• No way to find you •

It's been two days since Taehyung was taken away. For those two days, Juana searched everywhere for information about the boy. She went to the police and searched for information about Taehyung but did not get any information about him. 

When searching why Taehyung was taken to the police, Juana found out that he might have been jailed because of his earlier thefts. No matter who she asked for details, they were all happy about what happened to Taehyung.

They did not want to see a mentally ill person on the loose. That's why they were relieved when Taehyung was arrested by the police.

"Tae, where can I find you?"

Hugging one of the boy's shirts, the girl said to herself. Now she understands how Taehyung must have felt when he was alone in this deserted house. It's very mysterious. Living alone in a house with no one. Living away from the whole society. Before, Juana was used to being alone, but now she started to feel a strange loneliness.

In the first few days, she didn't even remember to eat. Taehyung's love has entered the girl's heart so much that she remembers him again and again. She had no choice but to live with the smell of the boy's clothes. The girl had to spend many days hugging the smelling clothes to her chest. 

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"Is Taehyung in jail now?"

"No. He must have been admitted to a mental hospital because he is mentally ill. Don't worry, he will be fine, child. He will not be punished."

When she went out, the girl talked to the owner of the restaurant where he worked. No matter what, he had a lot of sympathy for Taehyung. He wanted to give Juana the money Taehyung earned during his working days. Because everyone already knew about Taehyung's love.

"This money belongs to Taehyung."

"I don't want these, sir."

"That's okay kid. Taehyung told me about you, so these should belong to you."

The girl who shook her head when the restaurant owner said, took the money while trying to control the tears falling from her eyes. She heard people around her saying bad about her and Taehyung. 

Some people talked about what kind of situation she was in because she was in the same house without marriage. Others saw her as someone who only came for Taehyung's money. But no one really knew the story between them.

Juana went back to the little house. Two months have passed since Taehyung disappeared.

"I'm lonely without your talk. I'm so cold without your warmth. I don't know if I'll meet you again. But I won't forget you or your love. So let's say goodbye, Tae. I love you."

Hugging one of Taehyung's clothes, she filled her lungs with the smell as tears fell uncontrollably from her eyes. She tried hard to find him for two months. She went to the police stations all over the city and tried to find out where Taehyung had been taken. And she even searched in mental hospitals around the city. Whatever happened to Taehyung continued to be a mystery.

Juana decided to go to another province when she realized that it was difficult to stay in this lonely house without Taehyung. She found a job in a city about forty kilometers away from this province and took a rented house and moved there as there was nothing else to do. Living without money was not easy. It is even more difficult for her to be in a region where rumors are spreading about them.

She must have been hurt a lot when Taehyung and people who didn't even see her in the eyes said wrong things. She is already suffering from the pain of losing her first love. No matter what the situation, Taehyung is the only person who filled the girl with love. So he can never be forgotten.

"I'd be happy if we could meet again and tell you I love you, Tae, be careful where you are."

After closing the house door and taking her bag, Juana started walking along the road. The girl felt like it was all a dream. How the person who first kidnapped her and tried to kill her then fell in love with her. When that love gradually spread in both of their hearts, Taehyung suddenly disappeared. It was all like a nightmare. Anyway, that nightmare is over now. So she must be happy, right?

"No, I can't be happy. I love him so much. I will never forget your love."

The girl who stopped a taxi forgot all ties with this city. The girl did not want to disappear suddenly like this. But remembering Taehyung again and again only hurts the girl. After a journey of about three hours, the girl was at the house she had bought. She rented the top floor of the two-story house.

She felt indescribably lonely in that house, which was much smaller than the one she had been in with Taehyung. She felt more afraid for her future than in the two months without Taehyung. 

"Everything will be fine."

Thinking so, the girl started putting her clothes in the closet. At the same time, she hugged some of Taehyung's clothes that still smelled of Taehyung and went to the window that was on the side of the room. Although the window was not as big as it was in the previous house, every time she saw such a place, the girl's heart started to tremble. Will they ever be able to go to those arms again? Or will you think that all this is a dream and forget it?

Or will Taehyung come back into that life in an unexpected way?

To be continued.....

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