Let me take you, baby, now (지루한 일상에서 벗어나)
Take you there now (우연히 만난 그곳으로)
Love and freedom, 지금 여기선 나
모두 다 잊고 just free, free, free, free, and love

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[ 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐆𝐍 ]

When an unnervingly handsome, constantly cheerful boy who calls himself Hueningkai starts appearing in Choi Soobin's dreams, he's quick to dismiss it as his subconscious manifesting a perfect boyfriend for his lonely, single ass.

That is, until the boy speaks, and he's just as confused as Soobin is.

Soon realising that Hueningkai isn't just a dream, Soobin starts searching for his real life counterpart in a desperate attempt to figure out the strange connection forming between them. It doesn't take Soobin long to find him---in the form of the American exchange student in his younger brother's class.

Determined to find out why they've been appearing in each other's dreams even though they've never met, Soobin and Hueningkai resolve to spend the rest of the semester unravelling the mystery.

As a strong friendship blossoms between the duo and the day for Hueningkai to go home draws nearer, Soobin and Hueningkai quickly discover that they have a lot more in common than just their dreams---including their rapidly-growing feelings for each other.

Two boys. One summer. The adventure of a lifetime.

purpose↝ contest entry for plutointhestars's graphic contest!

[ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐒 ]

date↝ 15-3-22
graphic type↝ cover
title↝ Sky High
subtitle↝ none
author's name↝ Alex L. Zachary
faceclaim↝ Choi Soobin, Kai Kamal Huening (Tomorrow X Together)
theme/concept↝ kimi no na wa, dreamscape, joy
colours↝ blue, white, green

[ 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐒 ]

soobin and hueningkai pngs ~ self-made
sky and field backgrounds ~ unsplash
fonts ~ dafont.com

[ 𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐗 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐊𝐒 ]

the title is clickbait. kind of. i'll change it later. but it's there for now mainly because everyone keeps asking if i'm dead. the answer is no. i'm not dead. dead inside, maybe.

sooo i just finished my oral exams and i don't think i did that well (i got nervous and started backtracking on my words for the BM one), which is super disappointing because i practised really hard. like, i studied and practised every single day with my study group and arranged like, 4 extra tuition sessions a week. i didn't sleep some days because i was practising oral. but i mean, it's over now, and all that's left to do is wait for the results to come out ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ praying for miraculously good results jdgdjsjssk

i also broke up with my boyfriend yesterday, which is...yeah. considering how we've been dating for almost three years and at some point i even thought he was The One, it's...hard. we're staying friends, though, because we were best friends before we were boyfriends. he's a really sweet guy and i still care for him a lot, but i think the relationship just became too suffocating for me. he's a very clingy, physically affectionate person and has a tendency to follow me everywhere. meanwhile, i'm the kind of person who needs a little more space than the regular person, and while i would love to be physically affectionate, my OCD makes it physically impossible for me to keep from flinching whenever people touch me. (which is why i don't mind physical affection when i'm giving it, but when someone else is giving it...yeah.)

i noticed his whole life was starting to revolve around me (he stopped hanging out with his friends because he wanted to sit with me and would drop literally everything, be it homework or people, to talk to me whenever i was free. like once he was playing a card game and when i walked into the room, he immediately quit the card game to come over and hover around me). i feel that's not healthy in general, because i believe in keeping romantic relationships and social lives apart. i also need a certain amount of space, and unfortunately, he wasn't giving me that space. i couldn't take it anymore and decided the best thing to do for both of us was to end the relationship. (so yes, sorry to all of you who have been following my love life and cheering us on, it's ended here.)

aNygAys

let's talk about the graphic!!! because this convo is too depressing for now!!!

i finally learned how to draw grass and i am OBSESSED. the grass covering their shoes? hand-drawn. the grass over the author's name? also hand-drawn. i felt that just dumping them onto the grass already there made it look very one-dimensional, so i drew some extra grass to make it look like they were actually standing in the grass! it looks so pretty and realistic pls i'm so happy

also in today's news, I AM STILL SH!T AT LIGHTING AND NO ONE IS SURPRISED. i used this for lighting practice. it did not go well. the bottom is all blotchy and the only thing i'm happy with are the semi-shadows on the grass, because those turned out decent. other than that, my lighting is...still crap. I'M TRYING MY BEST HSGDHSKSKM i mean it got like 0.1% better but that's only because i spent 5 hours on this graphic and like 2 of those hours were for lighting alone

okay so the colour i got was blue, and i know there's a lot of green and white in this graphic too, BUT there's also a lot of blue so i hope it's enough blue! i also hope there's enough joy (since that was my mood) as well! i did my best to make the scene look happy and ykyk JOYFUL

so the concept i was going for here was a bit like Kimi No Nawa (Your Name) except without the body switching because yaaaalll i can't do that schist. i used a field because i imagine the dreamscape to be a bit like the Great Unknown in Soul Hunt (rip), which is all grassy and fieldy and pretty and stuff. i went for a more realistic vibe to this but with some extra ✨doodles✨ because i have no self control

YEAH anygays so like it took me SO LONG to come up with this concept, mainly because my original concept was Joy (RV) hanging out of a hot air balloon, which didn't work out because i'm crap at proportions, so i did a Sana manip that took me like 6 hours (will be posting that sooner or later, probably as a random edit) which didn't work out either, so i ended up continuing to push my Sookai agenda on yalls cause they're too cute and i can't---

YEAH THAT'S ALL i'm crying on the inside peace out bYE

go follow my fanfiction account if you want good kpop content (hint: Sookai fanfic in two of my reading lists + my follow list should lead you to said account)

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