( *[ ] is what jimin said in his previous notes)

yena

[ youre beautiful as always today.]

yena breathed out as she steadily stood in front of her classroom door. she tried to acted normal as she created a fake smile on her face, enough for people to think that she was doing fine.

she braved herself as she walked into the classroom and earned a few stares from her own classmates. she awkwardly looked down as she slowly walked towards her table. trying so hard to creat a bigger smile.

"ohmygod, yena! we didnt think that you will finally come back to school!", alex, one of her classmate chimed excitedly as she bent down right in front of yena's table with a big smile after yena took a seat on her place.

"we missed you!", hani, also one of yena's classmate said as she leaned closer and gave a light pat on yena's back. yena tried forcing a smile as she normally, took out her books and put it on her desk.

[i also wonder, will i ever get the chance to be the lucky one to make you smile?]

yena let out a fake chuckle as she granted each of them a small smile and said, "I'm also glad to see you guys."

they both nodded. then their smile slowly fell as they just walked away after the small greeting with each other. yena still smiling eventho she got the distance feeling that her friends gave towards her.

yena dont mind it as she know that someday, they will eventually left her and then she will be back to square one, where she did be all alone without friends and anyone to care about her anymore. eventho she used to has someone that cared for her more than her own self.

[i also wonder, will i ever get the chance to be the lucky one to make you smile?]

yena sighed as her smile slowly faded away. she opened up a book and tried her best to stayed focus on what she was doing right now. her back was itching as her desires to turn around and look back approached her but she mentally forced herself to not to.

she just randomly scribbled on her notes as she mentally battled with herself.

[i hope i can do that in my next lives, right?]

she bit her lip as she slowly start to betrayed her own mind. her head slowly start to turned around as she looked over her shoulder.

her eyes finally pinned on a really familiar seat. the one and only seat that empty in this class.

the seat was on the back of the class as it was also put near the window. wind was blowing the curtains as the white curtains started waving around near the empty table. people were just walking and passing the empty table like it dont really matter or don't really exist in the first place.

suddenly, a loads of memories flood into yena's mind as her eyes still on the empty table.

tears threatening to flow out from her eyes as she clenched her fist on the table, to prevent the tears from coming out.

yena immediately turned back around and teared her sight from the empty seat.

she looked down as a tear successfully escaped from her eyes and fell on her light blue skirt. she bit her lip even harder this time.

yena tightly gripped on the each sides of her table as she looked down on the floor. she closed her eyes as she was trying very hard to stop the tears from coming out uncontrollably.

yena shut her eyes tightly as she painfully tried to convince and strengthen her own self.

"no... stop thinking about him, yena. hes gone now. s-stop thinking about him.."