(I feel like the song I linked kinda links with the story line expect Tami and Simon aren't a couple and they aren't in abusive relationship but it still kinda links. I don't know, ignore me and continue reading)

*Tami's POV*

Josh and Tobi were the first ones to find me the following day; they freaked out about it. I think Josh was going to rip Simon's head off while Tobi helped me. I got changed into my black leggings, white socks and Simon's criminal damage jumper; I walked downstairs to find Josh and Tobi sat in the living room

"Is that Simon's jumper?" Josh asked, I nodded my head

"Why?" Tobi asked, I shrugged my shoulder

"I know it's stupid but whenever I'm upset, Simon would be here or I'll wear something of his and I'll feel better" I said as tears well up

"Is it helping?" Tobi asked, I shook my head and let the tears fall. Josh stood up and hugged me while I cried on his shoulder

*Simon's POV*

I woke up with a hangover and my head was painfully hurting. I got out of bed and went downstairs, I grabbed some medications for it and water. The house was really quiet which isn't normal, I checked around the house but only found Vik.

"Vik, where is everyone?" I asked

"JJ went to his flat while Josh went to Tami's place" Vik said

"Tami's place? Why?" I asked and leaned against the door frame

"Josh said something about her not picking up the phone and he was worried so him and Tobi are gonna check on her" he said. I nodded my head and left, that's weird. Normally when something was wrong Tami would always contact me but why hasn't she? I went to my room and checked my phone to see that there was calls from Tami, Josh, Vik, JJ and Tobi but they were from yesterday; something was wrong. I quickly got changed then jogged downstairs

"VIK I'M GOING TO TAMI'S HOUSE" I shouted and put my shoes on

"OK" Vik shouted back, I grabbed my car keys and ran out. I got into my car and drove to Tami's place, on my way there there was only one question on my mind. Why did she go to Josh and Tobi but not me? What did I do? Is it because I picked that b*tch over Tami? I finally got to Tami's place to see Tobi's car parked in her driveway. I parked my car before getting out, I locked my car before knocking on the front door.

"IT'S OPEN" I heard Josh shout, that's weird Tami never leaves her door open. I opened the door and walked in then closed the door behind me, I walked into the living to find Tami, Josh and Tobi. I awkwardly coughed, they looked at me; Tami look scared while Josh and Tobi looked pissed off. I saw that Tami was wearing my jumper, ok something is definitely wrong.

"What's going on?" I asked

"Why are you here?" Josh asked, I looked at them confused

"What do you mean? She's my best friend and obviously something is wrong" I said

"Ha, best friend? Really?" Josh said, Tami placed a hand on Josh's shoulder and shook her head

"Is there a problem with that? Do you got something to say?" I said angrily, Josh stood up

"Josh" Tami said

"No Tami, I'm not letting him get away with what he did. He needs a lesson" Josh said and started to walk towards me, Tami quickly got up and ran in between us

"Josh, he was drunk yesterday and he doesn't remember" Tami said, now I was confused

"BUT HE STILL HURT YOU" Josh shouted angrily

"What? Why would I hurt her? She's my best friend" I said

"Oh really? So you didn't do this?" Josh said and turned Tami around so I can see the left side of her cheek which had a hand print on it.

*Flashback*

I locked the door behind me and took off my jacket. Tami shook her head while I just smirked at her. She made a break for her window but I was too quick, I grabbed her by the waist and lifted her into the air. I walked over to the bed and throw her onto it

"Si, please don't do this" Tami said and sat up, I got angry and slapped her.

*End of Flashback*

I held my head and looked at her

"Or this?" Josh said and showed me Tami's wrists which also had hand prints

*Flashback*

"Red lace, my favourite" I said while looking at her underwear which was matching her bra; I then looked at her and licked my lips

"Simon, please stop. This isn't you" Tami said and reached to touch my face but I grabbed her hands and pin them down hard. 

*End of Flashback*

"And finally this?" Josh said and picked up a bit of Tami's top and moved her leggings down to see a hand print on her waist

*Flashback*

I wrapped my arms around her waist before whispering in her ear

"This is what you do to me you slut" I said, Tami started to struggle against my grip which only got tighter and tighter

*End of Flashback*

"YOU AND YOUR DRUNK ASS RAPED HER" Josh shouted. I shook my head and slowly walked back until my back hit the wall, Tami was looking down and not making eye contact; I don't blame her. I was so drunk yesterday that I don't remember but I know I did it, I watched Tami break down into tears in front of me. I knew I had tears of my own knowing I hurt the one person that means a lot to me

"I-I'm so sorry" I said through my tear, Tobi got up and helped Tami to the couch where she curled up into a ball and cried.

"That's what you did. You did this" Josh said and he and Tobi had tears as well

"She's your best friend Simon and you didn't stop" Tobi said

"I wasn't thinking" I said

"Of course you won't, why? Because of the stupid alcohol" Josh said

"She's scared of you, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID" Tobi said/shouted and pointed at Tami. I quickly walked over to the couch and bented down in fron't of her 

"Tam...I'm so sorry I didn't mean to...You know I'll never intentionally hurt you" I said with tears running down my face, Tami just stared at me 

"I...I" Tami said 

"She can't forgive you, you happy? She's scared of you, your own damn best friend is afraid of you" Josh said

"Y-you called me a slut" Tami whispered as more tears rolled down her face, I wiped a tear away and rested my hand on her cheek

"You're not a slut, you're far from it" I said, Tami grabbed my hand and moved it away from her

"Yesterday you shouted at me. W-what did you mean by 'you can't even realise the most obvious thing'?" Tami asked, I took a breath and told her the truth

"I've been in love with you for the past two years, I know I should have told you and not pushed you away but I was scared that you might not like me back. I know your probably thinking 'if he loved me then why would he do that to me?' Like I've said I was drunk and I don't remember anything other than the fact that I've hurt you and you may never forgive me. But I wanted you to know before I leave, you probably don't want to see me ever again and I'll leave you alone as long as you forgive me" I said with more tears rolling down my face, Tami just stared at me and that's when I knew my answer

"O-ok I'll go" I said and left the place. I closed the front door behind me and walked to my car; I let more and more tears fall. I just lost the most important person in my life because of one stupid mistake. I was about to open the car door when I was pushed against the car and a pair of lips met mines. After a few seconds of being shocked, I kissed back then pulled away; I leaned against the car while the person leaned against me and stood in between my legs. I slowly opened my eyes to see Tami, she gave me a small smile and rested her forehead against mines

"I forgive you but you have to work for my trust" She said through her tears and thoses were the words I wanted to hear, I smiled and pulled her into a hug 

"Thank you" I whispered while Tami cried on my shoulder. It seems like I didn't lose the most important person in my life because she was standing with me in my arms where she belonged...

A/N

Sorry for any spelling mistakes but hope you enjoyed

Hope you had/have a beautiful day and see YA

Tamiii x