it's finally out !!! 

to be honest it's made up of so many short snippets that i kind of lost track after a while and then it just turned out into word vomit with feels :^)

but it still has some feels !! i really tried to put my feelings into it as much as i could, and i hope that you all can at least get that from my writing ^^

i'll make a cover and enter it in the watties and everything but dinner is important so adios