so today

1) don't question my skills on a mac

2) pretty sure someone's going to unfollow after this lol

okay so how am I going to deliver a long long speech without a million emojis shit

like first? I never aimed for 1K before--when I first started out, I was happy with 10 followers. when I got 100 followers, I flipped my shit. slowly, the numbers started increasing and this is such a shock honestly

1K was /the holy number/ for me?? I mean, all the popular authors seemed to be around that number that time and I was like,, woah dAng how did they reach that (・_・ヾ

I still remember that I came on here in December 2014 for like,, 2 days aHaha--I tried to publish a pokemon story there, but I had literally 0 reads so I unpublished it and went back to fanfiction.net (that story is long gone don't even try to look for it)

but my friend luna_crest updated her story one fine day in 2015 so I was like "okay why not" and went back on the app. for some reason, I found the pokemon watties page and 12.5 y/o me thought it would be cool to enter

so bOi I entered just because and that's literally the reason I didn't disappear off wattpad again

and yEs luna_crest if you had never updated hidden woes I would never have come on here again and made all these very goot friends ily bro <3

so I wrote my first wattpad-only book, the flames of the beginning, and I kind of went crazy and entered like 4 stories because I could. and during this period of time in secondary 1, I just want to say

okay even though my school is very stressful, I had a very nice class. literally thank you @ pheno and evie because pheno got me into watching anime past sword art online and evie was a huge sweet fluffball who was there to fangirl with us over anime ;D

--> because the anime you dragged me into was the inspiration for whispers in the dark, and somehow that's my most popular piece of shit ? and pathos was inspired by anime as well so tHank yOu <33

basically, no luna --> no nyx on wattpad, no pheno + evie --> no stories past 2015

wait I think I had my first art book a really long time ago too because I was inspired by RainyFantasy and that book is popular as shit so yes thank you 

I also started graphic making because I was amazed by Serena and Gren's graphics from 2015. everything started in 2015 don't question it.

and the whole point of this ramble??

thank you guys so, so much.

I know I don't say it often, but I love all of you who've supported me on wattpad so far. you guys are literally the reason why I'm still on here--because you still decide to read my books and continue supporting me even after I've been so negative and everything. I'm so sorry I didn't get to talk to a lot you guys; I get a lot of messages asking to be friends and whenever I reply I think I come off as cold cx

thank you so much for voting for my stories back in 2015. heck, thank you to every one of you who're voting on my current stories right now, because I don't deserve all this love okay--I hope you guys know now how much I appreciate you because I REALLY DO OKAY I'D HUG ALL OF YOU IF I COULD

and so I conclude this speech without a mic drop because I don't have a mic

some of you guys may also be wondering

okay nyx now that you've said of that what are you going to do for 1K followers??

and let me try to make this a Coherent Thing™

1) I am working on 100 facts about me!! the sad thing is that I'm only 52 facts into it, so that might come out this weekend oops

2) I'll try to live-stream next weekend!! i'm either going to write or play pokemon. who knows.

3) expect the writing guide you guys wanted to be up sometime; you could suggest ideas for a first chapter if you want??

4) I finally listened to inokori sensei BUT that's not the point,, the point is that I'm planning on doing either

- a cover of Ai Kotoba

- a short video of me saying thanks but no video of actual me

- nico nico nii fandub

there would be other things but I'm a busy person :< I'll upload a selfie when I can ok I secretly want you guys to burn your eyes :D