You love her don't you.
Last night while I laid in bed
Scrolling through my phone.
I realized it.
You love her completely.
Your lust is scalding,
Your love grows to infinity.
Everyday you fall deeper,
Farther away from me.
Everyone knows it,
You were never subtle or unsure.
You want her,
Every broken line you write,
Is for her.
Every lyric reposted,
Every aesthetic proclaiming how damaged you are
And how beautiful she is.
All of it should help to make me fall out.
Of lust,
Of maybe Love
For you.
Yet as I laid there,
With dry eyes,
And an ache in my heart that is
Oh,
So
Familiar.
I realized I'll never let you go,
Not now.
Not when I've just gotten used to the idea that this type of pain
Is forever.

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I have nothing left to say
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