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"What are you thinking, Tae?"

"I misses Juana. It's raining today. She used to cuddle me and sleep all day at times like that."

Taehyung said while sitting on the windowsill as usual. Little by little, when it was getting colder because of the rain, the boy started to remember Juana's warmth. But Taehyung doesn't even know where the girl is.

Jin was next to the boy and listening. As always, Jin was listening to Taehyung's words because he hoped that the boy would feel a little relief. But Jin was also surprised that Taehyung's topic was the same every time.

"I'm sorry hyung!"

"Why is that, Tae?"

"Hyung had to stay in a wheelchair because of me."

"Don't think about it, Tae. Things that happen to us in life will happen somehow. Maybe if you hadn't been there, I would have been in more danger."

Jin took the wheelchair to Taehyung and touched the boy's head because the boy understood what Taehyung needed most at that time. Taehyung is the kind of person every girl wishes for in her life. With his handsomeness and deep voice, that masculinity managed to steal anyone's heart. But Taehyung was still where he stopped three years ago.

"Do you think Juana has been waiting for you?"

"I don't know. But I will take her to me. I want to take care of her with everything, just like she did for me when I was sick."

"But Tae, you're a different person now. I mean, it's not good for you to know that you're in this relationship with your situation. I don't know how you'll understand what I'm saying. But I'm saying it for your own good."

Even Taehyung thought about it when Jin said it quite seriously. Taehyung understands that being in a relationship with his popularity is not a good thing. They upset their fans. But what can change the past?

"I can't, hyung. They're all with me because I'm handsome, because I have money, because I'm popular, or because of my voice. But, Juana was with me from a time when everyone even hated my touch."

Taehyung got up from where he was sitting and went downstairs. Taehyung put on the coat that was hanging by the door, put on the mask and the cap and got into his luxury car, thinking of going to the studio. Whenever he felt pain that he couldn't bear, Taehyung would continue to hurt himself while practicing dance. The boy is trying to do the same thing today.

As soon as the car stopped near the company, people started to gather around the boy. Taehyung was disappointed when he saw that people who used to see the boy as a curse were trying so hard to see the boy. No matter how many things he won, none of them mattered to the boy without Juana. The boy asked himself if Juana was suffering somewhere while he was enjoying himself like that. In response, the boy wanted to hurt himself.

When Taehyung came to the studio, he put his coat aside and kept his mask and cap aside. The boy who fixed his hair single-handedly went to Jungkook's desk because he wanted to know if the boy had arrived. Even though Jungkook had arrived by now, the boy had gone out for a while, so Taehyung took the trashed lunch paper from the boy's table and went to the dustbin with a small smile.

Taehyung always did something that Jungkook would forget during the many days they came there to practice. But the boy never expected what was going to happen today. He left the papers in the dustbin and turned around, but the boy's eyes caught a book. Having never seen anything like this in the dustbin, Taehyung was curious to see what it was.

"Is this a diary?"

The boy who picked up the book sat on the sofa while turning the pages of the book. Taehyung thought that even though it was wrong to read anyone's diary, there was nothing wrong with reading a discarded book. As the boy slowly read the book, Taehyung's eyes began to fill with tears.

The boy felt great pain when all the things that happened since the day he met Juana were written in Juana's handwriting. Taehyung recognized one thing from the blurred letters between the pages of the book. That girl was crying while writing this book.

Taehyung's fingers moved over the letters of the book with great love and pain. Taehyung couldn't bear it any longer as the tears falling down the boy's cheeks gathered between the pages of the book, and he hugged the diary to his chest as he felt a burning pain in his chest. The boy wanted to hug Juana like that. But Taehyung doesn't know where the girl is now.

"Juana, don't cry. Come to me. No matter what you are, you are mine. Come back love. I can't find you."

Taehyung curled up on the sofa with his arms and legs together with the book and started talking like crazy. The boy is behaving like this after two years, so it becomes clear how important Juana is in Taehyung's life. Taehyung tried to control the pain as he pulled his fingers through his hair. But this pain is not going away easily.

"Tae, did you come? I came late because there was too much traffic. Shall we start practicing?"

When Jungkook came into the studio, Taehyung slowly started to come to his senses. But the boy was in a very different situation than before. After getting up from the sofa, Taehyung's eyes were red with anger. Anyone who sees Taehyung with his tear-stained cheeks and disheveled hair is scared.

"Tae, what happened?"

When a make-up artist who came to the room with Jungkook saw the boy and ran away, even Jungkook backed away because Taehyung's behavior scared him too. Taehyung suddenly came to Jungkook and grabbed the boy by the collar and pushed him against the wall with anger and overflowing pain.

"Tell me where my Juana is. Where is she? Where are you hiding her?

"Tae... Taehyung... Listen to me."

"Tell me where you hid my girl. She must be crying. She... She must be scared. I want to hold her close and tell her I won't leave. Juana..."

Taehyung felt a great sense of guilt. The boy will never be able to escape until Juana returns to those arms.

To be continued.....

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