny and such!! a good!! writer!! also a great person and in short i love u

yeah merry christmas guys