A/N:Has Self harm in it, plus feels!

As Robin flew the Bioship, both he and Superboy sat in silence the whole time. Finally they made it to their location, but the fog had already destroyed the Star Labs, completely destroyed. Aqualad then told him to rescan for the fog, and that they had to re-locate the doctor. The Shadows were on to them. 

'This is bad' Robin sign and Superboy nodded his head. Robin began to rescan for the next spot of the fog, his eyes doubled in size when he saw the place. 

"Their next target is a WayneTech facility! This is a complete disaster, heavy on the dis" said Robin's wrist computer. Superboy turned to look at Robin, he narrowed his eyes, studying Robin a little bit more.
"The systems there could be used to hack into...." Robin's computer said but he stopped himself from finishing his sentence. Superboy gave him a questioning look. 'It's nothing.' Robin quickly signed and he flew the Bioship closer.

"WayneTech is 24 hours, there is no way we can get everyone out plus stop the fog." came Robin's computer.

They were now just a few feet from the Wayne Tech facility. Robin pulled up this holo screen on his wrist computer and winced at the slight movement, his arm hurt when he moved it too fast because of his fresh new cuts. He scolded himself as he continued to work.
"It's downloading" yelled Robin's computer, just then Superboy jumped out of the bioship. Robin rushed over and watched for a moment as Superboy fought. Then suddenly, the fog was released. Robin's eyes widen with fear.

"No!" he yelled, shooting his grappling hook out and leaping from the Bioship. Superboy looked up when he hear Robin yell. He hasn't heard Robin's actual voice before, yeah during the mind link he can hear it but to actually hear Robin speak was strange, this place, this was important to him, enough to make him actually speak. Superboy continued to fight while Robin rushed inside the building, following the fog.

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As the Fog ate through the glass and flowed inside the building, Robin ran after it.

"What the hell?" questioned the guard as he watched the fog go past him, then he saw Robin, the boy wonder rush past him. "Hey! You can't be in here!"
Alarms began to go off.

-Unauthorized Entry!-

Gates began to come down, blocking Robin's path. Robin ran faster. 
He sighed and then yelled out, gaining him access to the building.

"WayneTeach override--RG 4!" yelled Robin, as he came upon the gates, the began to lift up giving him access, he rolled under them and continued to race off. 

The lights in the building began to flicker and workers began to run and yell past Robin. He continued on follow the fog. He then entered a room and rushed over to the computer.

"Please be linked to the mainframe. Please be linked to the mainframe. Please." Robin thought as he hacked into the computer.
Robin began to download the program the doctor made to counteract the fog. 
"Come on,come on, come on!" thought Robin as he waited for it to work. He finally sighed when the words complete flashed across his screen.

"Yes!" he yelled as he fist pumped in the air with a smile on his face. 
His screen turned red and Robin turned around to watch the fog slowly turn red, showing that it was being destroyed and The Shadows were defeated in this matter, the batcave and Batman were all safe. Robin then reached up to his com in his ear calling Aqualad. Robin typed on his wrist computer.

"Robin to Aqualad, the fog has been destroyed. Superboy and I will meet back at the mountain." came Robin's computer.
"Great work Robin'' said Aqualad, who was out of breath, he nodded his head at Miss Martain, signally that they had won.
"Robin out." Robin's computerized voice came through the coms.

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Back at the mountain, once again Robin found himself locked in his bedroom. He was looking at the blade in his hand, when there was a knock upon his door. He quickly placed his razor blade back inside his nightstand and walked over to the door unlocking. He pushed the door to the side to see none other that Kid Flash standing there before him. Once Dick saw who it was he took his eyes off of his best friend and looked down at his feet. 

Next he knew he had a hand on his shoulder. The contact made Robin flinch. Wally was shocked at this and was very concerned about how Robin was. Robin took a few steps back signally to Wally that he could come in. Wally walked slowly in and sat down on the edge of his bed.

"Dude what's up?" questioned Wally. Dick hadn't moved from his spot yet or even looked up. Wally sighed. "Rob, look at me.''

Robin then slowly lifted his head up and looked directly at Wally. His eyes were covered by his mask. Robin drew in a sharp breath and slowly broke down before Wally's eyes. Robin's whole body began to shake as silent tears rushed down his face. His arms were wrapped around himself and he let himself fall to the ground. His knees hit the floor and Robin bent forward crying. In a flash, Wally was at his side and pulling Dick into a tight sideways hug. Dick's head leaned into Wally's chest as he cried. Wally shushed him and whispered that no matter what it was, that everything was going to be alright.

In between a few sobs, Robin whispered to Wally. At first Wally couldn't really tell that he was speaking but then he caught a few words. He pushed Dick from his chest and held him out arms length. He looked at Robin and slowly pulled Robin chin up so he was looking at him. Wally stared into Dick's blue eyes, his mask long forgotten on the floor. 

"Dick! Don't ever say that, okay? It's not true!" Wally said with a little panic hidden within his words. He couldn't believe that his best friend said that no one cared about him and that he was a burden and worthless. That everyone would be better off without him. Robin was so special, he couldn't believe that Dick thought that about himself. He was far from being worthless. Didn't he know how much he meant to him, to Bats, the league and the team.

"B-but it is, Wally. I-I...'' Dick began to say but was cut off by Wally pressing his lips against Dick's.

Dick's blue eyes widen with shock and his whole body froze. He was too shocked to pull away or do anything. "Was his best friend kissing him? What...why?" thought Dick, he was so confused about all of this. Soon Wally pulled away from him, his green eyes searching Dick's face. But Dick was still shell shocked, to move or speak. Wally moved closer towards him.

"Dick, I care about you. I care a lot. Please don't ever think that I or anyone would be better off without you in our lives." said Wally as his eyes scanned his best friend's face for anything. 

Just then Dick closed his eyes tightly and moved slowly away from Wally. Wally's heart broke a bit. "Was Dick backing away from him? Did he just ruin their friendship? What did he just do?" thought Wally as panic filled his lungs. Dick shocked his head and pushed himself to his feet. Wally quickly stood up as well. Dick once more wrapped his arms around himself, his head bent low. Wally felt like he couldn't breathe as he stood waiting to see if everything was going to be alright or not.

Dick then lifted his head and looked directly at Wally. Dick sighed and wish that everything was easy and made sense right now. Dick took a step closer towards Wally, his eyes filling back up with tears.

"Walls...I-I I can't." Dick said as he watched his best friend's face fall, sadness filled with in Wally's emerald eyes. Wally's chest began to rise and fall very quickly. Dick bent down and picked up his mask before putting it on and walking towards his door. He opened the door slowly. Dick exhaled and turned around to look at his devastated friend.
"I'm sorry." Dick whispered before leaving, shutting the door behind him. 

Wally stood there shocked. Then Dick's words came rushing towards him. He closed his eyes and allowed his body to fall to the ground. Sitting on his knees, Wally's body began to shake. He brought his hands to his eyes as he cried alone in Dick's bedroom.

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Dick wasted no time. He ran straight to the zeta tubes and headed straight home. Once at the manor Dick threw off his Robin costume and ran upstairs to his bedroom, slamming the door loudly behind him. Once his door was shut he crumbled, allowing all of his walls to fall down as he cried. 

He was in love with Wally, and to have his best friend kiss him, meant so much to him. But, Dick couldn't be with Wally. Dick thought he wasn't good enough for Wally. He was a broken mess and he thought Wally deserved someone so much better than someone like him. Dick cried for his heart was shattered into a million pieces. He loved Wally. And to spare Wally farther heartache, Dick had to crush his best friend's heart right in front of him. Seeing the sadness within Wally's amazing, beautiful eyes made Dick feel so much worst about himself. Gosh he hated himself so much. 
His mind was a total mess. He moved slowly over to his bed and grabbed the only thing he knew that could help with the pain, his razor blade. 
He cut and cut all night long. He then bled and cried until he allowed the darkness to consume him and let him sleep somewhat.