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Present |2023|August|31|

Closing the diary in her hand, Juana got up from the windowsill where she was sitting while wiping the tears from her eyes. The girl who went to her first house with Taehyung for the last time finished recording the whole story in the diary little by little. Juana couldn't help but cry when she remembered those days sitting on the windowsill and cuddling with Taehyung.

That day, when the entire hospital was destroyed by a fire, no one except a few patients was saved. Since the fire brigade was late getting there, everything started to get worse. When Taehyung was lost among those who survived the fire that day, the girl was like crazy. The girl heard the boy whispering to her not to go. For three years after that, the girl lived like a dead person.

There was hardly a day when Juana did not blame herself when she remembered her only love with that innocent cute smile. The girl lived because she wanted to live, but there was no purpose in that life. But the situation changed after the girl went back to Seoul.

After living in a rural area for so long, the girl decided to come back to Seoul after two years when she felt that it was difficult to live in that area. The girl was able to find a job in Seoul because she was able to finish her studies even then. Meanwhile, the girl accidentally sees a familiar image on TV.

"God! Taehyung."

After confirming that it was Taehyung, the girl's life turned completely upside down. The girl who had no hope to live made up her mind to live again because of Taehyung. Seeing that the boy is now in a good place, the girl was very happy when the boy, who was tired without love, was loved by everyone. After that, Juana spent a year as a good fan of Taehyung. Yes, he is an idol now.

Thinking that Taehyung had lost his memory, Juana did not make any effort to meet the boy. The girl did not want to be reminded of Taehyung's past. However, Taehyung has become a star that the girl cannot approach.

Juana, who spent time in their old house where Taehyung's scent still lingered for the last time, left to return to Seoul as soon as she finished writing the diary. The girl still remembers the warmth and smell of Taehyung's love. Every time she sees the boy on TV, those things come to her mind again and again.

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Meanwhile, Taehyung was sitting on the windowsill of his house and thinking. The boy was very happy to have a window like this in his house. But three years ago, when he was angry with the girl for his stubbornness, Taehyung missed the girl who ran to him and hugged him.

"What are you doing? Laughing alone?"

Jungkook asked Taehyung, who was smiling at himself with his head against the window glass. Anyway, Taehyung had told the boy everything in Taehyung's life. Even if he asks about it again, the boy knows very well that Juana is the reason for this smile.

"I miss Juana!"

"Hmm... She's probably fine now. It's better to think about someone else instead of thinking about her, isn't it?"

"I can't, Jungkook, I can't forget what she did to me that easily. That time of the fire, I..."

"Yah, what are you trying to say now? I did so many things for you to die? Is it?"

Suddenly, they heard a voice near the door and both of them turned and looked in that direction, knowing who it was. Jin pushed his wheelchair from the door and went beyond. Apart from Jungkook, he was the only one who took care of Taehyung. But now Taehyung has to take care of the boy.

Flashback

"Fire, fire, everybody get out!"

Taehyung, who was talking to the doctor, came out of the room in a panic when he suddenly heard a scream. By then, the fire had already spread throughout the hospital, so no one could escape easily. Meanwhile, the doctor jumped from the window of the room dragging Taehyung, and Taehyung fainted when it was difficult to breathe due to the fire.

The people who saw the people who had jumped out of the window shouted to save them, but no one wanted to intervene before the police arrived. 

"Are you human too? Are you looking up when these people are lying dead here? Jungkook, open the car door."

Suddenly, someone who came in a luxury car scolded the other people there and took Taehyung and the doctor and started going to the hospital in his private car. The doctors who personally treated Taehyung there decided to hide the accident because Jin is a famous singer, thinking that he would have a problem. Yes, Kim Seok Jin, a famous singer, saved Taehyung. At the same time, there was his fellow singer Jeon Jungkook.

"What are we going to do now, hyung? Do we have to take him?"

"I think so. I will take him home. I feel sad when I see his innocent face."

Jin took the boy home after finishing all the work at the hospital, but Taehyung was in a coma for three months. After that time, after the boy regained consciousness, among the questions asked Taehyung were questions about the boy's guardian.

"Juana, Juana is the one who takes care of me."

As Taehyung said, finding Juana was not easy. Knowing only one name of the girl, searching for Juana was a dream. Despite searching all over the area around the hospital, no one could get any information about Juana as she had already left that province. Meanwhile, Jin, who recognized Taehyung's talent, sent the boy to train with Jungkook. And when he became an idol, the only thing on the boy's mind was to get Juana.

One day, the boy who had a fight with Jin left the house and tried to look for Juana, but he had to come back after hearing the worst news in the world. When Jin went to look for the boy, Jin had to face a car accident unexpectedly. He was a wheelchair user due to a car accident. Taehyung had to forget about Juana and take care of Jin for the next two years. The boy had nothing else to do except to do such a thing for Jin, who had sacrificed everything for him.

Flashback end

To be continued......

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