Charity| C H A P T E R • N I N E  T E E N

"Baby calm down she's just a college from the job nothing more." I sat angrily at the head of the bed Jordan and I shared as I read the messages between him and a so called friend of his.

"I'm not believing this friend shit. I told you how I felt about you talking to females behind my back because I have trust issues and you still do it, and you know what I've been through." I shouted.

"I understand but baby why can you trust me enough to have a conversation with another women and not cheat. I'm not Lucas and I won't ever hurt you," he said trying to reassure me but my mind was already made up.

I scrunched my face while rubbing my enormous stomach. Sometimes when me and Jordan would get in arguments it was like Kindle could tell because she would always move around in my belly. I rubbed it softly to calm her down.

"Let me to her," he said avoiding my evil glare.

He placed his hands on each side of  stomach and began to talk. "Daddy's here baby. I know you get a little fussy when you hear us argue but I'm trying to help mama control her damn—"

I slapped him on the side of his head. "Don't curse around my baby. Although she's not born yet she can still here and take in things so watch it." I said.

"I got it Mom." He stared back at my tummy, "anyways, I'm trying to help mama control her anger but shes always so feisty, maybe its why your always so antsy in there. I need you to calm down though baby girl. Your hurting mama right now and when you hurt her, shes hurts me with that stank ass attitude and rude ass comments."

I sent another slap to his head. "what I tell you Jordan."

"My bad." He laughed, "I forgot."

He then got up from off the ground after kissing my protruding belly and picked me up bridal style and began to send kisses to my neck. I was a little awkward considering that my tummy was in the way but we still kissed each other hungrily like animals.

"Baby I haven't even had Kindle yet and your already trying to plant another one in me. You know your sperm count is off the charts and that's exactly how we got this one here." I laughed gesturing to my stomach.

"I know but I cant keep my hands off you. This pregnancy glow got you looking amazing. Attitude on na-na, and yo' pussy on aquaaa, and stomach on fat fat and yo' ass on whats that," He laughed as he recited a drake lyric while adding his own twist to it.

"I that right?" I cheesed.

"Yep." He made sure he popped the p.

After rolling around in the bed and playing like little kids, I finally got to spend time with Kindle and Ava. Ava was laid under my belly as I laid against the head board reading them the story of baby Jesus. In my upbringing, church was very important and ever since the break up between me and Lucas I made it my priority to go and teach it to my kids as much as possible.

"Mommy who's marry?," she asked curiously looking up up at me.

"She's Jesus's mom baby."

"And how did she have the baby when she didn't kiss boy for more than three seconds. You said that baby come alive when not kiss girl for more than three seconds."

I bit my lip not knowing what to say. "Because Jesus was a miracle baby. Remember what I told you about miracle babies?"

"Yeah," she smiled, "miracle baby like me. I really sick as baby but I made it."

"That's right you were and I almost gave up hope when the doctors said they couldn't help you but you got better boobo."

I started to tear up instantly just thinking about the situation. A few weeks after I had Ava she started to get really sick and the doctors didn't know why and it only had gotten worse day by day. But one day I prayed long and hard, asking god for forgiveness and to help my baby and sure enough, after a month she was healthy and happy.

"Mommy me no like that name. Lucas called me Booboo." She said with a sense of anger in her voice. I was totally taken back.

"Ava Reign Gold don't you ever call you daddy by his first name or talk like that ever again do you here me?" I looked over to her and saw her small head shake.

"Yes mommy."

"Ava that is your daddy and no matter how mad you are at him you never talk to him like that and don't talk like that at all young lady."

Jordan came over and kissed my now flushed cheeks. "What's going on with my two favorite girls? Ava what's wrong with mama?"

"She be mean."

"No this little girl decided she wanted to be grown and disrespect her daddy so I told her not to do it anymore."

Jordan looked over at Ava, "Ava mommy's right. You can't say those types of things about your daddy because just like me he loves very much. Even though him and mommy aren't together anymore you still have to be nice."

"Otay," she mumbled with her head held down. Me and Jordan locked eyes before we both rushed her with hugs and kisses. In instant her laughs filled the room, the very soft laughs that warmed my heart every day.